Prayer request - Sarita

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Oh thank you, Sarita!

That really shines a ray of light on this subject, for me.

Maybe it was ten years ago, when I got my first apartment. There was I worked

about 40 hrs a week, and every free moment was spent in some spiritual growth

(in deep prayer or prayerful contemplation, meditation on scripture or on my

life purpose, going to church as often as I could, etc..etc...). During that

period of spiritual growth, I went through several transitions of near

craziness, where my emotions felt overly intense, and I would feel like I *had*

to drop everything and pray, or meditate. I would be able to 'feel' on a much

more intense level that before. It was as if my emotions were magnified, and the

pain and sorrow of others was my own. I spiraled through down many new 'allies'

of spiritual awareness, and began to feel as though I could no longer identify

with anyone. I felt like I was on a different level altogether. It was a very

strange and sad experience, but at the same time, it was as if a part of me was

developing rapidly..past all the other aspects of

me. It felt like I (the physical me) had to take a step backward, to allow this

new, growing, spiritual me to finish its 'growth spurt', and be complete. I

found myself late for work often, for once in my life- and kind of giving my

physicality a back seat, as I felt I needed to finish growing in this new and

strange spiritual way. I'm trying to think now, and I'm thinking that I began

experiencing that after my NDE. I had also begun to see negative energy as a

gray film, and after a week of coming home from work filled with stress, tire

and worry- I'd find myself frantically washing the 'gray film' off the walls.

Then I would 'see' what felt like God's light again.

When I first began reading others' experiences with changing emotion, and such-

on this K site, I felt like that's what I was experiencing back then.

What do you think?

Love and blessings,

Tara

Sarita <sarita1969 wrote: Sounds K

related to my newbie ears. I am a prime example of the fact

that " you " do not have to activate your K. Mine started to awaken

when I injured my spine at 19 and it finished when I broke my lumbar

spine in my car accident last year. I spent about 10 years in

spiritual hybernation due to life circumstances and hated every

minute of it. I will never again have a " flat " and boring spiritual

life. Embrace it. You sound like a prime candidate for this inho.

 

Sarita

 

, tara jacoby

<tjmassage7777 wrote:

>

> Several times, I remember thinking that some of the feelings

described in the group and some of the crazy-strong energy in which I

experience, sounds a lot like the K, but I figured it wasn't, because

I had not formally activated it.

> When I felt weak from sadness (at work several days ago)

remembering

> something hurtful that a co-worker said to me which brought up

painful memories and made me feel bad- I tried getting 'caffeinated'

and 'sugared' to feel better.

> It of course only lasted a bit, because it is artificial.

> I began to realize that it(the caffeine high) was leaving, and not

only was I feeling the sadness again- but also the 'down' of the

departure of excessive caffeine and sugar.

> I suddenly remembered my way of getting energized naturally, so I

went up to the ladies' room, where I could be alone.

> I closed my eyes and pictured darkness..stillness...peaceful

feeling..nothingness- then I felt the warmth of glowing white

light, and I inhaled it through me until I couldn't expand my lungs

any further. I practiced this a couple of times, and when I finished-

I opened my eyes which seemed to be in an upward gaze already..under

closed eyelids, and felt 'taken over' and 'run' by some beautiful

energy. I told myself " You are the daughter of a beautiful

witch...an ancient healer..you grew up loved and you are loved

now..be her today..I am her today-the 'me' from my past life. "

Everything was fine then, and I came back to the counter happy and

full of life and full of natural 'crazy- strong' energy.

> My day was great after that. That's something I've done for several

years, which pulls me out of the negativity of a bad day. I don't

know where it came from.

> I think it started with meditation, back when I used to meditate,

read the bible, go to church and pray- every morning. Does that sound

similar to the K? What do you think it is..just good energy?

> xoxo,

> Tara

>

> Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl

wrote: I can understand your aunt's

& cousins' hesitancy to

> get their hopes up, but if nothing else, they have

> more time with their beloved husband/father. As for

> the K, you are likely activating just by being here,

> Tara...the group is an ongoing Shaktipat of sorts,

> right Chrism? Nothing to be afraid of, but I respect

> your fear...I was there once!

>

> Love, Claudia

>

> --- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote:

>

> > I feel the same way, Claudia!

> > I was so relieved, and although my aunt and

> > cousins are thinking of it in respect that it will

> > buy them more time (I guess they don't want to set

> > themselves up for disappointment), I can hear the

> > surprise and disbelief in their voices. Thank you

> > for your many thoughts and prayers. I know that the

> > Kundalini is a powerful energy, I want to activate

> > so badly, especially at times like this- when I am

> > able to see its incredible power. I don't know why

> > I'm scared, I think I just worry too much.

> > Tara

> >

> > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote:

> > Tara, I am overwhelmed

> > by your uncle's turnaround! I

> > know there have been many in this group, including

> > me,

> > who have been praying for him, and I'm thankful and

> > amazed that our prayers have helped! Wonderful

> > news!

> >

> > I have your Aunt's neighbors in my prayers now.

> > Their

> > loss is devastating.

> >

> > Blessings & love,

> > Claudia

> >

> > > --- In

> > > ,

> > tara

> > > jacoby

> > > <tjmassage7777@> wrote:

> > > >

> > > > The last I heard (about a week ago), was that

> > he

> > > was taken out of

> > > intensive care, and there was talk among the

> > hospice

> > > nurses about

> > > plans to get him walking again. My cousin said

> > she

> > > feels like either

> > > the chemo finally left his system, or the

> > medicine

> > > he was infused

> > > with (in a 5 hr treatment, a couple months ago)

> > did

> > > its job and

> > > killed off the remaining cancer. Nobody seems to

> > > know for sure, what

> > > happened exactly- but they are all thanking God

> > and

> > > grateful for the

> > > prayers of everyone.

> > > > It's so wonderful and touching when you see

> > > someone who is in such

> > > a state, who is still concerned with everyone

> > else.

> > > I received an

> > > email from my aunt, asking for prayers for her

> > > neighbors(?) I know

> > > they go to the same church.

> > > > The grandparents are devastated, as their son

> > or

> > > daughter and

> > > spouse were in a car accident, along with their 3

> > > beautiful children

> > > ages 10 and under. A tractor trailer hit a

> > vehicle,

> > > and drove it into

> > > the side of their car. The parents are in the

> > > hospital now, and are

> > > really quite banged up, but are okay.

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

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