Guest guest Posted April 18, 2007 Report Share Posted April 18, 2007 Thanks for the kind words Claudia. I don't feel like I am being very spiritual when I get cranky at my mother though. Maybe I am being too hard on myself, but I hate the way I feel when I am around her now. She doesn't even have to do anything wrong, just walk in the room and I am on edge. I know things will improve when she moves out. I just wish she didn't live her life from such a fear based platform, it's exhausting dealing with the constant worry! Sarita , Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > Hi, Sarita, > > I believe you have done very well with difficult > circumstances. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2007 Report Share Posted April 18, 2007 I know what you are talking about Sarita.Her being so negative is draining your energy and she makes you depressed just by being there, even if she does not say a thing.I noticed this when my mother still lived with us and I noticed how different I felt when I went somewhere and then I came back home.As soon as I would get through the door it would hit me in the face. Love,Nicole , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > Thanks for the kind words Claudia. I don't feel like I am being very > spiritual when I get cranky at my mother though. Maybe I am being too > hard on myself, but I hate the way I feel when I am around her now. > She doesn't even have to do anything wrong, just walk in the room and I > am on edge. I know things will improve when she moves out. I just > wish she didn't live her life from such a fear based platform, it's > exhausting dealing with the constant worry! > > Sarita > > , Claudia Lambright > <newtfoodbowl@> wrote: > > > > Hi, Sarita, > > > > I believe you have done very well with difficult > > circumstances. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2007 Report Share Posted April 18, 2007 Dear Sarita, you're being too hard on yourself (remind you of anyone? LOL)...forgive your mother, forgive yourself...it'll all be better soon! I don't know how you managed to got through your K awakening in that situation!!! Blessings & love, Claudia --- Sarita <sarita1969 wrote: > Thanks for the kind words Claudia. I don't feel > like I am being very > spiritual when I get cranky at my mother though. > Maybe I am being too > hard on myself, but I hate the way I feel when I am > around her now. > She doesn't even have to do anything wrong, just > walk in the room and I > am on edge. I know things will improve when she > moves out. I just > wish she didn't live her life from such a fear based > platform, it's > exhausting dealing with the constant worry! > > Sarita > > --- In > , > Claudia Lambright > <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > > > Hi, Sarita, > > > > I believe you have done very well with difficult > > circumstances. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2007 Report Share Posted April 18, 2007 Yes! That's exactly how I feel and I have become much more sensitive to negativity in the past few months. Sarita , " ntaroiu " <lsirca wrote: > > I know what you are talking about Sarita.Her being so negative is > draining your energy and she makes you depressed just by being > there, even if she does not say a thing.I noticed this when my > mother still lived with us and I noticed how different I felt when I > went somewhere and then I came back home.As soon as I would get > through the door it would hit me in the face. > > Love,Nicole Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2007 Report Share Posted April 18, 2007 Thank you Claudia, you're a great friend! I guess if I could make it through awakening with my mother around, I will be in great shape for the next Shaktipat huh? *jumping up and down* Sarita , Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > Dear Sarita, you're being too hard on yourself (remind > you of anyone? LOL)...forgive your mother, forgive > yourself...it'll all be better soon! I don't know how > you managed to got through your K awakening in that > situation!!! > > Blessings & love, > Claudia Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2007 Report Share Posted April 18, 2007 - Ohhh my God......Thats exactly how I feel......The moment I am back I can sense the negetivity.....I have been trying everything to clear up the energy field around me...I have a choice to move out but my conscience is telling me its unethical.....May be I too should pray for the best outcome like you did Sarita and the issue will be resolved .....Or may be this a lesson I have to learn in this life time. Love Puspanjali -- In , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > Yes! That's exactly how I feel and I have become much more sensitive > to negativity in the past few months. > > Sarita > > , " ntaroiu " > <lsirca@> wrote: > > > > I know what you are talking about Sarita.Her being so negative is > > draining your energy and she makes you depressed just by being > > there, even if she does not say a thing.I noticed this when my > > mother still lived with us and I noticed how different I felt when I > > went somewhere and then I came back home.As soon as I would get > > through the door it would hit me in the face. > > > > Love,Nicole > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2007 Report Share Posted April 18, 2007 I take it as a test of myself and a prearranged situation. I decided to lay it in God's hands and stop trying to direct things and it just worked! I can't say that will happen for you, I guess it depends on what your lessons and agreements are. I wish you much luck and peace. Sarita , " Puspanjali Rath " <ucopuspa wrote: > > - > Ohhh my God......Thats exactly how I feel......The moment I am back > I can sense the negetivity.....I have been trying everything to > clear up the energy field around me...I have a choice to move out > but my conscience is telling me its unethical.....May be I too > should pray for the best outcome like you did Sarita and the issue > will be resolved .....Or may be this a lesson I have to learn in > this life time. > Love > Puspanjali Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 19, 2007 Report Share Posted April 19, 2007 THANK you, Sarita! I'm jumping up and down with you! --- Sarita <sarita1969 wrote: > Thank you Claudia, you're a great friend! I guess > if I could make it > through awakening with my mother around, I will be > in great shape for > the next Shaktipat huh? *jumping up and down* > > Sarita > > --- In > , > Claudia > Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > > > Dear Sarita, you're being too hard on yourself > (remind > > you of anyone? LOL)...forgive your mother, > forgive > > yourself...it'll all be better soon! I don't know > how > > you managed to got through your K awakening in > that > > situation!!! > > > > Blessings & love, > > Claudia > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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