Guest guest Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Your spirit/energy can be the guiding force, the light that others want in them as well. ~even directing someone to this site, little steps. peace biggesttom2003 wrote: > > > Hi Leshya and thank you for your kind and inspiring words. But I really > do not feel I am qualified to teach others (God forbid any would want to > follow me) or have any knowledge to give them. Perhaps I am more honest > than some, but despite my past experiences I still feel as tied up in > materiality and the daily grind as the next man. Perhaps something is > trying to awaken in me, but I resist (and I cannot say that this is not > with good reason, as my 'higher self'?? may realise that timing could be > better - i.e. sometimes these things are better deferred for a more > opportune time, i.e. no small kids for a start. Then you might say there > is no time like the present). > > And so, my mind continues to agonise incessently. Sometimes I feel as if > I am going mad and other times I think everyone else is mad. And I am > one of the lucky ones having this forum to go to, and also a support > network of close friends that are open to various different paradigms. > > You say I am the best interpreter and your interpretation feels right on > the ball with what my feelings are on the dream. But I really do not > want the responsibility of guiding the hordes and also don't want my ego > caught up in me having 'special status' over others. Some call this > 'spiritual crisis' if it is what I am experiencing (as the last vestiges > of my sanity go skipping off happily into the rainbow) and crisis is > definitely what it feels like to me. > > I hope I don't I don't sound negative, but I must be honest at least > with myself. I hope someone else has been through this mill on the list > and come out the other side feeling better for it. Ups and downs, swings > and slides - I really need to get some stability in my life, or a drink. > Maybe I am just taking myself far too seriously. > > Sorry about the rant but you somehow started me off and it's just opened > up a huge can of worms and I have to stop as my mind is going into > overdrive here, a few expresso coffees should calm me down - ha, ha, > only joking. > > Blessings back to you, Tom... > > Leshya <pleiades69 wrote: > > > > Jesus, a person who was one with God, and enlightened one. You are on > > the same path, to teach others and/or to pass along your light and > > knowledge to others, so they too can be on the path to enlightenment > or > > an awakening. You are one of the family of Light, trying to awakening > > others hunting/seeking truth and love. Some will listen some can't. > But > > I say you're the best interpretor Tom. > > blessings > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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