Guest guest Posted May 10, 2007 Report Share Posted May 10, 2007 Hello, I was wondering if what I have been going through lately is really related to K or I am just trying to imitate other members coz I have been so eager to have my K awakened and experience this state of bliss everyone talks about. I have been experiencing some symptoms, I need to know if they are related, like last week I had a headache that lasted the whole week , it was terrible and this headache prompted me to tell you that I whish to withdraw from participating in the summer solstice (my fears were stronger than my awakening desires), the headache was accompanied with nauseas and some dizziness, lasted from tuesday may 1st till monday may 7th, during that week I had these hot flashes that beside the headaches used to wake me up in sweat, one night it was very bad, the hot flashes alternated with icy cold feelings, one minute I feel like my body was burning, I push away the covers, few minutes lates I am shivering with cold, before that I had a skin rash on my shoulders and my hands looks like littles bumps, those on my hands were itchy and changed to blisters later (now gone). One time after my meditation I lay in bed and there was this funny movement in my tail bone that ascended to the level of the root chakra, it was as if some little thing was trapped inside underneath the kin. One more thing, one night I dreamed that there was a tremendous pressure on my forehead and I remember thinking that it was my third eye chakra being activated, it was so real that i still feel the pressure now. I am still feeling these hot waves, it's like coming from inside my body, I feel them in my head and face, feels like my cheeks are on fire, plus the ringing in the ears and had my left ear blocked for 2 weeks don't know if the ear blockage was related to K or to the " De Meniere " that I have been diagnosed with last year same time, some tingling at the top of my head sometime (helmet), heart palpitation.... All of these symptoms are purely physical which makes me wonder if this is really a K related since I have no spiritual improvement or dreams K related, or that joy feeling which I lack completely and have the opposite feeling instead, the feeling of deep sadness. So sorry for this long post but I really needed to get it off my chest. Have a blessed day everyone Marie The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the atribute of the strong. Mahatma Ghandi LLama Gratis a cualquier PC del Mundo. Llamadas a fijos y móviles desde 1 céntimo por minuto. http://es.voice. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2007 Report Share Posted May 10, 2007 Marie, It sounds like to me that you are definitely having an awakening! Great to hear! As for sounding like others, I know what you mean, and sometimes we do experience the same things and other times the experiences are unique to the individual. As like many on the list, reading the postings can sometimes help with the process of the K or so it seems. I think you are doing fine. Congratulations! Love, Katherine cielito <cielitolindo29566 Thursday, May 10, 2007 9:18:10 AM Am I on the right track or just kidding myself-Chrism Hello, I was wondering if what I have been going through lately is really related to K or I am just trying to imitate other members coz I have been so eager to have my K awakened and experience this state of bliss everyone talks about. I have been experiencing some symptoms, I need to know if they are related, like last week I had a headache that lasted the whole week , it was terrible and this headache prompted me to tell you that I whish to withdraw from participating in the summer solstice (my fears were stronger than my awakening desires), the headache was accompanied with nauseas and some dizziness, lasted from tuesday may 1st till monday may 7th, during that week I had these hot flashes that beside the headaches used to wake me up in sweat, one night it was very bad, the hot flashes alternated with icy cold feelings, one minute I feel like my body was burning, I push away the covers, few minutes lates I am shivering with cold, before that I had a skin rash on my shoulders and my hands looks like littles bumps, those on my hands were itchy and changed to blisters later (now gone). One time after my meditation I lay in bed and there was this funny movement in my tail bone that ascended to the level of the root chakra, it was as if some little thing was trapped inside underneath the kin. One more thing, one night I dreamed that there was a tremendous pressure on my forehead and I remember thinking that it was my third eye chakra being activated, it was so real that i still feel the pressure now. I am still feeling these hot waves, it's like coming from inside my body, I feel them in my head and face, feels like my cheeks are on fire, plus the ringing in the ears and had my left ear blocked for 2 weeks don't know if the ear blockage was related to K or to the " De Meniere " that I have been diagnosed with last year same time, some tingling at the top of my head sometime (helmet), heart palpitation. ... All of these symptoms are purely physical which makes me wonder if this is really a K related since I have no spiritual improvement or dreams K related, or that joy feeling which I lack completely and have the opposite feeling instead, the feeling of deep sadness. So sorry for this long post but I really needed to get it off my chest. Have a blessed day everyone Marie The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the atribute of the strong. Mahatma Ghandi ------------ --------- --------- --- LLama Gratis a cualquier PC del Mundo. Llamadas a fijos y móviles desde 1 céntimo por minuto. http://es.voice. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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