My thoughts to Claudia 2

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Claudia,

You are truly a blessing. Your words are comforting to me, and bring peace

and feelings of confidence to my soul - that I truly am on the right track, and

there's no need to worry. God bless you and keep you.

Love and blessings,

Tara

p.s. Isn't it funny that our salutations are the same, only flipped?! hee,hee!

 

Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote:

Tara,

There's just one thing I left out of 'my thoughts' to

you: don't listen to ME either. Just follow your

heart.

 

And that is just what you are doing. I believe that

your intuitions are perfect and that you are doing

what spirit is leading you to do. Reading this post,

I can see how far you've come following your own heart

and intuitions. I have NO doubt that you will find

what you need to do after you finish your current

mission of love.

 

Blessings & love,

Claudia

 

--- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote:

 

> Hi Claudia,

> Thank you so much for your kind words.

> I am 31. I just turned 31 on Feb. 15th.

> As far as profession is concerned, I feel the need

> to be a great help, not just

> a help of some sort. What I mean is, I would like to

> be able to really touch people's lives and give them

> hope and healing and comfort and light their way.

> One thing I think I'd really love would be caring

> for the elderly.

> I really love doing facial massage, although it can

> hurt my back a little, leaning over the person who's

> sitting in front of me in the chair.

> However, I don't feel as though I am serving my

> purpose, at Macy's. I feel I need to be in an

> atmosphere where my 'gifts' are truly needed, not

> just where they promote the sale of skin treatment

> products.

>

> I love working with children, but I had to leave

> childcare because without a college education, I

> can't make enough money to survive in the childcare

> industry.

>

> I might like to be a massage therapist, and either

> work with the elderly or volunteer my time to them

> on the side. I'm not entirely sure. I feel like the

> more in touch with my spiritual side I get, the more

> completely I will know what my true calling is.

>

> Right now, I feel as though my stay at Macy's has

> and is serving 3 purposes:

> First of all, I had a rough childhood and as a

> result of that, I spent my teenage years in to my

> twenties, very uneasy around people. I always felt

> stupid, and judged myself harshly, thinking that's

> how others saw me. I couldn't stand being around a

> lot of people at once, and would often give a cold

> shoulder to those around me because of my social

> discomfort and self conscious nature.

>

> I was forced to deal with large groups of people

> when I began working at Macy's, so I learned

> tolerance. Of course, I had begun to teach myself

> tolerance at previous jobs - but this felt much more

> hard core to me, so I had to adjust quickly.

> When I began to work in cosmetics, I had to get

> used to touching a person's skin, and giving advice

> and listening. That was hard, because I was a little

> uneasy, wondering how the person would react to what

> I was telling her. I had to get over my discomfort,

> and eventually I did.

>

> Along the way, and much due to the love and openness

> of a dear friend who worked close by me for over a

> year, I became more open and giving and was no

> longer afraid to let my true nature shine through.

> One day I stood close to her to hear what she was

> saying to me over her loud music, and I suddenly

> felt her wonderful energy, which reminded me of

> home.I thought I would cry, it was like I had

> stumbled upon something dear to my heart which I had

> lost a long time ago.

> I remember hearing the words 'I have you back' come

> to my mind. I recognized her wonderful energy from

> at least one passed life, and I loved it so much

> that I always wanted to be near her. Because of her

> and her wonderful remembered energy, I was able to

> learn her loving and open ways. It was really after

> she left - and I missed her so much that I knew I

> would have to take on some of her aspects to comfort

> myself and be able to feel like she was still close

> by.

> I began to be more caring, and more outgoing then

> before[it was a great improvement]..then I began to

> soar.

>

> Now I feel I have pretty much gotten to where I need

> to be in order to move with the flow of the spirit

> [wherever the spirit leads me], however, there is

> one more task I am trying to achieve while at

> Macy's. There is someone whom I really, really love,

> whom I've known in at least one past life. There are

> things I have to show her, lessons she either hasn't

> learned yet, or else she did, but became cold due to

> hurt, and shut down. I have to love her, and let her

> trust me, so that she can use that to build herself

> back up to where she needs to be. There is so much

> that I want to show her, I don't want her to get

> lost in the game of life. I don't want her to forget

> that she is also spiritual, and I don't want to lose

> her. She is so beautiful. Such a beautiful spirit..I

> can feel all her love when I am near her. She has

> lived many lives. She holds a lot of wisdom. She

> remembers me, also.

> I feel it, and when I think of her - she looks at

> me. We connect. I feel the need to be a shelter for

> her and a beautiful rain which helps her soul to

> grow to a higher state of living.

> That is my reason for staying, besides being in the

> state where I'm not sure where I would go after

> this.

> X

> Love and blessings,

> X

> Tara

>

> Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote:

> Dear Tara,

>

> You are really special. I have never 'met' anyone

> who

> had so much psychic energy emanating from her; it

> is a

> natural gift, and you are indeed blessed.

> Especially

> because your heart is so good and you are naturally

> using it for good and not perverting the gift by

> using

> it for your own gains or to dominate/manipulate

> others.

>

> I must say, I would like to be a fly on your wall

> once

> your begin your K awakening!!! Your energy field

> will

> be like a million Macy's Christmas trees... or

> perhaps

> more like a sustained nuclear explosion!

> Seriously,

> you are probably well advised to take things slowly

> because the K will surely exacerbate your natural

> energy field.

>

> I have a feeling that you would be incredible in

> ANY

> of the helping fields. I don't know what you have

> planned or wished for your profession, but it is

> obvious that you are extremely gifted in working

> with

> children. I can see you running your own 'special'

> school for children like Sarita's and Jen's and

> Nicole's to help them nurture and bring their gifts

> to

> fruition outside of the traditional school system.

> I

> can see you working in health care, with the

> indigent,

> the homeless. I can see you in counseling. You've

> already done some energy work with massage clients,

> isn't that correct? Your special gifts should be

> shared with others, even more than you already do.

>

> It is not my place to advise you about marriage and

> children, but since you asked me, I will tell you

> what

> I would do it I were you. I would follow my own

> heart, ignoring my well-meaning friends who are

> speaking from their own socialization in thinking

> that

> just because a woman reaches a particular age, she

> should 'get married and have children.' Age is

> irrelevant in that decision. If I were in love and

> KNEW that the man I loved was in love with me, it

> would be assumed that we already knew each other's

> spiritual goals; and if we both want to get

> married,

> he would know as well as I that the spiritual path

> is

> a priority for me and that it would have to take an

> important position in my future marriage and family

> life.

>

> As for your spiritual quests and wanting to break

> them

> down and focus on them so that you can hurry up and

> get to your soul's destination...I and everyone

> here

> in this group will tell you that a spiritual quest

> is

> a JOURNEY, not a destination. It's all about the

> journey. So many wonderful things happen along the

> way, don't rush by them...cherish and enjoy each

> one.

> I'm not sure what your spiritual quests are, but I

> know astral projection is one...and perhaps

> healing?

> What else are you questing for? More likely than

> not,

> they are all a part of one main quest, so that they

> can dovetail and enhance each other. It may not be

> as

> complicated as you are seeing it.

>

> How old are you, Tara? I was 3 weeks shy of being

> 28

> when I had my first (and only) child; that was not

> the

> norm in 1977 but now women are waiting till their

> late

> 20s and 30s to start a family; some don't have a

> child

>

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