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I was told about this group and you,

 

I had a kundalini awakening about ten years ago,pressure in

head,experiences etc.

 

then about 4 years ago i had a incrediable energy experience,i was

just laying down and i saw a white ball with my eyes closed,i fallowed

it left and right and suddenly it fixed itself in the middle of my

forhead and my body was gripped by a paralysis,balls of energy the

size of golf balls formed at the back of the base of my neck then

rolled up and stoped at the back of the skull,the pressure there was

so intense I thought for sure i was going to have a stroke or

something,the white ball in front of my forhead had begun to swirl and

with its pulls a high pitch got more and more intense,i tried shutting

down,but i couldn't break the paralysis,i found i gained a second of

controll between pulls,first my finger,then my eyes i opened,and

eventually it let go feeling kinda in shock.i never let that energy

burst threw the back of my skull but i was wondering what would happen

if i had let it go?i can't seem to cause this experience to happen

again no matter what i do

 

 

 

about a 2 years ago though i did cause a experience by conttant

intense meditation,a ball of energy the size of a pearl formed at the

left side of my stomic and rose up,over brainstem and into the head

liting it up blue with a strong swirling motion inside of my

head.after that meditation would be like sinking into my left

side,electric jolts would insue,i felt physical like vines forming in

the left side of my head and then i had a trance were i saw smoke

rising out the left top of my head,a hole it burnt threw that i can

still feel(safety valve i guess)

 

generally it got so inabalnced i felt like i was leaning out the left

side of my body,it literally balloons up and feels like my

conciousness is about 2/3 feet outside of my body.so i been focusing

on breaking down and refining my right side,at first i couldn't even

move my conciousness threw my right side,now its much better but still

dense.it frusterates me the closest i read compared to it is gopi

krishna's experience of kundalini rising up his pingala.I do lots of

right nostril breathing,tactile experiences,sun moon breathing,single

pointed meditation,streches etc.i seem to have a blockage about the

size of a golf ball in the dead center my my right hip area were it

meets the leg,i don't feel it untill i meditate then it feels like a

ball of burning pain,it hasn't burst like other blockages do

 

any advice?