Crossing Over Dream!

[Guest guest]

Hey everyone. I just woke up and have to write you all the dream I had last

night, possibly

the most intense one I have ever ever had.

 

Okay, so it began with this competition my friend and I were in, like 'The

Amazing Race' (if

you've ever seen it, it's a good round the world race) but it was less

complicated. There

were three challenges, worth 12 500 each. we won 2 out of the 3 of them. Both of

us were

excstatic, it meant that we could pay off some debts and live comfortably once

in a while.

It meant a great deal to me because as some of you know I am a commission

artist/

student, and that is poverty. We were driven to this huge building on a hill

where there

were sculptures and things pouring out of the front. There were exquisite

gardens on

either side. We were lead to one of the top floors and given cheques by the

people in

charge, who were really nice. My parents were there, they were so proud. Then

all of a

sudden I was at what seemed to be my mom's house. I was giving her gifts but she

was

really old and sick and I knew she could not use them. I can't remember right

now what

the gifts were. Then my world shifted again and I was in a homeless shelter more

or less.

A family lived there and the mother of that family was making food. I walked

over to one

of her children, about 4, and she told me she hadn't eaten all day long and she

placed her

head on my shoulder. I resolved to help her.

 

But then all of a sudden my world shifted again and I was in a car with 2

friends and the

little girl on my lap. I was in the back seat. The driver was taking us out of

the city and he

was going ridiculously fast. I started to get really scared. I realized then

that he and the

passenger had drank a little before this, and now they were in a fight. The

driver had to

stop at a light and at this point I struck him hard in the back which made him

realize my

presence. I began screaming at him to let me out, I took my seatbelt off to try

to dive out

of the car. To no avail. The little girl was still in my lap. The driver sped

through a red light

and in that moment it seemed like I was experiencing the K growing within me,

gravity

warping, rushes - we were on a highway and the next thing I saw was that we were

about

to head-on collide with an oncoming car, as we were in the wrong lane. We

collided and

everything in my perception slowed down significantly. I remember holding on to

the seat

in front of me for dear life as we spun around, I remember the driver yelling

" OH NOOO!! "

and I remember trying not to begin tumbling around inside the car with this

little girl on

my lap. Then all of a sudden all of us from the car were in a red-walled room

with no

windows. We sat there stunned for a while. All of us were thinking the same

thing: Are we

dead? My senses were still intact, it seemed, I could move. I pulled up my shirt

and pushed

my pants down a little to find a large gash and what seemed like internal

bleeding around.

Everyone else gasped when they saw it but I was strangely calm, telling them I

felt fine.

There was a door in the room, where help seemed to be just behind, but I did not

leave.

 

And that is when I woke up, and ran to the computer!!

I don't know what to make of these dreams, especially when the first and second

half are

looked at together. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know. I have only

dreamed of

dying once before but I woke up before I felt like I had crossed over (or wasn't

sure if I

had). Wow...ahhh I need a big breakfast. lol

 

Lots of love,

 

Kerry

[Guest guest]

Hi Kerry! If this was my dream, I have concerns about my welfare.

Could be financial, physical, mental, spiritual, all of the above. I

am in the rat race, trying to survive like everyone else. I deserve

a break, a breather and I may get it. At what cost though? I need

to decide what is most important to me and stick with it. Houses

represent the self. I see my mom there, old and unable to enjoy the

gifts I bring. Is there somewhere in my life right now where I am

putting off blessings while waiting for the " big day " that I will be

all set? Maybe I should bestow the gifts that I already " own " now

rather than squirreling them away for " the right time " . The right

time is now.

 

With the 4 year old, I think back into the past and ask myself: was

there an issue with security when I was that age? Did I long

for " nourishment " that I wasn't getting? For someone to help me,

think I was worth saving?

 

Cars often have to do with our navigation through life and I am stuck

in the back seat with my past. I am NOT in control and therefore my

life is in someone else's hands. Maybe someone who is a bit reckless

and thoughtless.

 

Death in dreams has to do with transformation, not a literal death.

I find myself in a red room (root chakra!) and although my injuries

should be life threatening, I feel fine. I am transforming, starting

at my root and working my way up from there. There appears to be

help on the other side of the door, but I am in charge now. I am not

going to rely on anyone else to " save " me.

 

Sarita

 

 

 

 

 

 

, " kiwibird_222 "

<sktimms wrote:

>

> Hey everyone. I just woke up and have to write you all the dream I

had last night, possibly

> the most intense one I have ever ever had.

>

> Okay, so it began with this competition my friend and I were in,

like 'The Amazing Race' (if

> you've ever seen it, it's a good round the world race) but it was

less complicated. There

> were three challenges, worth 12 500 each. we won 2 out of the 3 of

them. Both of us were

> excstatic, it meant that we could pay off some debts and live

comfortably once in a while.

> It meant a great deal to me because as some of you know I am a

commission artist/

> student, and that is poverty. We were driven to this huge building

on a hill where there

> were sculptures and things pouring out of the front. There were

exquisite gardens on

> either side. We were lead to one of the top floors and given

cheques by the people in

> charge, who were really nice. My parents were there, they were so

proud. Then all of a

> sudden I was at what seemed to be my mom's house. I was giving her

gifts but she was

> really old and sick and I knew she could not use them. I can't

remember right now what

> the gifts were. Then my world shifted again and I was in a homeless

shelter more or less.

> A family lived there and the mother of that family was making food.

I walked over to one

> of her children, about 4, and she told me she hadn't eaten all day

long and she placed her

> head on my shoulder. I resolved to help her.

>

> But then all of a sudden my world shifted again and I was in a car

with 2 friends and the

> little girl on my lap. I was in the back seat. The driver was

taking us out of the city and he

> was going ridiculously fast. I started to get really scared. I

realized then that he and the

> passenger had drank a little before this, and now they were in a

fight. The driver had to

> stop at a light and at this point I struck him hard in the back

which made him realize my

> presence. I began screaming at him to let me out, I took my

seatbelt off to try to dive out

> of the car. To no avail. The little girl was still in my lap. The

driver sped through a red light

> and in that moment it seemed like I was experiencing the K growing

within me, gravity

> warping, rushes - we were on a highway and the next thing I saw was

that we were about

> to head-on collide with an oncoming car, as we were in the wrong

lane. We collided and

> everything in my perception slowed down significantly. I remember

holding on to the seat

> in front of me for dear life as we spun around, I remember the

driver yelling " OH NOOO!! "

> and I remember trying not to begin tumbling around inside the car

with this little girl on

> my lap. Then all of a sudden all of us from the car were in a red-

walled room with no

> windows. We sat there stunned for a while. All of us were thinking

the same thing: Are we

> dead? My senses were still intact, it seemed, I could move. I

pulled up my shirt and pushed

> my pants down a little to find a large gash and what seemed like

internal bleeding around.

> Everyone else gasped when they saw it but I was strangely calm,

telling them I felt fine.

> There was a door in the room, where help seemed to be just behind,

but I did not leave.

>

> And that is when I woke up, and ran to the computer!!

> I don't know what to make of these dreams, especially when the

first and second half are

> looked at together. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know. I

have only dreamed of

> dying once before but I woke up before I felt like I had crossed

over (or wasn't sure if I

> had). Wow...ahhh I need a big breakfast. lol

>

> Lots of love,

>

> Kerry

>