Guest guest Posted May 7, 2007 Report Share Posted May 7, 2007 Dear Elektra, 'The less I think about it, the more things begin to move.' This says it all...that's what I'm hearing from everyone, plus that they've been where I am. Thank you, Elektra, for sharing your early path with me, it is very encouraging. The K is definitely worth the work and pain and reliving the hurt we've both caused and suffered at the hands of others. Love, Claudia --- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > Dear Claudia, > Thanks for sharing this with us all, it helps > alot, many people. We all have doubts and worries. > I am not the best at meditation either, I used to > put gentle music on and focus on listening to the > sound, as I would listen my mind would clear. > > I too have much mind chatter, just the other day I > was getting myself in to a right state!!! > > Sometimes people on the list read the odd sentance > but don't realise how low or how angry or how crazy > you really were at the time.... So, you are not the > only one for sure. > > For the first 6 months I felt hardly anything, > everyday I would watch the people coming and going , > all with splendid syptoms etc. At first I wanted it > for myself, but I quickly learnt to expect nothing, > desire nothing, hope for nothing. > The less I think about it the more things begin to > move. > A year into it and I don't have that many > symptoms, I have vivid dreams, but I've always had > them. Intuitions, which I've always had aswell. The > odd energy day when a part of me will suddenly > vibrate for an hour or so, then nothing again. The > big vibes took at least 6 months-8 months before I > felt anything. > Infact, I have more to worry about as shakti is > very strict with me, I can't slack off as much as I > used to. > So, keep on forgiving yourself, do it for > yourself, don't expect anything exept hard personal > work!!! > For the gift is so sacred a little hard work is to > be expected!!! > Facing our doubts, our ego, our expectations, our > fears. > > Thankyou for sharing your personal feelings, you > are not alone, > love Elektra x x x > > > > Answers - Got a question? Someone out there > knows the answer. Tryit now. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > ______________________________\ ____ Need Mail bonding? Go to the Mail Q & A for great tips from Answers users. http://answers./dir/?link=list & sid=396546091 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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