My process

[Guest guest]

It came upon me like a bell curve. Almost imperceptible and an

annoyance as I was going through difficult times and wasn't interested

in having a " spiritual " experience. The sensations were immediately

bypassed and focus was given by the energy upon ascended skills of

fairly unbalanced and ego driven natures for me at that time. I was

able to do things I had not previously had the ability to do. Being in

great emotional pain I used these skills in less than desirable ways,

and suffered the returns of those actions.

 

Yet the K continued. I then experienced the internal hurricane,

shaking my body as if it were a leaf in a whirlwind. The skills

amplified and tremendous knowledge and learning's took place.

Compassion and being of service began to have precedence over career

and social standing. The energy increased again and I was given tests

for the balance of ego. I continue to have K movement and kryas daily

and nightly. Everyday. Now, even as I write. Lights and intuition,

direction and abilities that do not conform to explanation. One is

what I call the Scatterfield. A kind of bi-location that is in the

millions.

[Guest guest]

This was all because you were chosen to lead many to the Kundalini

and you do an awesome job of it too! Mine started up when I had no

interest in a new venture either, lol. When it started I remember

saying " I have too much going on right now! " But I am glad I didn't

fight it, after all many of the reasons I didn't want to pursue a new

spiritual awakening have been healed by it.

 

Thank you for sharing your experiences. I think it helps others to

know you weren't always " perfect " and made your share of mistakes as

well. Gives us newbies some hope. Very humble of you.

 

Sarita

 

, " chrism "

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>

> It came upon me like a bell curve. Almost imperceptible and an

> annoyance as I was going through difficult times and wasn't

interested

> in having a " spiritual " experience. The sensations were immediately

> bypassed and focus was given by the energy upon ascended skills of

> fairly unbalanced and ego driven natures for me at that time. I was

> able to do things I had not previously had the ability to do. Being

in

> great emotional pain I used these skills in less than desirable

ways,

> and suffered the returns of those actions.

>

> Yet the K continued. I then experienced the internal hurricane,

> shaking my body as if it were a leaf in a whirlwind. The skills

> amplified and tremendous knowledge and learning's took place.

> Compassion and being of service began to have precedence over

career

> and social standing. The energy increased again and I was given

tests

> for the balance of ego. I continue to have K movement and kryas

daily

> and nightly. Everyday. Now, even as I write. Lights and intuition,

> direction and abilities that do not conform to explanation. One is

> what I call the Scatterfield. A kind of bi-location that is in the

> millions.

>