Dream Interpretation-- please read- CC

[Guest guest]

Sarita, thank you for you reply and take on this dream. I do agrees

with you that dream books are lacking, but for someone who doesn't

know much about symbols they have help in a general way, helps guides

my intuition in a way.

 

To tell you the truth, I think I did gain lucidcity somewhat and

because of the christian belief that horns are associated with the

devil, my subconscious took the growing horns as turning me into a

demon. LOL! If I truly believed that I would be totally freaked out

and frantic right now.

 

@@@@I think this means that I need to re-evaluate my decisions

regarding this matter. I need to listen to the big I rather than the

little i. Sometimes we bite off our nose to spite our face when we

make rash decisions.@@@@

 

I'm not for sure if I am understnding what you are saying here. Do

you mean the little i took over causing the fear reaction in the

dream changing the dream to protect the ego self and its protective

belief system. That is what I feel has happened. Because of the my

ego taking over and causing fear to rise, the shaman which I feel is

the form chrism's scatterfield has taken in my dreams, was rejected

in the dream when my i took over causing fear and changing the

outcome of the dream to a neg, whether than what it should have been.

 

That is my understanding of it. I don't feel I should have chrism

withdraw the scatterfield and not take part in the summer shaktipat

because of it. I would like for chrism to read my post on all this

and give me his take on it, for I do not have family support, unless

you guys would be my family support. I would be very honored and

very grateful if you would be.

 

Chrism, could you please read these posts and let me know what you

will in this would be.

 

http://cannonstar-robotics.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=16

 

Please read my first and last post here at least. Also, what I posted

here on this forum about the dream:

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

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I had very severe backpain this week after this dream. The same pain

I began having when I first began surpressing K years ago. I went

through many years and chiropacter treatments with this pain. It

wasn't relieved until I had the kundalini experience two years ago

when I began desiring it to increase in me again. I allowed this

dream to cause doubt because of the post you made about family

support. Now that I realize what my ego did, I do not want to

withdraw from the scatterfield or summer shaktipat. I hope I am

making sense. Maybe need to read the other post first.

This pain was so severe when I was in the store Friday buying

groceries...it was very hard for me to breathe. At point I let out a

loud gasp and a lady close by turned and looked. I just smiled at her

and walked on. I do not like drawing attention to myself in public

like that, but I think I handled it quite well and the pain lessen

somewhat after that. I have been faithfully doing the safeties and

the Tibetan. The Tibetans where a struggle at first, but I actually

look forward to doing them every day now. I am completely off of

caffiene and was not tempted one small bit to buy any while I was at

the store. Yeah! It really feel good to be off. The last few I did

tried to drink made me naueated after only a few swallows. I am

working diligently on changing my other bad diet habits. After coming

to the understanding of the dream today, I fill full of energy and

the back pain has left me as quick as it came about. Like clicking a

switch off and on.

 

Chrism if you should feel you should withdraw the scatterfield and

all because of my lack of family support, I will except that, but I

don't feel like it will stop K from fully activating. That is my

take... please let me know your decision on this.

 

Blessings

 

CC

 

 

 

, " Sarita "

<sarita1969 wrote:

>

> Hi CC! If I had this dream, the fact that I became lucid would

change

> my ability to do a straight interpretation. Free will and lucidity

> creates other elements to the dream.

>

> That said, I am involved with a spiritual pursuit and I choose to

> listen to my earthly self (ego), speaking from a position of fear,

> rather than the Shaman. I break off the horns and the result is a

lot

> of pain, nausea and headache. I see myself alone in a large room,

> curled into myself. I am huddled, looking within, while there is a

> large room around me that I can move and grow in. I think this

means

> that I need to re-evaluate my decisions regarding this matter. I

need

> to listen to the big I rather than the little i. Sometimes we bite

> off our nose to spite our face when we make rash decisions.

>

> As far as deciding to continue with Shaktipat or not, I don't think

> this dream necessarily holds the answer. I would look for more

dreams

> in the coming weeks to clarify the matter. You can even incubate a

> dream by meditating on it before bed, maybe even write your

question

> on a piece of paper and slip it under your pillow. It may take a

> while to come, but you will probably get an answer.

>

> Just an aside, I don't use dream dictionaries when interpreting

> dreams, I use my intuition. I find the dictionaries to be lacking

and

> I feel that you need a human to put the symbols together into a

> coherent story.

>

> Hope that helps!

>

> Sarita

>

[Guest guest]

Yes CC, that is my opinion. The ego getting in the way, causing a

fear response.

 

Also, if you want to utilize a dream dictionary a good one is Crisp's or Dream Moods (Crisp is my fav). Many of the dictionaries

out there are such absolute rubbish I think that someone just

said " this sounds good " and put it down, LOL. Here are the links:

 

http://www.dreamhawk.com

 

http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary

 

I wish you luck in your decision, I will keep you in my prayers.

 

Sarita

 

@@@@I think this means that I need to re-evaluate my decisions

regarding this matter. I need to listen to the big I rather than the

little i. Sometimes we bite off our nose to spite our face when we

make rash decisions.@@@@

 

I'm not for sure if I am understnding what you are saying here. Do

you mean the little i took over causing the fear reaction in the

dream changing the dream to protect the ego self and its protective

belief system. That is what I feel has happened. Because of the my

ego taking over and causing fear to rise, the shaman which I feel is

the form chrism's scatterfield has taken in my dreams, was rejected

in the dream when my i took over causing fear and changing the

outcome of the dream to a neg, whether than what it should have been.

[Guest guest]

Hello Linda,

This is as much about your " Grand Son " as it is about

you. Yes your fear response about the horns is nothing to worry

about. They will grow back. Please try to honor them. It is a

connection to the Halo. Imagine a set of crystalline horns that join

each other and circle around the head. The Halo.

 

Your Grand Son may be activating and he may need you to activate

that your maturity and influence may help guide him through his

awakening and buffer him from outside parental intervention. He is a

special child.

 

As long as you stay in an environment that is hostile to these

developments there will be a need for caution about what where and

when it is appropriate for the outward expression of this condition.

 

Kundalini is strong. He must be guided and you may need to have it

in order to guide him. It seems you share a special connection in

these matters with him so this is becoming less of an accident and

more of a higher plan to me. The decision is yours to make though at

least in regards to your own awakening.

 

As dire or dangerous as things may appear from this point of view,

things have a way of changing as Divinity becomes involved so stop

pulling your crystal horns out! lol

 

The safeties are there to smooth a flow. No one has of yet hit the

Kriyas stage after being Shaktipat from this list. But we are young

in this practice. So (i) cannot guarantee that they will not come,

or that they will. It is no chance mistake or accident that you are

here Linda. Source yourself and have this on your mind as you go

into an OBE. Make this an issue! And ask for help in its resolution

from the OBE state. Write down what occurs and let us know here.

 

This is a decision that you must make. I cannot say to " do it. " I

can say " Don't do it " but in your case things are so evenly balanced

on both ends as to cause me to feel that there are forces beyond me

the (i) that are working with the (I) that (i) must step back and

allow your research and personal investment to chart a path for you

and your Grand Son. Please keep me apprised. -

[Guest guest]

Thank you chrism, for your precious time and yes I will do as you

say. I will not break my crystal horns off again. I am glad to

hear that they will grow back.

 

My grandson and I do have a special relationship. His mother, my

daughter takes more after her father and does not have much interest

in spiritual matters. My grandson comes to me with things of a

spiritual nature for his mom has told him she doesn't want to hear

about. He, like me, has been seeing ghostly beings since he was a

very young age. I quite being able to see them after my teenage

years, but I can still sense them.

 

One day when he was only going on age three he turned to me out of

the blue and said in an excited voice, " Grandma, do you remember when

I was your daddy and you where my little girl? " I looked over at him

and he had a fatherly look of love. Blew me away! I did not have much

of a relationship with my father in this lifetime, so I am not for

sure if he was that father, but he does have some of the

chareristics/ways of expression that my father had. LOL! I am not for

sure. My father was so busy trying to put food on the table for us 10

children, my mom, and my grandmother, that he really didn't have much

time to have a personal relationship with any of us much. I know he

did his best, under the circumstances. There were about 20 years from

the time my father died and my grandson was born. I guess he could be

him.

 

One thing about it, my husband is a truck driver, so he isn't around

a whole.

 

For some reason, I have not been able to have an OBE since a little

while before Christmas, but I will make that my intent. I know

without a doubt that it is no accident that I am here. This coming

here was an answer to my prayer, although " i " was push a little to

make that move. Hehe!

 

Blessings chrism... I will keep you informed. I feel it is a good

thing.

 

CC

 

Phew! almost ate another post! I am so glad I thought to copy

before hitting send.

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> Hello Linda,

> This is as much about your " Grand Son " as it is about

> you. Yes your fear response about the horns is nothing to worry

> about. They will grow back. Please try to honor them. It is a

> connection to the Halo. Imagine a set of crystalline horns that

join

> each other and circle around the head. The Halo.

>

> Your Grand Son may be activating and he may need you to activate

> that your maturity and influence may help guide him through his

> awakening and buffer him from outside parental intervention. He is

a

> special child.

>

> As long as you stay in an environment that is hostile to these

> developments there will be a need for caution about what where and

> when it is appropriate for the outward expression of this

condition.

>

> Kundalini is strong. He must be guided and you may need to have it

> in order to guide him. It seems you share a special connection in

> these matters with him so this is becoming less of an accident and

> more of a higher plan to me. The decision is yours to make though

at

> least in regards to your own awakening.

>

> As dire or dangerous as things may appear from this point of view,

> things have a way of changing as Divinity becomes involved so stop

> pulling your crystal horns out! lol

>

> The safeties are there to smooth a flow. No one has of yet hit the

> Kriyas stage after being Shaktipat from this list. But we are young

> in this practice. So (i) cannot guarantee that they will not come,

> or that they will. It is no chance mistake or accident that you are

> here Linda. Source yourself and have this on your mind as you go

> into an OBE. Make this an issue! And ask for help in its resolution

> from the OBE state. Write down what occurs and let us know here.

>

> This is a decision that you must make. I cannot say to " do it. " I

> can say " Don't do it " but in your case things are so evenly

balanced

> on both ends as to cause me to feel that there are forces beyond me

> the (i) that are working with the (I) that (i) must step back and

> allow your research and personal investment to chart a path for you

> and your Grand Son. Please keep me apprised. -

>