James Ego Inflation

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James, so good to see you post, I was missing you.

Been thinking of you alot lately, wondering what you

are up to.

 

I think you are so right, you made a lot of sense to

me.

I think my " problem " stems from a time when i was

hanging out with my " So called " spiritual friends and

I was at a stage when I really looked up to other

people, had less self asteem, needed approval.

And these " friends " kept telling me , every time i

opened my mouth, oh, your so ego... that was ego

talking then, pointing fingers at me with their

spiritual bullshit.

Of course i realise now that they were actually a

little jealous of me and my husband and were trying to

put me down, but I always blame myself, and so i

really took it to heart, they later had a really big

go at me for doing something at their home (sunbathing

topless, their home is in the south of

france???bizarre), but they were on a real ego trip,

telling me how i was this and that.

They made me really upset.

Since then i have had a small scar about talkiing

about myself, thinking no one wants to know,

apparently i take up too much of the attention (domi's

exact words).

So, I am still affected by that, but i learnt alot

about ego that day!!!

My mum and brothers never let me speak when i was

young either, telling me i had a horrible voice and

they didn't like the sound of it.

 

Still need to work on that.

 

I think you are very wise,

Big hug Elektra x x x

 

--- James <milliondegrees wrote:

 

> Know exactly what u mean.

> I'm finding the best way is to just stop filling

> gaps and asking

> yourself who you really are, what u really want and

> what u really

> want to say, then when it feels " perfect " , then

> speak. Otherwise

> don't mess up your channels trying to say something

> else.

 

 

 

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