Guest guest Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Several times, I remember thinking that some of the feelings described in the group and some of the crazy-strong energy in which I experience, sounds a lot like the K, but I figured it wasn't, because I had not formally activated it. When I felt weak from sadness (at work several days ago) remembering something hurtful that a co-worker said to me which brought up painful memories and made me feel bad- I tried getting 'caffeinated' and 'sugared' to feel better. It of course only lasted a bit, because it is artificial. I began to realize that it(the caffeine high) was leaving, and not only was I feeling the sadness again- but also the 'down' of the departure of excessive caffeine and sugar. I suddenly remembered my way of getting energized naturally, so I went up to the ladies' room, where I could be alone. I closed my eyes and pictured darkness..stillness...peaceful feeling..nothingness- then I felt the warmth of glowing white light, and I inhaled it through me until I couldn't expand my lungs any further. I practiced this a couple of times, and when I finished- I opened my eyes which seemed to be in an upward gaze already..under closed eyelids, and felt 'taken over' and 'run' by some beautiful energy. I told myself " You are the daughter of a beautiful witch...an ancient healer..you grew up loved and you are loved now..be her today..I am her today-the 'me' from my past life. " Everything was fine then, and I came back to the counter happy and full of life and full of natural 'crazy- strong' energy. My day was great after that. That's something I've done for several years, which pulls me out of the negativity of a bad day. I don't know where it came from. I think it started with meditation, back when I used to meditate, read the bible, go to church and pray- every morning. Does that sound similar to the K? What do you think it is..just good energy? xoxo, Tara Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: I can understand your aunt's & cousins' hesitancy to get their hopes up, but if nothing else, they have more time with their beloved husband/father. As for the K, you are likely activating just by being here, Tara...the group is an ongoing Shaktipat of sorts, right Chrism? Nothing to be afraid of, but I respect your fear...I was there once! Love, Claudia --- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > I feel the same way, Claudia! > I was so relieved, and although my aunt and > cousins are thinking of it in respect that it will > buy them more time (I guess they don't want to set > themselves up for disappointment), I can hear the > surprise and disbelief in their voices. Thank you > for your many thoughts and prayers. I know that the > Kundalini is a powerful energy, I want to activate > so badly, especially at times like this- when I am > able to see its incredible power. I don't know why > I'm scared, I think I just worry too much. > Tara > > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: > Tara, I am overwhelmed > by your uncle's turnaround! I > know there have been many in this group, including > me, > who have been praying for him, and I'm thankful and > amazed that our prayers have helped! Wonderful > news! > > I have your Aunt's neighbors in my prayers now. > Their > loss is devastating. > > Blessings & love, > Claudia > > > --- In > > , > tara > > jacoby > > <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > > > > > The last I heard (about a week ago), was that > he > > was taken out of > > intensive care, and there was talk among the > hospice > > nurses about > > plans to get him walking again. My cousin said > she > > feels like either > > the chemo finally left his system, or the > medicine > > he was infused > > with (in a 5 hr treatment, a couple months ago) > did > > its job and > > killed off the remaining cancer. Nobody seems to > > know for sure, what > > happened exactly- but they are all thanking God > and > > grateful for the > > prayers of everyone. > > > It's so wonderful and touching when you see > > someone who is in such > > a state, who is still concerned with everyone > else. > > I received an > > email from my aunt, asking for prayers for her > > neighbors(?) I know > > they go to the same church. > > > The grandparents are devastated, as their son > or > > daughter and > > spouse were in a car accident, along with their 3 > > beautiful children > > ages 10 and under. A tractor trailer hit a > vehicle, > > and drove it into > > the side of their car. The parents are in the > > hospital now, and are > > really quite banged up, but are okay. > > > > > > > > > ________Got > a little couch potato? > Check out fun summer activities for kids. > > http://search./search?fr=oni_on_mail & p=summer+activities+for+kids & cs=bz > > > > > > > > TV dinner still cooling? > Check out " Tonight's Picks " on TV. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > ________Boardwalk for $500? In 2007? Ha! Play Monopoly Here and Now (it's updated for today's economy) at Games. http://get.games./proddesc?gamekey=monopolyherenow Park yourself in front of a world of choices in alternative vehicles. Visit the Auto Green Center. Got a little couch potato? Check out fun summer activities for kids. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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