Sungazing Vision + My Declaration of Readiness

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I have been dabbling with sungazing for the last year and a half. I

say dabbling because I don't do it on a daily basis. Anyway, while

sun gazing the colors sometimes form shapes. As I sungaze I always

see all the colors of the rainbow and some. As I was gazing the other

day, I either blinked or looked away for a second and when I looked

back, there was a perfect indigo slithering snake 'form' going up in

front of the sun. It was huge! It stayed that way for several seconds

and then I blinked again and this time the snake form had changed and

it had turned and was slithering right towards me. It had lightened

up in color and was now a very variant royal blue with a golden

glowing aura surrounding it. It stayed that way for several seconds,

but continue to grow lighter in color as it continued coming closer.

I was in awe.

 

My Decalration:

 

I have been on the afraid side of K since a couple of years ago when

I had the heart explosion experience. Being here on this forum has

took away most of that fear, if not all. I had this vision experience

the next day after reading about Claudia's declaration of readiness.

Her declaration inspired me. I decided in my heart that very night

that I did want all the K has for me. I am ready to move on with it

and added the Tibetan Rites to the rest of what I was doing of the

safties that very night. I will do them every day the best I can. I

am not as limber as I once was back there in the late 80's when I was

doing them. I really regret now that I had quit. I do know from

experience that you do eventually get over the nausea. Helpful thing

to know.

 

I quit drinking and smoking pot and cigs a good 30 years ago, but I

still do have a problem with caffiene (soft drinks) of which I do on

and off. I don't know why when I quite I don't stay quit. The biggy

for me is cutting out all sweets. Is that all sweets or just white

sugar and aspertame type sweeteners? I don't think anyone drinks as

much water as I do. Most days I drinks a good 2 gallons...some day

more. I've been doing that since the early 90's late 80's when I

believe K first became activated somewhat.

 

I have known for a long time that I am a part of God and I dedicated

my life long ago to service to the positive..that is, service to

others as the God within me directs. I feel I have been doing that to

the best of my abilities. It is not always what others think I should

be doing, but I tried my best to follow Spirit on a day to day basis.

I am not all that good at expressing myself with words, making the

words so nicely put and poetic sounding, but I am sincere and want K

to increase within my being more than anything.

 

Chrism, I would like to recieve a scatterfield and recieve the summer

Shaktipat. I do promise to do all the safties and continue committing

myself to be of service to others, to the best that I know how. I do

take it that I have not recieved a scatterfield from you since I did

not make a declaration or even know what a scatterfield was until

this past week. Even so, I do feel I did recieve from the last

shaktipat?? Not for sure, but something took place.

 

I will try and post a picture soon. I will let you know if I have any

problems doing that. I am a self taught computer person, and I know

there is a lot I do not know. Sometimes it takes me a while to get it

figured out.

 

LoveBeautyTruth

 

CC....Linda