Gifts

April 14, 2007

There are those here in the group who wish to give gifts to me. There are those

who have given gifts to me and I have not sought for them to do so. It is a

difficulty for me to accept them. Yet the gifts that have come like the phone

line and the artwork and the other gifts have come at times of need and my

options were very limited in my ability to not accept them and so I did and am

still grateful. But I must stree this is NOT required or expected.

I do not want this group to feel that gifts must be given. It is not about

gifts or aggrandizement or anything other than a person coming into the group

and making discovery about their potentials. And perhaps acting upon those

discoveries.

So many groups can become infected with greed and the concept of getting what

you pay for and other similarly aspected scenarios. I will not allow that to

happen here. This is free to everyone who comes. Millionaire or street person I

do not care, it is free. Kundalini doesnt care either, it will come regardless.

And yet there are operating costs. This computer I use and the electricity to

run it on and the broadband to send it on costs money. I have one light and live

in a trailer, in someones backyard, no sewage or water or refrigeration. So my

overhead is limited.

When I began this group I was on my way to the mountains to find a cave and to

go where I was directed to go from the awareness that expresses through me via

the Kundalini Awakening. I sold almost everything and was living in a car for a

time as I wrapped up my earthly affairs (by earthly I mean monetary attachments)

and began to leave. Before I could do so the vision of service was introduced to

me. I at first thought it was seminars so I put that together with help from

friends. Then from that this group was created and I have felt my Kundalini grow

very strong and have experienced waves and waves of intense joy and happiness

from being gifted with the ability to help others inside this process.

Kundalini came very strong during seminars as well. But the long distance

aspects have really developed here on this small but growing free group. I have

paid attention to the intuitions that have guided me with the morals required

and the surrender required to have this group recieve productive results for

those with in it. Not meaning to say that chrism has done all these things, just

saying that I have had the honor of assisting. So perhaps I was indeed led to a

cave, it just has wheels under it.

Here is the picture. I have to work to eat and live and pay the limited bills

that I have like all of us do. This takes some time away from being here with

the group though I ponder upon the issues here as I do work. I am no different

than you. As is a free service I can afford it. wants to collect

information I only wish they could collect it all! And maybe use it!

Gifts are not required or expected or sought. Everything here is free. if you

wish to give to the group, that is acceptable. If you wish to give to me..... as

I have allowed to it to occur, then I must accept it. I cannot deny that it has

helped, but in no way is this to be considered a necessity or a requirement or a

duty or that it will somehow purchase a step up the Kundalini ladder as it just

doesnt work that way. These are my thoughts on this issue. -

kaliese wrote:

Good thought, Sarita. Please, Chrism, let those of us moved to do so be in

service to you, continuing this list and all that you give to us. You know I

wish to support you and to honor the tradition of giving gifts to ones teacher.

In gratefulness,

Sherri

--

The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein

-------------- Original message --------------

" Sarita "

What a wonderful thing to do! Are there other things that the group

needs? Perhaps if they are listed, those who have gifts in those

particular areas will be able to help.

Sarita

, " chrism "

wrote:

>

> One of the group members here has gifted this toll free line to the

> group. She would like to remain anonymous. My thanks and gratitude

go

> to her. - chrism

April 14, 2007

Thank you for your thoughts. And in these posts I am speaking only for myself

and following my own inner guidance. And totally agree about the greed, etc.

you mentioned in your post.

I have been involved in this spiritual quest for my whole life and have gained

much from many. When I attended one of your first your seminars (again

intuition talking so loudly that I must be there that I changed many plans

import to me to do it) and met you I was totally amazed at who you are and have

watched as you offered the gift of yourself and your knowledge to us all in

selfless service. Every other situation where I was offered spiritual

information was, at the beginning, one I paid money for. Eventually I sometimes

became an assistant, as in the Tantra groups I am now involved in, and no longer

paid but was there to support, by doing service or whatever else my intuition

suggested , those people whose work I resonated with.

And am now led to give some sort of support to your work, by the K not by my

thoughts, and know there is no pull from you to do anything like that. In

fact, quite the opposite so I appreciate your surrender to this idea and know

what a stretch it must be for you. I know that what you offer is free to all and

without any strings.

This is my process. I live for, have been roughly knocked about by and feed the

fire of the K in whatever way I am led. I have the utmost respect for you and

what you are doing, And feel that various communities are forming to allow we

humans to evolve quickly and these communities are beginning to share resources

to have that happen. And I want to be more a part of yours.