Guest guest Posted May 13, 2007 Report Share Posted May 13, 2007 Thank you M. You are very kind to say such things. But (i) must give credit where it is due.(I)is the one who does this work. (i) am honored to even be at the table - , " Unis Sonn " <unis.sonn wrote: > > Dear Laura, > It's great to hear about your progress. It is a slow process, as Chrism > mentioned, but you are definitely well on your way. > As painful as it has been, one day you will be able to regard it just as an > amazing learning experience. > > Chirsm - thank you very much for all your guidance. You are making a major > difference in this world.. you probably know that. > > M > > > > > On 5/13/07, L K <spacegypsie wrote: > > > > Hi Chrism, > > > > While I continue to live in 2 time zones, I am alot less under attack, and > > also less afraid. > > > > I am still hearing constantly, from morning to night...my > > thoughts/feelings/nervous system are contantly being interacted with when > > I > > am not concentrating in certain ways (i.e. reading, talking to people, or > > writing)...but I have gotten to a point where I can ignore it and stay > > grounded...even when it is really loud. I can get through a gentle yoga > > class with an amazing amount of sound in my head, lol! > > > > Also, my sleep is improving somewhat, and I started noticing a few > > " normal " > > dreams (I lost these for a long time). I am in less pain more of the time, > > and my breath is freeing again. > > > > Even a few weeks ago, my system was in such a state of fight or flight, I > > had to keep movin, walk everywhere, etc. Now I can be in my room, rest, > > read, sit under a tree, and some pleasure is coming in (not just practice, > > reclamation, or fixing it...a quality of beingness is returning). I am > > almost getting the quality of spaciousness again. > > > > I still don't know how I can shift things further (how I am going to get > > out of 2 times zones back into one...how to understand what is happening) > > but I am getting more patient, better at being faithful with the unknown, > > and my mood is stabalizing in a more optimistic place around it. > > > > I still go into fight/flight (less often), this has been taxing especially > > on my adrenals and now I am having an occassional irregular heart beat. I > > am hoping all the good food, water, fish oil, cal/mag, adaptogens, better > > sleep, tree healing, etc. along with practicing the safeties will help my > > taxed energetics get back to a more vital place, and from there, I will be > > able to resolve the " bilocation " or the " multidimensional distortion " or > > the > > " invasion by spirit beings " or the " psychosis NOS " or whatever it should > > be > > named. > > > > Many many thanks for the scatterfield and the incursion, and your support > > in > > general. > > This has been one of my touchstones. > > > > Peace, > > Laura > > > > On 5/12/07, chrism < <%40>> > > wrote: > > > > > > How are you doing Laura? - > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 14, 2007 Report Share Posted May 14, 2007 Dear - if you didn't answer like this, it wouldn't be you (both of " you's " , I mean On 5/14/07, chrism <> wrote: > > Thank you M. You are very kind to say such things. But (i) must give > credit where it is due.(I)is the one who does this work. (i) am > honored to even be at the table - > > --- In <%40ya\ hoogroups.com>, > " Unis Sonn " > <unis.sonn wrote: > > > > Dear Laura, > > It's great to hear about your progress. It is a slow process, as > Chrism > > mentioned, but you are definitely well on your way. > > As painful as it has been, one day you will be able to regard it > just as an > > amazing learning experience. > > > > Chirsm - thank you very much for all your guidance. You are making > a major > > difference in this world.. you probably know that. > > > > M > > > > > > > > > > On 5/13/07, L K <spacegypsie wrote: > > > > > > Hi Chrism, > > > > > > While I continue to live in 2 time zones, I am alot less under > attack, and > > > also less afraid. > > > > > > I am still hearing constantly, from morning to night...my > > > thoughts/feelings/nervous system are contantly being interacted > with when > > > I > > > am not concentrating in certain ways (i.e. reading, talking to > people, or > > > writing)...but I have gotten to a point where I can ignore it > and stay > > > grounded...even when it is really loud. I can get through a > gentle yoga > > > class with an amazing amount of sound in my head, lol! > > > > > > Also, my sleep is improving somewhat, and I started noticing a > few > > > " normal " > > > dreams (I lost these for a long time). I am in less pain more of > the time, > > > and my breath is freeing again. > > > > > > Even a few weeks ago, my system was in such a state of fight or > flight, I > > > had to keep movin, walk everywhere, etc. Now I can be in my > room, rest, > > > read, sit under a tree, and some pleasure is coming in (not just > practice, > > > reclamation, or fixing it...a quality of beingness is > returning). I am > > > almost getting the quality of spaciousness again. > > > > > > I still don't know how I can shift things further (how I am > going to get > > > out of 2 times zones back into one...how to understand what is > happening) > > > but I am getting more patient, better at being faithful with the > unknown, > > > and my mood is stabalizing in a more optimistic place around it. > > > > > > I still go into fight/flight (less often), this has been taxing > especially > > > on my adrenals and now I am having an occassional irregular > heart beat. I > > > am hoping all the good food, water, fish oil, cal/mag, > adaptogens, better > > > sleep, tree healing, etc. along with practicing the safeties > will help my > > > taxed energetics get back to a more vital place, and from there, > I will be > > > able to resolve the " bilocation " or the " multidimensional > distortion " or > > > the > > > " invasion by spirit beings " or the " psychosis NOS " or whatever > it should > > > be > > > named. > > > > > > Many many thanks for the scatterfield and the incursion, and > your support > > > in > > > general. > > > This has been one of my touchstones. > > > > > > Peace, > > > Laura > > > > > > On 5/12/07, chrism < <%40>> > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > How are you doing Laura? - > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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