Guys I just had the most HORRIFIC Dream...

May 26, 2007

Kat, unless you have precognitive dreams, dreaming of death has

nothing to do with a literal death. Often it is about transformation

of something in your life. Perhaps deep down you are a bit anxious

about some upcoming changes with your husband and aren't sure how it

will affect the family? On the other side of the coin it is common

to dream of the death of loved ones just due to anxiety. In any

case, it is most likely nothing to be concerned over.

Sarita

, " Katherine "

<katsam19 wrote:

>

> That my husband Frank had died. He was gone and I received a phone

> call that he had died. At first I was able to be strong and I knew

> what I had to do. I kept telling myself that everything was going

to

> be okay. It was the weekend and my sister and her family was on

their

> way to visit her in-laws and I call her to tell her. I am being

very

> strong and saying that is how he would want me to be.

>

> Then I am at this store with my husband and children, we ourselves

> are on our way to South Carolina to Wateree where we are

vacationing

> on the lake for a week (we really are going there for vacation in

> June). We are all stopped at this gas station and I get this drink,

> but the top of the cup is all messed up and broken and I remember

> thinking that it didn't matter anymore because my husband is dead,

> then my husband asks me to watch out the window to make sure the

boat

> is okay while he goes to do something.

>

> Then I am back at home having a breakdown calling my sister who is

on

> her way to visit her in-laws still, but it is like the first time I

> have called her, yet she asks me " is he dead! " I am crying and I am

> telling her how I can't live without him and that he is the love

of

> my life and that without him I can't live, all the while seeing him

> in his casket waiting on him to be brought to where I am, dreading

> that moment when I have to see him there in person. Mind you I know

> he is gone, but I don't know where he is. I am just waiting on them

> to bring him home. I am thinking to myself that I must call and

> cancel the vacation up in South Carolina, but that I am going to

have

> to wait until Monday. Part of me is saying this is all a BIG

mistake

> and that if I wait he will come home and the other part of me knows

> waiting isn't going to make a difference because he is dead.

>

> Then I am at home with my children and the door bell rings and all

I

> have on is a tee-shirt and everything seems okay. I go and slightly

> open the door and tell the person to come on in as I am running

back

> down the hallway. It is a friend of one of my sons.

>

> Then I am back in the scene where I am talking to my sister, never

> calling any of my other sisters and then I start thinking of all of

> the people that will come to my house to help, some from church, my

> best friend in Ohio, some of you from the group, my family. Then I

> remember dreaming that all of my sisters are here with me and one

of

> them tells me they will finish doing my dad's estate (in real life

I

> am the personal representative) and I am saying that I will finish

it

> because that is what Frank would want me to do. At that point I am

> somewhat calm, but yet like in shock. In real life he is getting

> ready to graduate from college with a degree in adult education in

> the work place, B.S. degree, on June 8, 2007 so in my dream I am

> saying to myself that he was getting ready to graduate and then I

> find out that the college is still going to graduate him in his

> honor.

>

> I wake up feeling very anxious and my heart is racing and pounding.

I

> wanted to call him to make sure he is okay because he really isn't

> home. He is at a beach feast for Memorial Day with his command

> participating in a run this morning. Because I don't have very many

> dreams or don't remember many of them when I have dreams about

people

> I know it sort of freaks me because sometimes it happens. I either

> have quick flashes of visions or I have dreams.

>

> Anyway, it has disturbed me, one because he really is gone like I

> said and the other is that he flies out to Washington during the

> first week of June for his work and comes back on our 21st

> anniversary, June 7, 2007.

>

> MAN, what a dream, or should I say a NIGHTMARE!

>

> Love,

> Katherine

>

May 26, 2007

Sarita, I have had some precognitive dreams, but they have been limited to those

who I knew were sick and wouldn't be here with us much longer. Most of my other

precognitive episodes are through visions, quick flashes of things! When most of

the people in my family whom I am/was close to were about to pass I had dreams.

When my younger son was hit by a truck I had visions, yet didn't know it would

be him, but knew it would be one of the many kids who hung out at my house, or

when a tire was about to blow on a semi-truck I was behind, or when my friend

had received a ticket for speeding, etc. etc. They come so sporadically and so

far and few between, that I never think about having them until I do, you know

what I mean.

When I posted it this morning I was somewhat still trying to come back to

reality. Read response to Dhyana and you will understand what I mean. I am fine

now! As for anxiety, I didn't realize I had any! Funny, huh! It goes to show

what might be lurking in your subconscious! Smiles! I don't feel any worries,

but obviously they are there. I am going to have to do some research

(meditation) to see what might be in that busy mind of mine! Anyway, I know all

is well! Thank you so much for your kindness and reassurance. You are so sweet

dear Sarita.

Love,

Katherine

Sarita <sarita1969

Saturday, May 26, 2007 12:32:22 PM

Re: Guys I just had the most HORRIFIC

Dream...

Kat, unless you have precognitive dreams, dreaming of death has

nothing to do with a literal death. Often it is about transformation

of something in your life. Perhaps deep down you are a bit anxious

about some upcoming changes with your husband and aren't sure how it

will affect the family? On the other side of the coin it is common

to dream of the death of loved ones just due to anxiety. In any

case, it is most likely nothing to be concerned over.

Sarita

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " Katherine "

<katsam19@.. .> wrote:

>

> That my husband Frank had died. He was gone and I received a phone

> call that he had died. At first I was able to be strong and I knew

> what I had to do. I kept telling myself that everything was going

to

> be okay. It was the weekend and my sister and her family was on

their

> way to visit her in-laws and I call her to tell her. I am being

very

> strong and saying that is how he would want me to be.

>

> Then I am at this store with my husband and children, we ourselves

> are on our way to South Carolina to Wateree where we are

vacationing

> on the lake for a week (we really are going there for vacation in

> June). We are all stopped at this gas station and I get this drink,

> but the top of the cup is all messed up and broken and I remember

> thinking that it didn't matter anymore because my husband is dead,

> then my husband asks me to watch out the window to make sure the

boat

> is okay while he goes to do something.

>

> Then I am back at home having a breakdown calling my sister who is

on

> her way to visit her in-laws still, but it is like the first time I

> have called her, yet she asks me " is he dead! " I am crying and I am

> telling her how I can't live without him and that he is the love

of

> my life and that without him I can't live, all the while seeing him

> in his casket waiting on him to be brought to where I am, dreading

> that moment when I have to see him there in person. Mind you I know

> he is gone, but I don't know where he is. I am just waiting on them

> to bring him home. I am thinking to myself that I must call and

> cancel the vacation up in South Carolina, but that I am going to

have

> to wait until Monday. Part of me is saying this is all a BIG

mistake

> and that if I wait he will come home and the other part of me knows

> waiting isn't going to make a difference because he is dead.

>

> Then I am at home with my children and the door bell rings and all

I

> have on is a tee-shirt and everything seems okay. I go and slightly

> open the door and tell the person to come on in as I am running

back

> down the hallway. It is a friend of one of my sons.

>

> Then I am back in the scene where I am talking to my sister, never

> calling any of my other sisters and then I start thinking of all of

> the people that will come to my house to help, some from church, my

> best friend in Ohio, some of you from the group, my family. Then I

> remember dreaming that all of my sisters are here with me and one

of

> them tells me they will finish doing my dad's estate (in real life

I

> am the personal representative) and I am saying that I will finish

it

> because that is what Frank would want me to do. At that point I am

> somewhat calm, but yet like in shock. In real life he is getting

> ready to graduate from college with a degree in adult education in

> the work place, B.S. degree, on June 8, 2007 so in my dream I am

> saying to myself that he was getting ready to graduate and then I

> find out that the college is still going to graduate him in his

> honor.

>

> I wake up feeling very anxious and my heart is racing and pounding.

I

> wanted to call him to make sure he is okay because he really isn't

> home. He is at a beach feast for Memorial Day with his command

> participating in a run this morning. Because I don't have very many

> dreams or don't remember many of them when I have dreams about

people

> I know it sort of freaks me because sometimes it happens. I either

> have quick flashes of visions or I have dreams.

>

> Anyway, it has disturbed me, one because he really is gone like I

> said and the other is that he flies out to Washington during the

> first week of June for his work and comes back on our 21st

> anniversary, June 7, 2007.

>

> MAN, what a dream, or should I say a NIGHTMARE!

>

> Love,

> Katherine

>

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May 26, 2007

Even if there aren't any conscious worries about losing your husband,

it is there in the back of your mind. I think it is there in the

back of all our minds somewhat. It is normal to work through fears

like this in dreams rather than having the worry come out in a

conscious manner. I'm glad you feel better, I know firsthand how

those dreams can leave your mouth dry!

Sarita

, Katherine

Miller <katsam19 wrote:

>

> Sarita, I have had some precognitive dreams, but they have been

limited to those who I knew were sick and wouldn't be here with us

much longer. Most of my other precognitive episodes are through

visions, quick flashes of things! When most of the people in my

family whom I am/was close to were about to pass I had dreams. When

my younger son was hit by a truck I had visions, yet didn't know it

would be him, but knew it would be one of the many kids who hung out

at my house, or when a tire was about to blow on a semi-truck I was

behind, or when my friend had received a ticket for speeding, etc.

etc. They come so sporadically and so far and few between, that I

never think about having them until I do, you know what I mean.

>

> When I posted it this morning I was somewhat still trying to come

back to reality. Read response to Dhyana and you will understand what

I mean. I am fine now! As for anxiety, I didn't realize I had any!

Funny, huh! It goes to show what might be lurking in your

subconscious! Smiles! I don't feel any worries, but obviously they

are there. I am going to have to do some research (meditation) to see

what might be in that busy mind of mine! Anyway, I know all is well!

Thank you so much for your kindness and reassurance. You are so sweet

dear Sarita.

>

> Love,

> Katherine

>

> Sarita <sarita1969

>

> Saturday, May 26, 2007 12:32:22 PM

> Re: Guys I just had the

most HORRIFIC Dream...

>

> Kat, unless you have precognitive dreams, dreaming of death has

> nothing to do with a literal death. Often it is about

transformation

> of something in your life. Perhaps deep down you are a bit anxious

> about some upcoming changes with your husband and aren't sure how

it

> will affect the family? On the other side of the coin it is common

> to dream of the death of loved ones just due to anxiety. In any

> case, it is most likely nothing to be concerned over.

>

> Sarita

>

> Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 (AT) (DOT)

com, " Katherine "

> <katsam19@ .> wrote:

> >

> > That my husband Frank had died. He was gone and I received a

phone

> > call that he had died. At first I was able to be strong and I

knew

> > what I had to do. I kept telling myself that everything was going

> to

> > be okay. It was the weekend and my sister and her family was on

> their

> > way to visit her in-laws and I call her to tell her. I am being

> very

> > strong and saying that is how he would want me to be.

> >

> > Then I am at this store with my husband and children, we

ourselves

> > are on our way to South Carolina to Wateree where we are

> vacationing

> > on the lake for a week (we really are going there for vacation in

> > June). We are all stopped at this gas station and I get this

drink,

> > but the top of the cup is all messed up and broken and I remember

> > thinking that it didn't matter anymore because my husband is

dead,

> > then my husband asks me to watch out the window to make sure the

> boat

> > is okay while he goes to do something.

> >

> > Then I am back at home having a breakdown calling my sister who

is

> on

> > her way to visit her in-laws still, but it is like the first time

I

> > have called her, yet she asks me " is he dead! " I am crying and I

am

> > telling her how I can't live without him and that he is the love

> of

> > my life and that without him I can't live, all the while seeing

him

> > in his casket waiting on him to be brought to where I am,

dreading

> > that moment when I have to see him there in person. Mind you I

know

> > he is gone, but I don't know where he is. I am just waiting on

them

> > to bring him home. I am thinking to myself that I must call and

> > cancel the vacation up in South Carolina, but that I am going to

> have

> > to wait until Monday. Part of me is saying this is all a BIG

> mistake

> > and that if I wait he will come home and the other part of me

knows

> > waiting isn't going to make a difference because he is dead.

> >

> > Then I am at home with my children and the door bell rings and

all

> I

> > have on is a tee-shirt and everything seems okay. I go and

slightly

> > open the door and tell the person to come on in as I am running

> back

> > down the hallway. It is a friend of one of my sons.

> >

> > Then I am back in the scene where I am talking to my sister,

never

> > calling any of my other sisters and then I start thinking of all

of

> > the people that will come to my house to help, some from church,

my

> > best friend in Ohio, some of you from the group, my family. Then

I

> > remember dreaming that all of my sisters are here with me and one

> of

> > them tells me they will finish doing my dad's estate (in real

life

> I

> > am the personal representative) and I am saying that I will

finish

> it

> > because that is what Frank would want me to do. At that point I

am

> > somewhat calm, but yet like in shock. In real life he is getting

> > ready to graduate from college with a degree in adult education

in

> > the work place, B.S. degree, on June 8, 2007 so in my dream I am

> > saying to myself that he was getting ready to graduate and then I

> > find out that the college is still going to graduate him in his

> > honor.

> >

> > I wake up feeling very anxious and my heart is racing and

pounding.

> I

> > wanted to call him to make sure he is okay because he really

isn't

> > home. He is at a beach feast for Memorial Day with his command

> > participating in a run this morning. Because I don't have very

many

> > dreams or don't remember many of them when I have dreams about

> people

> > I know it sort of freaks me because sometimes it happens. I

either

> > have quick flashes of visions or I have dreams.

> >

> > Anyway, it has disturbed me, one because he really is gone like I

> > said and the other is that he flies out to Washington during the

> > first week of June for his work and comes back on our 21st

> > anniversary, June 7, 2007.

> >

> > MAN, what a dream, or should I say a NIGHTMARE!

> >

> > Love,

> > Katherine

> >

>

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May 26, 2007

Hi Kat,

When I was having my base chakra focused on by my last

triad members I became quite ill with a fever and had

this living hallucination that

my hubby was about to die, it seemed so real, I had a

vision and knew he would die soon. (all an illusion).

I was sick so it made it more intense. I took a tarot

card , sobbing, and I said to the cards, just tell me

straight cards, is he gonna die?

I cut the cards and took straight from the pack one

card and turned it over, it was the death card of

course!!!

I howled and sobbed all alone on the bed (hubby was

unaware this was happening, he had gone out shopping).

Then, I just accepted it and realised that I needed to

be totally self sufficient and non attached and brave.

So, I accepted this death, stopped greiving and felt

this huge release take place.

The funny thing is that as soon as I let it go into

Gods hands my fever lifted and I became mysteriously

better, instantly.

Thats shakti for you, got to love her cunning.

Even the tarot were a part of my living dream.

It was just my chakra clearing all my fears of

security and death using Hubby as the tool. I feared

his death more then my own of course.

So, I hope this helps you to understand what happened

to you love.

It's just shakti at work.

Sending you a massive hug, I know it's a painful

vision to have and that it hangs in the mind and

heart.

lots of love Elektra x x x

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May 26, 2007

Katherine, Sorry that you had to go through such a tramatic dream. Maybe it's

not so bad

that I don't remember much of mine. Although ever since I wrote this forum I

have been

remembering a bit more of them.

I am sending you love and blessings. Pat

, " Katherine " <katsam19

wrote:

>

> That my husband Frank had died. He was gone and I received a phone

> call that he had died. At first I was able to be strong and I knew

> what I had to do. I kept telling myself that everything was going to

> be okay. It was the weekend and my sister and her family was on their

> way to visit her in-laws and I call her to tell her. I am being very

> strong and saying that is how he would want me to be.

>

> Then I am at this store with my husband and children, we ourselves

> are on our way to South Carolina to Wateree where we are vacationing

> on the lake for a week (we really are going there for vacation in

> June). We are all stopped at this gas station and I get this drink,

> but the top of the cup is all messed up and broken and I remember

> thinking that it didn't matter anymore because my husband is dead,

> then my husband asks me to watch out the window to make sure the boat

> is okay while he goes to do something.

>

> Then I am back at home having a breakdown calling my sister who is on

> her way to visit her in-laws still, but it is like the first time I

> have called her, yet she asks me " is he dead! " I am crying and I am

> telling her how I can't live without him and that he is the love of

> my life and that without him I can't live, all the while seeing him

> in his casket waiting on him to be brought to where I am, dreading

> that moment when I have to see him there in person. Mind you I know

> he is gone, but I don't know where he is. I am just waiting on them

> to bring him home. I am thinking to myself that I must call and

> cancel the vacation up in South Carolina, but that I am going to have

> to wait until Monday. Part of me is saying this is all a BIG mistake

> and that if I wait he will come home and the other part of me knows

> waiting isn't going to make a difference because he is dead.

>

> Then I am at home with my children and the door bell rings and all I

> have on is a tee-shirt and everything seems okay. I go and slightly

> open the door and tell the person to come on in as I am running back

> down the hallway. It is a friend of one of my sons.

>

> Then I am back in the scene where I am talking to my sister, never

> calling any of my other sisters and then I start thinking of all of

> the people that will come to my house to help, some from church, my

> best friend in Ohio, some of you from the group, my family. Then I

> remember dreaming that all of my sisters are here with me and one of

> them tells me they will finish doing my dad's estate (in real life I

> am the personal representative) and I am saying that I will finish it

> because that is what Frank would want me to do. At that point I am

> somewhat calm, but yet like in shock. In real life he is getting

> ready to graduate from college with a degree in adult education in

> the work place, B.S. degree, on June 8, 2007 so in my dream I am

> saying to myself that he was getting ready to graduate and then I

> find out that the college is still going to graduate him in his

> honor.

>

> I wake up feeling very anxious and my heart is racing and pounding. I

> wanted to call him to make sure he is okay because he really isn't

> home. He is at a beach feast for Memorial Day with his command

> participating in a run this morning. Because I don't have very many

> dreams or don't remember many of them when I have dreams about people

> I know it sort of freaks me because sometimes it happens. I either

> have quick flashes of visions or I have dreams.

>

> Anyway, it has disturbed me, one because he really is gone like I

> said and the other is that he flies out to Washington during the

> first week of June for his work and comes back on our 21st

> anniversary, June 7, 2007.

>

> MAN, what a dream, or should I say a NIGHTMARE!

>

> Love,

> Katherine

>

May 26, 2007

Thank you Elektra, as it is I have been having burning in my back as high as the

5th chakra and sometimes higher, the energy has been rapidly moving up and down.

so maybe that is why I had the dream. Hey the cards, I should have done that. I

totally know what you are talking about. It is like extreme reality, not knowing

what is real and what is not. I think what happened to me is that when I woke up

he really wasn't here and I wasn't thinking that he was at a beach fest because

I was awakened by the dream. That is probably what set it off. Shakti really

took advantage didn't she. Okay, cleared, I hope, don't like those types of

dreams. I agree with you on that being it. Thanks a bunch darling.

Love,

Katherine

Elektra Fire <elektra.fire

Saturday, May 26, 2007 3:23:03 PM

Re: Guys I just had the most HORRIFIC

Dream...

Hi Kat,

When I was having my base chakra focused on by my last

triad members I became quite ill with a fever and had

this living hallucination that

my hubby was about to die, it seemed so real, I had a

vision and knew he would die soon. (all an illusion).

I was sick so it made it more intense. I took a tarot

card , sobbing, and I said to the cards, just tell me

straight cards, is he gonna die?

I cut the cards and took straight from the pack one

card and turned it over, it was the death card of

course!!!

I howled and sobbed all alone on the bed (hubby was

unaware this was happening, he had gone out shopping).

Then, I just accepted it and realised that I needed to

be totally self sufficient and non attached and brave.

So, I accepted this death, stopped greiving and felt

this huge release take place.

The funny thing is that as soon as I let it go into

Gods hands my fever lifted and I became mysteriously

better, instantly.

Thats shakti for you, got to love her cunning.

Even the tarot were a part of my living dream.

It was just my chakra clearing all my fears of

security and death using Hubby as the tool. I feared

his death more then my own of course.

So, I hope this helps you to understand what happened

to you love.

It's just shakti at work.

Sending you a massive hug, I know it's a painful

vision to have and that it hangs in the mind and

heart.

lots of love Elektra x x x

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May 26, 2007

Oh you poor thing,

That sounds like a really horrible and frightening dream.

I would've been out of my mind with fear after that one.

I'm not much of a dream interpreter, and like you- I mostly have dreams which

'mean something' so I can understand you. Elektra has some awesome

interpretation for this one. I was in awe reading what she had to say about it.

I hope she was able to ease your fears. It's amazing how much power a chakra

holds! Feel at peace now. Peace....and calming...and good thoughts.

Love,

Tara

Katherine Miller <katsam19 wrote: