Dealing with discouragement - CC

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Dear CC, I sure understand what you're saying! And I

was in this place too when I first began. In fact, I

actually did leave and then emailed me and told

me about the Christ and Kundalini Group. So I began

there. It took some time to get used to things, and

believe me, there are MANY TIMES I don't understand

what's being said! I've learned to just receive and

let the seeds be planted, hoping someday I would have

a clue!!! It does feel like a foreign language at

times and I really have to stretch just to get a

glimmer of what is being said...and maybe I'm even

wrong in that understanding. Oh well. So much of what

Chrism writes about I so want to understand, I save it

in a notebook hoping someday I will. hahaha I'll have

the book before he finishes writing it! I'm so

thankful for the chance to learn.

 

Meditation...OMG the mind is like a wild horse! It's

not an easy thing to tame. The tongue falls into that

category, too. Hard to get the reins on them! The only

way I can do it is to create some distance from the

thoughts...I am not my thoughts...and let them go by

instead of getting sucked into them. Its like watching

a train go by...each thought is a car on the

train...and choosing not to jump onto the car as it

approaches is a GREAT victory!!! That breaks the

tyranny after a while and you become more free to do

other things in the quiet. If you do it as a game, its

actually fun. hahaha The record plays over and

over...its such a relief when you can find and use the

off button!

 

Big hugz! Love, dhyana

 

 

--- crazycats711 <crazycats711 wrote:

 

 

> There have been many days since comming when

> thoughts go through my

> head where I am not so sure I belong here. Every one

> seems so much

> farther alone spiritually than me. Sometimes I have

> to read something

> several times before I can even understand what is

> being said and

> sometimes still not for sure if I do. Even though

> the word are in

> English it is like a forgein language is being

> spoken at times for

> me. Kind of like the bible was to me before my

> spiritual eyes and

> ears were opened so as to understand it.

>