Guest guest Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Hi Leshya and thank you for your kind and inspiring words. But I really do not feel I am qualified to teach others (God forbid any would want to follow me) or have any knowledge to give them. Perhaps I am more honest than some, but despite my past experiences I still feel as tied up in materiality and the daily grind as the next man. Perhaps something is trying to awaken in me, but I resist (and I cannot say that this is not with good reason, as my 'higher self'?? may realise that timing could be better - i.e. sometimes these things are better deferred for a more opportune time, i.e. no small kids for a start. Then you might say there is no time like the present). And so, my mind continues to agonise incessently. Sometimes I feel as if I am going mad and other times I think everyone else is mad. And I am one of the lucky ones having this forum to go to, and also a support network of close friends that are open to various different paradigms. You say I am the best interpreter and your interpretation feels right on the ball with what my feelings are on the dream. But I really do not want the responsibility of guiding the hordes and also don't want my ego caught up in me having 'special status' over others. Some call this 'spiritual crisis' if it is what I am experiencing (as the last vestiges of my sanity go skipping off happily into the rainbow) and crisis is definitely what it feels like to me. I hope I don't I don't sound negative, but I must be honest at least with myself. I hope someone else has been through this mill on the list and come out the other side feeling better for it. Ups and downs, swings and slides - I really need to get some stability in my life, or a drink. Maybe I am just taking myself far too seriously. Sorry about the rant but you somehow started me off and it's just opened up a huge can of worms and I have to stop as my mind is going into overdrive here, a few expresso coffees should calm me down - ha, ha, only joking. Blessings back to you, Tom... Leshya <pleiades69 wrote: > > Jesus, a person who was one with God, and enlightened one. You are on > the same path, to teach others and/or to pass along your light and > knowledge to others, so they too can be on the path to enlightenment or > an awakening. You are one of the family of Light, trying to awakening > others hunting/seeking truth and love. Some will listen some can't. But > I say you're the best interpretor Tom. > blessings Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Tom: From what you say about being caught up still in the material world, I wonder if you were not both the messenger and the one(s) not getting the message. Perhaps the dream is a reflection of your own frustration with being on the path (like a Jesus-figure would be) but still being pulled by the lures and the pitfalls of mundane life. I feel for you. It can get very frustrating... I want Nirvana.. NOW. (Patience has never been one of my virtues... :] ) Alexandria biggesttom2003 <tconroy wrote: Hi everyone, I would like to share with you a dream I had recently, where I met Jesus Christ and he poured his love into me. The sensation was so intense that I cried in my dream. Then, while still dreaming, I sat on the side of the road and waited for everyone to come out of church at the end of mass (it being a Sunday)and tried telling everyone about how Jesus loves them (actually that was only one out of 3 messages I had to deliver, but I can't remember the other two) and then I cried with despair because no one would listen, even after hearing God's message in the Church. I felt that they had all missed the whole point of everything. When I woke up, the effects of the dream stayed with me and left a mark on me for about two days afterwards and it was a slightly uncomfortable feeling. This dream coming from a sceptic such as myself - especially of dogmatic religous beliefs - is a strange one. I had a very relaxed, almost non-existent, religious upbringing ,but still could not rule out social conditioning coming out in this dream, i.e. if I was a Muslim would I have met Mohammed? There are also other ways to consider this dream: - was it really Jesus I met or somebody pertaining to be Him? I have experienced other realities before, and could not rule out this being the same. - could the Jesus in my dream be some aspect of my own Psyche? I would be interested in what others here on this list might be able to infer from this dream, as I have been of it a lot lately. Many thanks, Tom... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Hello Tom! It is common to have dreams of religious deities when your K is awakening. I had a dream about Jesus twice in my life. Once as my grandmother was dying of cancer. This one was actually a waking vision of her dancing around him looking healthy and happy. He held his arms out and she went into them. The other was a few weeks ago in which I went up a stairway and saw Jesus in the sky. The friend who was with me was unable to see him. Both experiences affected me profoundly. I don't have the answers for you, you have to see what " feels " right inside you. If it was me, I would attribute it to the K awakening. Sarita Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " biggesttom2003 " <tconroy wrote: > > Hi everyone, > > I would like to share with you a dream I had recently, where I met > Jesus Christ and he poured his love into me. The sensation was so > intense that I cried in my dream. > > Then, while still dreaming, I sat on the side of the road and waited > for everyone to come out of church at the end of mass (it being a > Sunday)and tried telling everyone about how Jesus loves them > (actually that was only one out of 3 messages I had to deliver, but I > can't remember the other two) and then I cried with despair because > no one would listen, even after hearing God's message in the Church. > I felt that they had all missed the whole point of everything. > > When I woke up, the effects of the dream stayed with me and left a > mark on me for about two days afterwards and it was a slightly > uncomfortable feeling. > > This dream coming from a sceptic such as myself - especially of > dogmatic religous beliefs - is a strange one. I had a very relaxed, > almost non-existent, religious upbringing ,but still could not rule > out social conditioning coming out in this dream, i.e. if I was a > Muslim would I have met Mohammed? There are also other ways to > consider this dream: > - was it really Jesus I met or somebody pertaining to be Him? I have > experienced other realities before, and could not rule out this being > the same. > - could the Jesus in my dream be some aspect of my own Psyche? > I would be interested in what others here on this list might be able > to infer from this dream, as I have been of it a lot lately. > Many thanks, Tom... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 I think your dream was showing you jesus as a sign of divinity, could be him, or just a symbol, and yes, I think you could have just as easily seen buddah, krishna or mohammad. And most people don't understand the true meaning of the messages that the great prophets brought. Instead of focusing on unconditional love and enlightenment they rely on someone outside themselves to offer them salvation without having to do anything themselves. A dream about you filliing up your cup and your subconcious mind wanting to tell everyone about it, why can't they hear the true message? I would love to open up the worlds ears to some truth. (my truth I guess...hee hee). You will be like Jesus if you continue on the path to activation, that was what he came to show us, how to ascend into higher ways of being. Great dream. Love Elektra x x x --- biggesttom2003 <tconroy wrote: > Hi everyone, > > I would like to share with you a dream I had > recently, where I met > Jesus Christ and he poured his love into me. The > sensation was so > intense that I cried in my dream. > > Then, while still dreaming, I sat on the side of the > road and waited > for everyone to come out of church at the end of > mass (it being a > Sunday)and tried telling everyone about how Jesus > loves them > (actually that was only one out of 3 messages I had > to deliver, but I > can't remember the other two) and then I cried with > despair because > no one would listen, even after hearing God's > message in the Church. > I felt that they had all missed the whole point of > everything. > > When I woke up, the effects of the dream stayed with > me and left a > mark on me for about two days afterwards and it was > a slightly > uncomfortable feeling. > > This dream coming from a sceptic such as myself - > especially of > dogmatic religous beliefs - is a strange one. I had > a very relaxed, > almost non-existent, religious upbringing ,but still > could not rule > out social conditioning coming out in this dream, > i.e. if I was a > Muslim would I have met Mohammed? There are also > other ways to > consider this dream: > - was it really Jesus I met or somebody pertaining > to be Him? I have > experienced other realities before, and could not > rule out this being > the same. > - could the Jesus in my dream be some aspect of my > own Psyche? > I would be interested in what others here on this > list might be able > to infer from this dream, as I have been of it a lot > lately. > Many thanks, Tom... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Dearest Tom, If it was my dream I would keep the mind out of it and just accept the gift. Hug. Love, dhyana --- biggesttom2003 <tconroy wrote: > Hi everyone, > > I would like to share with you a dream I had > recently, where I met > Jesus Christ and he poured his love into me. The > sensation was so > intense that I cried in my dream. > > Then, while still dreaming, I sat on the side of the > road and waited > for everyone to come out of church at the end of > mass (it being a > Sunday)and tried telling everyone about how Jesus > loves them > (actually that was only one out of 3 messages I had > to deliver, but I > can't remember the other two) and then I cried with > despair because > no one would listen, even after hearing God's > message in the Church. > I felt that they had all missed the whole point of > everything. > > When I woke up, the effects of the dream stayed with > me and left a > mark on me for about two days afterwards and it was > a slightly > uncomfortable feeling. > > This dream coming from a sceptic such as myself - > especially of > dogmatic religous beliefs - is a strange one. I had > a very relaxed, > almost non-existent, religious upbringing ,but still > could not rule > out social conditioning coming out in this dream, > i.e. if I was a > Muslim would I have met Mohammed? There are also > other ways to > consider this dream: > - was it really Jesus I met or somebody pertaining > to be Him? I have > experienced other realities before, and could not > rule out this being > the same. > - could the Jesus in my dream be some aspect of my > own Psyche? > I would be interested in what others here on this > list might be able > to infer from this dream, as I have been of it a lot > lately. > Many thanks, Tom... > > > > > ______________________________\ ____ TV dinner still cooling? Check out " Tonight's Picks " on TV. http://tv./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Hey Tom, For me I try to let go of everything that everyone else tries to 'teach' me about Jesus. Personally, I take great comfort in believing/knowing that Jesus, Budha, Mohammed and others were here. They walked barefoot on this earth just like us, made friends, laughed, cried and breathed the same air we do now. I'm sure many can share with you that the harder you try to share or teach what you learned or know with others, the more it might come back in your face. Perhaps just living by example is the best path! Awesome dream! Thanks for sharing! bradly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 21, 2007 Report Share Posted May 21, 2007 Many thanks to everyone who replied to this post over the last few days. It sparked off a much greater response than I had anticipated and for that I am grateful. Things were put into perspective a bit for me and I also got a different take on the dream I had and what it may mean. Suffice to say, it is irrelevent whether it was the personification of Jesus himeself or merely a figment of my imagination/part of my Psyche as the message, I think (and others said), is the same - live through love. I am now going out into totally uncharted waters!! Again, thank you, Tom... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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