Guest guest Posted April 6, 2007 Report Share Posted April 6, 2007 Stephen, I'm so so very sorry for what you had to go through. I can't believe someone would do that to you. It sounds like something that would happen to me, because I speak so openly about hearing the thoughts of others and feeling what they feel, and 'hearing' [in a sense] the voice of my higher self. That should have happened to me, not you. I also have a tendency toward depression, and have anxiety..all of which can make me feel so very overwhelmed [at times of deep sorrow, ie..my rabbit's death, my best friend's move..etc..] that it can lead to suicidal thoughts, so I could have easily been in your position. Thank God you came out of it alright, and you're here with us again. You must be very strong. God bless you. Love, Tara Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: Stephen, I admire your fortitude in surviving such an incredible ordeal...all because your gifts were misunderstood. Thank God your gifts have come (or are coming) back. You do, indeed teach us the lesson that: " With exalted gifts come high responsibility. " Bravo and God bless you, Claudia --- chrism <> wrote: > With exalted gifts come high responsibility. I would > like everyone to read Stephen O's account here > (below). The medical entrapment. The gifts and the > shock therapy. And the realization of the > responsibility of the one having such gifts. - A > complete set of teachings compressed in one post. > Thank you Stephen O. - > > " Stephen O. " <stephen_1952 wrote: > Yes that is true. I was depressed so my family > doctor referred me to a > psychiatrist. He asked me if I could hear voices, > and if I knew what > other people were thinking. I answered honestly as I > could do those > things all my life. The next thing I knew I was in > the psyche ward > having shock therapy. Having the electricity passing > though my brain > shut everything down. I lost my gifts which are > starting to come back now. > > I remember when I used to clear my mind while going > to sleep. Some times > I would be thinking about someone and I would hear > their voice. > > I just let it happen, and the next day I would ask > why did you tell so > and so about such and such. I used to get a kick out > of it because they > became embarrassed, and I knew I really heard them. > > Now if this ability comes back I will use a better > way of checking. The > way I am now I would feel bad if I embarrassed any > one. > > Love and peace > Stephen O. > > Claudia Lambright wrote: > > > > Stephen, do you really mean that someone had you > > committed?! I'm not asking for the details, but if > it > > is true, I am heartsick to hear that. God bless > you, > > Stephen! An experience like that would make anyone > > tight-lipped. > > > > I have been meaning to ask you, because I met you > > first in the OBE group, how did you come to join > this > > group? Did you get some sort of indication that > your > > Kundalini was stirring or awakening...or did you > > choose to join the group in hopes to start the > > process? I've forgotten whether you were a > frequent > > astral projector...perhaps that practice led to an > > awakening, as it did for me? If you feel > comfortable > > sharing that, I'd like to know. > > > > Blessings & love to you, Stephen! > > > > Claudia > > > > --- " Stephen O. " <stephen_1952 > > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca>> wrote: > > > > > Thanks Claudia > > > > > > This doesn't mean that you are wrong. Who knows > what > > > is coincidence. And > > > what are the facts in dream land. I am rather > tight > > > lipped when I comes > > > to sharing incites, or any other thing that is > > > personal. > > > > > > This group with all the loving people are > helping me > > > learn how > > > communicate with others more openly. > > > > > > It is also a place where I can talk about my > > > experiences without being > > > ridiculed. When I told some people what I > believed > > > they had me committed. > > > > > > Love and blessings > > > Stephen O. > > > > > > Claudia Lambright wrote: > > > > > > > > You're very kind, Stephen, to make that nice > > > comment > > > > about my view of your dream, but perhaps I > > > > over-thought it. Looks like the most logical > > > meaning > > > > was the right one! I'm sorry to hear you are > sick > > > but > > > > it sounds like the infection has been caught > > > early, > > > > and I hope you'll be well soon! > > > > > > > > Clajdia > > > > > > > > --- " Stephen O. " <stephen_1952 > > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca> > > > > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca>> wrote: > > > > > > > > > That is an interesting concept. I think it > was a > > > > > warning since this > > > > > morning I woke up and it seemed like I was > > > coughing > > > > > my > > > > > lungs out. I found out I have bronchitis a > > > bronchial > > > > > infection. I guess > > > > > it was a warning but before the symptoms > started > > > to > > > > > show. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Claudia Lambright wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Stephen, reading this now that it's > posted, I > > > > > realize > > > > > > that I left out some of my thoughts; let > me > > > try > > > > > again: > > > > > > > > > > > > If this were my dream, I would feel that I > > > need to > > > > > > express myself more, particularly my > insights. > > > > > Seeing > > > > > > your own tongue in a dream means either > that > > > > > you've > > > > > > said too much or that you need to express > > > > > yourself; > > > > > > since it started with loose skin on the > tongue > > > > > that > > > > > > you > > > > > > wanted to pull off, I tend to lean toward > > > needing > > > > > to > > > > > > speak up. (You pulled your tongue out, > telling > > > > > > yourself literally to 'spit it out.') > Lungs > > > can > > > > > > signify > > > > > > insight, creativity and inspiration. The > fact > > > that > > > > > > your tongue and esophogas (organs used to > > > speak) > > > > > came > > > > > > out with your lungs attached leads me to > > > believe > > > > > that > > > > > > you are reluctant to express yourself and > you > > > > > should > > > > > > speak up more and share your insights. > > > > > > > > > > > > OK, I feel better about that. LOL. > > > > > > Claudia > > > > > > > > > > > > --- Claudia Lambright > <newtfoodbowl > > <newtfoodbowl%40> > > > > <newtfoodbowl%40> > > > > > > <newtfoodbowl%40>> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > Stephen, > > > > > > > I'm not very adept at this, but I'll > give it > > > a > > > > > try. > > > > > > > If this were my dream, I would feel that > I > > > need > > > > > to > > > > > > > express myself more, particularly my > > > insights. > > > > > > > Seeing > === message truncated === ________ Don't pick lemons. See all the new 2007 cars at Autos. http://autos./new_cars.html It's here! Your new message! Get new email alerts with the free Toolbar. Expecting? Get great news right away with email Auto-Check. Try the Mail Beta. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 6, 2007 Report Share Posted April 6, 2007 I'm not sorry for what happened to me. For all I know the spirit might have lead me down that path because I needed it to be who I am now. It scares me sometimes when people talk about their young children with such beautiful gifts, and I know they could end up going through the same thing I did. I sometimes don't know what to do, and I don't feel qualified to give advice. I have learned to love everyone, have forgiven the doctor, the belief system that restricts so much, and the hospital where I spent 3 months of my life being given Electro Shock Therapy. They didn't know any better. Love and Peace Stephen O. tara jacoby wrote: > > Stephen, > I'm so so very sorry for what you had to go through. > I can't believe someone would do that to you. It sounds like something > that would happen to me, because I speak so openly about hearing the > thoughts of others and feeling what they feel, and 'hearing' [in a > sense] the voice of my higher self. > That should have happened to me, not you. I also have a tendency > toward depression, and have anxiety..all of which can make me feel so > very overwhelmed [at times of deep sorrow, ie..my rabbit's death, my > best friend's move..etc..] that it can lead to suicidal thoughts, so I > could have easily been in your position. Thank God you came out of it > alright, and you're here with us again. You must be very strong. > God bless you. > Love, > Tara > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl > <newtfoodbowl%40>> wrote: Stephen, I admire your > fortitude in surviving such an > incredible ordeal...all because your gifts were > misunderstood. Thank God your gifts have come (or are > coming) back. You do, indeed teach us the lesson > that: " With exalted gifts come high responsibility. " > > Bravo and God bless you, > Claudia > > --- chrism < <%40>> wrote: > > > With exalted gifts come high responsibility. I would > > like everyone to read Stephen O's account here > > (below). The medical entrapment. The gifts and the > > shock therapy. And the realization of the > > responsibility of the one having such gifts. - A > > complete set of teachings compressed in one post. > > Thank you Stephen O. - > > > > " Stephen O. " <stephen_1952 > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca>> wrote: > > Yes that is true. I was depressed so my family > > doctor referred me to a > > psychiatrist. He asked me if I could hear voices, > > and if I knew what > > other people were thinking. I answered honestly as I > > could do those > > things all my life. The next thing I knew I was in > > the psyche ward > > having shock therapy. Having the electricity passing > > though my brain > > shut everything down. I lost my gifts which are > > starting to come back now. > > > > I remember when I used to clear my mind while going > > to sleep. Some times > > I would be thinking about someone and I would hear > > their voice. > > > > I just let it happen, and the next day I would ask > > why did you tell so > > and so about such and such. I used to get a kick out > > of it because they > > became embarrassed, and I knew I really heard them. > > > > Now if this ability comes back I will use a better > > way of checking. The > > way I am now I would feel bad if I embarrassed any > > one. > > > > Love and peace > > Stephen O. > > > > Claudia Lambright wrote: > > > > > > Stephen, do you really mean that someone had you > > > committed?! I'm not asking for the details, but if > > it > > > is true, I am heartsick to hear that. God bless > > you, > > > Stephen! An experience like that would make anyone > > > tight-lipped. > > > > > > I have been meaning to ask you, because I met you > > > first in the OBE group, how did you come to join > > this > > > group? Did you get some sort of indication that > > your > > > Kundalini was stirring or awakening...or did you > > > choose to join the group in hopes to start the > > > process? I've forgotten whether you were a > > frequent > > > astral projector...perhaps that practice led to an > > > awakening, as it did for me? If you feel > > comfortable > > > sharing that, I'd like to know. > > > > > > Blessings & love to you, Stephen! > > > > > > Claudia > > > > > > --- " Stephen O. " <stephen_1952 > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca> > > > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca>> wrote: > > > > > > > Thanks Claudia > > > > > > > > This doesn't mean that you are wrong. Who knows > > what > > > > is coincidence. And > > > > what are the facts in dream land. I am rather > > tight > > > > lipped when I comes > > > > to sharing incites, or any other thing that is > > > > personal. > > > > > > > > This group with all the loving people are > > helping me > > > > learn how > > > > communicate with others more openly. > > > > > > > > It is also a place where I can talk about my > > > > experiences without being > > > > ridiculed. When I told some people what I > > believed > > > > they had me committed. > > > > > > > > Love and blessings > > > > Stephen O. > > > > > > > > Claudia Lambright wrote: > > > > > > > > > > You're very kind, Stephen, to make that nice > > > > comment > > > > > about my view of your dream, but perhaps I > > > > > over-thought it. Looks like the most logical > > > > meaning > > > > > was the right one! I'm sorry to hear you are > > sick > > > > but > > > > > it sounds like the infection has been caught > > > > early, > > > > > and I hope you'll be well soon! > > > > > > > > > > Clajdia > > > > > > > > > > --- " Stephen O. " <stephen_1952 > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca> > > > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca> > > > > > <stephen_1952%40sympatico.ca>> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > That is an interesting concept. I think it > > was a > > > > > > warning since this > > > > > > morning I woke up and it seemed like I was > > > > coughing > > > > > > my > > > > > > lungs out. I found out I have bronchitis a > > > > bronchial > > > > > > infection. I guess > > > > > > it was a warning but before the symptoms > > started > > > > to > > > > > > show. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Claudia Lambright wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Stephen, reading this now that it's > > posted, I > > > > > > realize > > > > > > > that I left out some of my thoughts; let > > me > > > > try > > > > > > again: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If this were my dream, I would feel that I > > > > need to > > > > > > > express myself more, particularly my > > insights. > > > > > > Seeing > > > > > > > your own tongue in a dream means either > > that > > > > > > you've > > > > > > > said too much or that you need to express > > > > > > yourself; > > > > > > > since it started with loose skin on the > > tongue > > > > > > that > > > > > > > you > > > > > > > wanted to pull off, I tend to lean toward > > > > needing > > > > > > to > > > > > > > speak up. (You pulled your tongue out, > > telling > > > > > > > yourself literally to 'spit it out.') > > Lungs > > > > can > > > > > > > signify > > > > > > > insight, creativity and inspiration. The > > fact > > > > that > > > > > > > your tongue and esophogas (organs used to > > > > speak) > > > > > > came > > > > > > > out with your lungs attached leads me to > > > > believe > > > > > > that > > > > > > > you are reluctant to express yourself and > > you > > > > > > should > > > > > > > speak up more and share your insights. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > OK, I feel better about that. LOL. > > > > > > > Claudia > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --- Claudia Lambright > > <newtfoodbowl <newtfoodbowl%40> > > > <newtfoodbowl%40> > > > > > <newtfoodbowl%40> > > > > > > > <newtfoodbowl%40>> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Stephen, > > > > > > > > I'm not very adept at this, but I'll > > give it > > > > a > > > > > > try. > > > > > > > > If this were my dream, I would feel that > > I > > > > need > > > > > > to > > > > > > > > express myself more, particularly my > > > > insights. > > > > > > > > Seeing > > > === message truncated === > > ________ > Don't pick lemons. > See all the new 2007 cars at Autos. > http://autos./new_cars.html > <http://autos./new_cars.html> > > > > > > It's here! Your new message! > Get new email alerts with the free Toolbar. > > > Expecting? Get great news right away with email Auto-Check. > Try the Mail Beta. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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