Guest guest Posted May 10, 2007 Report Share Posted May 10, 2007 _____________ /Tom wrote: Another thing I have noticed of late is that the darkness seems to waver in the bedroom when I am lying in bed. It is hard to describe but it is like someone is fiddling with the brightness button on the television, the room is slightly getting brighter and darker in surges./ _________________ No padded white room for Mr. Tom, at least not yet ;-) To respond to what you said, I have this happen all the time. I can describe it as when I close my eyes, I feel as if someone moved across the room, blocking the light. I would open my eyes expecting someone next to me. I experience this almost every night. I also talk to the sparks of light too (hehe). Last night, there was an exceptionally bright spark of white light right in front of me. This one didn't disappear when I looked at it. It remained for a few seconds, I say my hello's and try to touch it Maybe I should go to the padded white room, I hear it's nice and quiet in there! ~Oh and Tom, I do appreciate your 'concerns' on the wife and kids. Please try not see them all as a 'negative' in your life. Yes it's hard to think of anything else when all there is is noise and complaining. Try to think of it as a learning experience, a place where you are challenging your patience and forgiveness. It won't be easy, but it will get less challenging down the road. Keep those visions coming, and welcome them. I would say, try to dive into them with astral eyes wide open. blessings and I pray for occasional silence for you lisa biggesttom2003 wrote: > > Hi there, > > I had a bad day yesterday with sick children, a resulting craggy > wife, coupled with a busy day in work. I could feel the vibrations > hitting me at home and it seems that I do not have the armour anymore > to stop other people's negative moods affecting me. It is completely > draining and last night was no exception. > > Anyway, without waffling on too much about my problems, I went to bed > and concentrated on my 'third eye', which always gets really strong > anytime I momentarily dwell on it (a burgeoning, pressured kind of > feeling, almost like a giant boil on my forehead), whilst asking that > I be shown something I need to know. Suddenly, I had a vivid flash of > a bright colourful scene and I got such a fright that I almost jumped > off the bed. It was like a technicolor picture of a train or a truck, > with all the horns blaring and it was specifically in the back right > hand section of my head (diagonally up behind my right ear). I could > feel that section of my head almost humming afterwards. It was > senseless to me and more than a little frightening. Perhaps if I had > not reacted so quickly I might have been able to actually immerse > myself in the experience. Such is life. > > Another thing I have noticed of late is that the darkness seems to > waver in the bedroom when I am lying in bed. It is hard to describe > but it is like someone is fiddling with the brightness button on the > television, the room is slightly getting brighter and darker in > surges. Of course, I cannot say this to the Mrs. as she already > thinks I am quite mad. > > Since last night, I have had that annoying bubbling, tickling > sensation of Qi on my left instep, kind of like ants crawling around > inside your foot. It won't go away and is very disconcerting. > > Anyone out there have anything similar or have I finally gone into > the padded, white room? ;-) > > Tom... > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2007 Report Share Posted May 10, 2007 Lisa wrote: > ~Oh and Tom, I do appreciate your 'concerns' on the wife and kids. > Please try not see them all as a 'negative' in your life. Yes it's hard > to think of anything else when all there is is noise and complaining. > Try to think of it as a learning experience, a place where you are > challenging your patience and forgiveness. It won't be easy, but it will > get less challenging down the road. > Thanks Lisa. I try to think of the above as a test to make me a more loving and compassionate person, sometimes. But it's very hard! Especially, when they know the buttons to press that really get you wound up. Most of the time, I love my kids and children (3 in total - 4, 2 & 0) and have endless patience and time for them. It's...just...those...days...when...you...feel...you...will...explode! ;-) Tom... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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