Dealing with discouragement-Paul

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Thanks, Paul...patience is one of my very weakest

traits!

 

Love,

Claudia

 

--- Paul F <paulffff wrote:

 

> Thanks Claudia and Elektra (as well as others that

> have commented). Your

> words are appreciated as I've have the same issues.

> I was never very good

> at being patient. lol 'lesson number one I suppose.

> :-)

>

> Blessings to all the group..

>

> Paul

>

>

> >Elektra Fire <elektra.fire

> >

>

> >

> >Re:

> Dealing with discouragement

> >Claudia

> >Mon, 7 May 2007 12:39:10 +0100 (BST)

> >

> >Dear Claudia,

> > Thanks for sharing this with us all, it helps

> alot, many people. We all

> >have doubts and worries.

> > I am not the best at meditation either, I used

> to put gentle music on

> >and focus on listening to the sound, as I would

> listen my mind would clear.

> >

> > I too have much mind chatter, just the other day

> I was getting myself in

> >to a right state!!!

> >

> > Sometimes people on the list read the odd

> sentance but don't realise how

> >low or how angry or how crazy you really were at

> the time.... So, you are

> >not the only one for sure.

> >

> > For the first 6 months I felt hardly anything,

> everyday I would watch

> >the people coming and going , all with splendid

> syptoms etc. At first I

> >wanted it for myself, but I quickly learnt to

> expect nothing, desire

> >nothing, hope for nothing.

> > The less I think about it the more things begin

> to move.

> > A year into it and I don't have that many

> symptoms, I have vivid dreams,

> >but I've always had them. Intuitions, which I've

> always had aswell. The odd

> >energy day when a part of me will suddenly vibrate

> for an hour or so, then

> >nothing again. The big vibes took at least 6

> months-8 months before I felt

> >anything.

> > Infact, I have more to worry about as shakti is

> very strict with me, I

> >can't slack off as much as I used to.

> > So, keep on forgiving yourself, do it for

> yourself, don't expect

> >anything exept hard personal work!!!

> > For the gift is so sacred a little hard work is

> to be expected!!!

> > Facing our doubts, our ego, our expectations,

> our fears.

> >

> > Thankyou for sharing your personal feelings, you

> are not alone,

> > love Elektra x x x

> >

> >

> >

> > Answers - Got a question? Someone out

> there knows the answer.

> >Tryit now.

> >

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> >

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