Guest guest Posted May 11, 2007 Report Share Posted May 11, 2007 A warm welcome to you, Deb...even though you've been here a while! And to ALL the lurkers! Come out and play! Flower Power, Deb! Hugz. Love, dhyana --- flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777 wrote: > Hello everyone, > I've been a long time lurker (guilty as charged) (: > > I've been lurking around trying to figure out if my > Kundlini has been > activated and more about it. I really appreciate > reading all the > posts. Honestly I still don't know for sure. Just > over a decade ago > when my kids were little, I use to read them a book > at bedtime and > lay there until they fell asleep (because I wanted > them to feel safe > and secure while they fell asleep...I know what a > wimp I am) anyway > sometimes it only took 1/2 hr a night for them to > fall asleep and > sometimes much longer. Not knowing what the heck I > was doing, I use > to just concentrate on how much I appreciated having > them in my life > and how much I loved them and everything else in the > world. I should > mention that I don't belong to a religion even > though I was raised > Catholic, I had steered away from formal religion. I > also use to > listen to a lot of beautiful music, and nature > sounds ect. Well after > a couple months I started noticing tingles > everywhere and strange > energy currents running up my legs which felt very > nice. As this > continued and I continued focusing on love and > appreciation, a bunch > of stuff started happening almost at once. In the > middle of the night > I would wake up with what felt like strong seizures. > I fought it so > hard because all I could think of was that I was > going to die and my > children needed me. The harder I fought the more I > shook. I also > wasnt sure if that was it or if I was in the middle > of an earthquake. > And I'm thinking whats wrong with my husband, " why > is he sleeping > through all this? " Anyway my pjs would be soaked in > sweat and while > it seemed an eternity of shaking, it would finally > stop. However this > went on for a couple of months every night. And > while at a business > seminar, this speaker started to talk about a > personal trial he went > through, and I guess I started really appreciating > him and the next > thing I know, I get this kinda tunnel vision and > start to feel this > strong electric current going up my back. I was > freaking out and > couldnt move, and I had this awful feeling that if > it got to my head > I was going to do something really embarrassing in > front of hundreds > of people. The more the speaker talked about his > story the stronger > the current was...so I figured out I had better stop > listening. Since > I couldnt move, I started singing the ABC's in my > head to try to stop > from hearing him. It settled down, and after that I > just knew I had > to stop all this meditation I was doing. So I did. I > had noone to > talk to about it, and had some other phenomena going > on. Well about > two long months of stopping the nightly meditations, > the what I now > know is vibrating in the middle of the night > stopped. Because I > really didnt know what I was doing, I was scared and > kinda had some > other not so pleasant things happen that I know now > were some deep > seated fears attracting scary situations. (also good > stuff) > Sorry this is so long. Since then I feel a lot of > tingles and a bunch > of stuff on top of my head. I can cry alot sometimes > for no reason, > and I seem to be sensitive to foods, and weather and > all sort of > stuff. I keep thinking I see things out of the > corner of my eye and > when I look, its gone. I do remember most of my > dreams and have a lot > of lucid dreams. Not that I really know what they > are about. I also > of course love the flying in them. I know pretty > much what others are > thinking if they are around me. I don't like crowds. > ( Doesnt this > describe a whole lot of people?) some other stuff > too > Chrisms' story also brought to light something else. > I have been > upset because I thought someone was mad at me(that I > care about)and I > kept e-mailing them and they wouldnt respond. I > didnt know if I said > or did something to upset them, and I have been > really upset all > month by it. Everytime I started thinking about it, > I was getting sad > or mad or something. Anyway I noticed everytime I > walked in a room > the lights were flickering on and off and I kept > blowing bulbs. I > thought our house had an electical problem and that > I needed to call > an electrician. Well today I spoke to them and found > out that they > didn't get any of my e-mails and she sounded very > sincere and so > happy to hear from me. So was that a coincidence > with all the bulbs > or that I have an electic problem or my energy out > of whack because > I've been so upset? I guess for an unknowing lurker, > better to blow a > bulb then produce/attract? a snake. (: > > Anyway I still am not sure if I'm activated or not. > While I feel > tingles all over my back and other places, I really > do not have an > energy current running up it anymore. Also, maybe my > electic is bad. > And maybe some of the other things are just my age > and PMS related! > HA Although there is other stuff going on, I'm not > sure. But most of > all just wanted to say how much I appreciate > everyones posts, because > I've learned so much! Too bad I was such a wuss when > this all > started. Wonder if I lost my chance. I one time read > on another > message board that the only real sin, was the > nonacceptance of the > awakening. I would tell you that I don't believe > that and I don't, > but I notice that I keep remembering it. > > Really sorry about how long this is. See I lurk and > lurk and now you > can't shut me up. I will keep other posts short. > Thanks, from > the " use to be almost activated " or unknowing lurker > Deb > > > ______________________________\ ____ 8:00? 8:25? 8:40? Find a flick in no time with the Search movie showtime shortcut. http://tools.search./shortcuts/#news Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 11, 2007 Report Share Posted May 11, 2007 Deb, heard you were " lurking " around the corner. (hand slap behind the head) Had to drop in and Hi. I think many of us here can relate to your posting. You mention light bulbs flickering and blowing out.That used to happen to me also but it eventually stopped. Before I even turn on my computer I always put up a protective shield around it, I have blown 2 already, before I figured out how to protect. The tingles on top of the head IMHO at least for me is not stronger or weaker with or without meditation. I continue to meditate as it does help me to relieve our day stresses and relaxes me. Do whatever you feel is comfortable for you. As far as religion goes...this is a touchy subject for some, maybe not for others. I believe regardless of what your denomination is, in the end it is all one and the same. I do not attend church services as I feel my divine " WITHIN " . Many people look outside for answers but we all have them " WITHIN " , we just need to find a quiet place where we can get in contact with our higher selves. We're all here to help each other and figure the out many wonderful experiences of K. I had a problem at 1st due to looking at it from a fear based perspective and once I got pass that many things started to open for me. You also mention you dislike crowds, and yes many of us can relate to that also. As for me, I am a very sensitive Empath and lots of people in a room will drive me crazy as so many people send me or try to send me their negative energies. So I avoid crowds. This group has helped me in more ways than one and all of the members here are really nice, wonderful and so helpful. We're here if you need a(helping hand). Glad to get to know you and Thank You for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us. DenDen , " Paul F " <paulffff wrote: > > Hi Deb.. > > Welcome to the group, and thanks for not lurking anymore. :-) I can't > answer your questions, but I enjoyed reading your post (and of course the > posts of everyone else here). I can only say that I'm constantly amazed at > the wonderful people here, and here you are - you seem like another one. :-) > Others will give you a real answer - I just wanted to say hi. > > Have a wonderful day! > Paul > > > > " flowerpowers7777 " <flowerpowers7777 > > > > > > introduction to group > >Fri, 11 May 2007 04:57:05 -0000 > > > >Hello everyone, > >I've been a long time lurker (guilty as charged) (: > >I've been lurking around trying to figure out if my Kundlini has been > >activated and more about it. I really appreciate reading all the > >posts. Honestly I still don't know for sure. Just over a decade ago > >when my kids were little, I use to read them a book at bedtime and > >lay there until they fell asleep (because I wanted them to feel safe > >and secure while they fell asleep...I know what a wimp I am) anyway > >sometimes it only took 1/2 hr a night for them to fall asleep and > >sometimes much longer. Not knowing what the heck I was doing, I use > >to just concentrate on how much I appreciated having them in my life > >and how much I loved them and everything else in the world. I should > >mention that I don't belong to a religion even though I was raised > >Catholic, I had steered away from formal religion. I also use to > >listen to a lot of beautiful music, and nature sounds ect. Well after > >a couple months I started noticing tingles everywhere and strange > >energy currents running up my legs which felt very nice. As this > >continued and I continued focusing on love and appreciation, a bunch > >of stuff started happening almost at once. In the middle of the night > >I would wake up with what felt like strong seizures. I fought it so > >hard because all I could think of was that I was going to die and my > >children needed me. The harder I fought the more I shook. I also > >wasnt sure if that was it or if I was in the middle of an earthquake. > >And I'm thinking whats wrong with my husband, " why is he sleeping > >through all this? " Anyway my pjs would be soaked in sweat and while > >it seemed an eternity of shaking, it would finally stop. However this > >went on for a couple of months every night. And while at a business > >seminar, this speaker started to talk about a personal trial he went > >through, and I guess I started really appreciating him and the next > >thing I know, I get this kinda tunnel vision and start to feel this > >strong electric current going up my back. I was freaking out and > >couldnt move, and I had this awful feeling that if it got to my head > >I was going to do something really embarrassing in front of hundreds > >of people. The more the speaker talked about his story the stronger > >the current was...so I figured out I had better stop listening. Since > >I couldnt move, I started singing the ABC's in my head to try to stop > >from hearing him. It settled down, and after that I just knew I had > >to stop all this meditation I was doing. So I did. I had noone to > >talk to about it, and had some other phenomena going on. Well about > >two long months of stopping the nightly meditations, the what I now > >know is vibrating in the middle of the night stopped. Because I > >really didnt know what I was doing, I was scared and kinda had some > >other not so pleasant things happen that I know now were some deep > >seated fears attracting scary situations. (also good stuff) > >Sorry this is so long. Since then I feel a lot of tingles and a bunch > >of stuff on top of my head. I can cry alot sometimes for no reason, > >and I seem to be sensitive to foods, and weather and all sort of > >stuff. I keep thinking I see things out of the corner of my eye and > >when I look, its gone. I do remember most of my dreams and have a lot > >of lucid dreams. Not that I really know what they are about. I also > >of course love the flying in them. I know pretty much what others are > >thinking if they are around me. I don't like crowds. ( Doesnt this > >describe a whole lot of people?) some other stuff too > >Chrisms' story also brought to light something else. I have been > >upset because I thought someone was mad at me(that I care about) and I > >kept e-mailing them and they wouldnt respond. I didnt know if I said > >or did something to upset them, and I have been really upset all > >month by it. Everytime I started thinking about it, I was getting sad > >or mad or something. Anyway I noticed everytime I walked in a room > >the lights were flickering on and off and I kept blowing bulbs. I > >thought our house had an electical problem and that I needed to call > >an electrician. Well today I spoke to them and found out that they > >didn't get any of my e-mails and she sounded very sincere and so > >happy to hear from me. So was that a coincidence with all the bulbs > >or that I have an electic problem or my energy out of whack because > >I've been so upset? I guess for an unknowing lurker, better to blow a > >bulb then produce/attract? a snake. (: > > > >Anyway I still am not sure if I'm activated or not. While I feel > >tingles all over my back and other places, I really do not have an > >energy current running up it anymore. Also, maybe my electic is bad. > >And maybe some of the other things are just my age and PMS related! > >HA Although there is other stuff going on, I'm not sure. But most of > >all just wanted to say how much I appreciate everyones posts, because > >I've learned so much! Too bad I was such a wuss when this all > >started. Wonder if I lost my chance. I one time read on another > >message board that the only real sin, was the nonacceptance of the > >awakening. I would tell you that I don't believe that and I don't, > >but I notice that I keep remembering it. > > > >Really sorry about how long this is. See I lurk and lurk and now you > >can't shut me up. I will keep other posts short. Thanks, from > >the " use to be almost activated " or unknowing lurker > >Deb > > > > > > _______________ > More photos, more messages, more storage—get 2GB with Windows Live Hotmail. > http://imagine-windowslive.com/hotmail/?locale=en- us & ocid=TXT_TAGHM_migration_HM_mini_2G_0507 > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 11, 2007 Report Share Posted May 11, 2007 Hi, Deb, and welcome! I have a feeling that it's not too late to 'reactivate' your Kundalini! You are in the right place for lots of love and support. Blessings & love, Claudia --- flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777 wrote: > Hello everyone, > I've been a long time lurker (guilty as charged) (: > > I've been lurking around trying to figure out if my > Kundlini has been > activated and more about it. I really appreciate > reading all the > posts. Honestly I still don't know for sure. Just > over a decade ago > when my kids were little, I use to read them a book > at bedtime and > lay there until they fell asleep (because I wanted > them to feel safe > and secure while they fell asleep...I know what a > wimp I am) anyway > sometimes it only took 1/2 hr a night for them to > fall asleep and > sometimes much longer. Not knowing what the heck I > was doing, I use > to just concentrate on how much I appreciated having > them in my life > and how much I loved them and everything else in the > world. I should > mention that I don't belong to a religion even > though I was raised > Catholic, I had steered away from formal religion. I > also use to > listen to a lot of beautiful music, and nature > sounds ect. Well after > a couple months I started noticing tingles > everywhere and strange > energy currents running up my legs which felt very > nice. As this > continued and I continued focusing on love and > appreciation, a bunch > of stuff started happening almost at once. In the > middle of the night > I would wake up with what felt like strong seizures. > I fought it so > hard because all I could think of was that I was > going to die and my > children needed me. The harder I fought the more I > shook. I also > wasnt sure if that was it or if I was in the middle > of an earthquake. > And I'm thinking whats wrong with my husband, " why > is he sleeping > through all this? " Anyway my pjs would be soaked in > sweat and while > it seemed an eternity of shaking, it would finally > stop. However this > went on for a couple of months every night. And > while at a business > seminar, this speaker started to talk about a > personal trial he went > through, and I guess I started really appreciating > him and the next > thing I know, I get this kinda tunnel vision and > start to feel this > strong electric current going up my back. I was > freaking out and > couldnt move, and I had this awful feeling that if > it got to my head > I was going to do something really embarrassing in > front of hundreds > of people. The more the speaker talked about his > story the stronger > the current was...so I figured out I had better stop > listening. Since > I couldnt move, I started singing the ABC's in my > head to try to stop > from hearing him. It settled down, and after that I > just knew I had > to stop all this meditation I was doing. So I did. I > had noone to > talk to about it, and had some other phenomena going > on. Well about > two long months of stopping the nightly meditations, > the what I now > know is vibrating in the middle of the night > stopped. Because I > really didnt know what I was doing, I was scared and > kinda had some > other not so pleasant things happen that I know now > were some deep > seated fears attracting scary situations. (also good > stuff) > Sorry this is so long. Since then I feel a lot of > tingles and a bunch > of stuff on top of my head. I can cry alot sometimes > for no reason, > and I seem to be sensitive to foods, and weather and > all sort of > stuff. I keep thinking I see things out of the > corner of my eye and > when I look, its gone. I do remember most of my > dreams and have a lot > of lucid dreams. Not that I really know what they > are about. I also > of course love the flying in them. I know pretty > much what others are > thinking if they are around me. I don't like crowds. > ( Doesnt this > describe a whole lot of people?) some other stuff > too > Chrisms' story also brought to light something else. > I have been > upset because I thought someone was mad at me(that I > care about)and I > kept e-mailing them and they wouldnt respond. I > didnt know if I said > or did something to upset them, and I have been > really upset all > month by it. Everytime I started thinking about it, > I was getting sad > or mad or something. Anyway I noticed everytime I > walked in a room > the lights were flickering on and off and I kept > blowing bulbs. I > thought our house had an electical problem and that > I needed to call > an electrician. Well today I spoke to them and found > out that they > didn't get any of my e-mails and she sounded very > sincere and so > happy to hear from me. So was that a coincidence > with all the bulbs > or that I have an electic problem or my energy out > of whack because > I've been so upset? I guess for an unknowing lurker, > better to blow a > bulb then produce/attract? a snake. (: > > Anyway I still am not sure if I'm activated or not. > While I feel > tingles all over my back and other places, I really > do not have an > energy current running up it anymore. Also, maybe my > electic is bad. > And maybe some of the other things are just my age > and PMS related! > HA Although there is other stuff going on, I'm not > sure. But most of > all just wanted to say how much I appreciate > everyones posts, because > I've learned so much! Too bad I was such a wuss when > this all > started. Wonder if I lost my chance. I one time read > on another > message board that the only real sin, was the > nonacceptance of the > awakening. I would tell you that I don't believe > that and I don't, > but I notice that I keep remembering it. > > Really sorry about how long this is. See I lurk and > lurk and now you > can't shut me up. I will keep other posts short. > Thanks, from > the " use to be almost activated " or unknowing lurker > Deb > > > ______________________________\ ____ Be a PS3 game guru. Get your game face on with the latest PS3 news and previews at Games. http://videogames./platform?platform=120121 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 14, 2007 Report Share Posted May 14, 2007 Nice to read you Deb.You are like so many of us,with these new symptoms and accelerations. This is why this site is here to fill in the blanks.So lurk as much as you want. Igor. : newtfoodbowl: Fri, 11 May 2007 09:31:56 -0700Re: introduction to group-Deb Hi, Deb, and welcome! I have a feeling that it's nottoo late to 'reactivate' your Kundalini! You are inthe right place for lots of love and support.Blessings & love,Claudia--- flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777wrote:> Hello everyone,> I've been a long time lurker (guilty as charged) (: > > I've been lurking around trying to figure out if my> Kundlini has been > activated and more about it. I really appreciate> reading all the > posts. Honestly I still don't know for sure. Just> over a decade ago > when my kids were little, I use to read them a book> at bedtime and > lay there until they fell asleep (because I wanted> them to feel safe > and secure while they fell asleep...I know what a> wimp I am) anyway > sometimes it only took 1/2 hr a night for them to> fall asleep and > sometimes much longer. Not knowing what the heck I> was doing, I use > to just concentrate on how much I appreciated having> them in my life > and how much I loved them and everything else in the> world. I should > mention that I don't belong to a religion even> though I was raised > Catholic, I had steered away from formal religion. I> also use to > listen to a lot of beautiful music, and nature> sounds ect. Well after > a couple months I started noticing tingles> everywhere and strange > energy currents running up my legs which felt very> nice. As this > continued and I continued focusing on love and> appreciation, a bunch > of stuff started happening almost at once. In the> middle of the night > I would wake up with what felt like strong seizures.> I fought it so > hard because all I could think of was that I was> going to die and my > children needed me. The harder I fought the more I> shook. I also > wasnt sure if that was it or if I was in the middle> of an earthquake. > And I'm thinking whats wrong with my husband, " why> is he sleeping > through all this? " Anyway my pjs would be soaked in> sweat and while > it seemed an eternity of shaking, it would finally> stop. However this > went on for a couple of months every night. And> while at a business > seminar, this speaker started to talk about a> personal trial he went > through, and I guess I started really appreciating> him and the next > thing I know, I get this kinda tunnel vision and> start to feel this > strong electric current going up my back. I was> freaking out and > couldnt move, and I had this awful feeling that if> it got to my head > I was going to do something really embarrassing in> front of hundreds > of people. The more the speaker talked about his> story the stronger > the current was...so I figured out I had better stop> listening. Since > I couldnt move, I started singing the ABC's in my> head to try to stop > from hearing him. It settled down, and after that I> just knew I had > to stop all this meditation I was doing. So I did. I> had noone to > talk to about it, and had some other phenomena going> on. Well about > two long months of stopping the nightly meditations,> the what I now > know is vibrating in the middle of the night> stopped. Because I > really didnt know what I was doing, I was scared and> kinda had some > other not so pleasant things happen that I know now> were some deep > seated fears attracting scary situations. (also good> stuff)> Sorry this is so long. Since then I feel a lot of> tingles and a bunch > of stuff on top of my head. I can cry alot sometimes> for no reason, > and I seem to be sensitive to foods, and weather and> all sort of > stuff. I keep thinking I see things out of the> corner of my eye and > when I look, its gone. I do remember most of my> dreams and have a lot > of lucid dreams. Not that I really know what they> are about. I also > of course love the flying in them. I know pretty> much what others are > thinking if they are around me. I don't like crowds.> ( Doesnt this > describe a whole lot of people?) some other stuff> too> Chrisms' story also brought to light something else.> I have been > upset because I thought someone was mad at me(that I> care about)and I > kept e-mailing them and they wouldnt respond. I> didnt know if I said > or did something to upset them, and I have been> really upset all > month by it. Everytime I started thinking about it,> I was getting sad > or mad or something. Anyway I noticed everytime I> walked in a room > the lights were flickering on and off and I kept> blowing bulbs. I > thought our house had an electical problem and that> I needed to call > an electrician. Well today I spoke to them and found> out that they > didn't get any of my e-mails and she sounded very> sincere and so > happy to hear from me. So was that a coincidence> with all the bulbs > or that I have an electic problem or my energy out> of whack because > I've been so upset? I guess for an unknowing lurker,> better to blow a > bulb then produce/attract? a snake. (: > > Anyway I still am not sure if I'm activated or not.> While I feel > tingles all over my back and other places, I really> do not have an > energy current running up it anymore. Also, maybe my> electic is bad. > And maybe some of the other things are just my age> and PMS related! > HA Although there is other stuff going on, I'm not> sure. But most of > all just wanted to say how much I appreciate> everyones posts, because > I've learned so much! Too bad I was such a wuss when> this all > started. Wonder if I lost my chance. I one time read> on another > message board that the only real sin, was the> nonacceptance of the > awakening. I would tell you that I don't believe> that and I don't, > but I notice that I keep remembering it. > > Really sorry about how long this is. See I lurk and> lurk and now you > can't shut me up. I will keep other posts short.> Thanks, from > the " use to be almost activated " or unknowing lurker> Deb> > > ________Be a PS3 game guru.Get your game face on with the latest PS3 news and previews at Games.http://videogames./platform?platform=120121 _______________ Connect to the next generation of MSN Messenger http://imagine-msn.com/messenger/launch80/default.aspx?locale=en-us & source=wlmai\ ltagline Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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