Guys I just had the most HORRIFIC Dream...--Sarita

[Guest guest]

Thank you Sarita for your love and comfort. And like you said if I am going to

work through fears I would rather them come out through my dreams rather than

through conscious manner. Thank you darling as always. This group is so loving

and caring.

 

Love,

Katherine

 

 

 

Sarita <sarita1969

 

Saturday, May 26, 2007 1:48:03 PM

Re: Guys I just had the most HORRIFIC

Dream...

 

Even if there aren't any conscious worries about losing your husband,

it is there in the back of your mind. I think it is there in the

back of all our minds somewhat. It is normal to work through fears

like this in dreams rather than having the worry come out in a

conscious manner. I'm glad you feel better, I know firsthand how

those dreams can leave your mouth dry!

 

Sarita

 

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , Katherine

Miller <katsam19@.. .> wrote:

>

> Sarita, I have had some precognitive dreams, but they have been

limited to those who I knew were sick and wouldn't be here with us

much longer. Most of my other precognitive episodes are through

visions, quick flashes of things! When most of the people in my

family whom I am/was close to were about to pass I had dreams. When

my younger son was hit by a truck I had visions, yet didn't know it

would be him, but knew it would be one of the many kids who hung out

at my house, or when a tire was about to blow on a semi-truck I was

behind, or when my friend had received a ticket for speeding, etc.

etc. They come so sporadically and so far and few between, that I

never think about having them until I do, you know what I mean.

>

> When I posted it this morning I was somewhat still trying to come

back to reality. Read response to Dhyana and you will understand what

I mean. I am fine now! As for anxiety, I didn't realize I had any!

Funny, huh! It goes to show what might be lurking in your

subconscious! Smiles! I don't feel any worries, but obviously they

are there. I am going to have to do some research (meditation) to see

what might be in that busy mind of mine! Anyway, I know all is well!

Thank you so much for your kindness and reassurance. You are so sweet

dear Sarita.

>

> Love,

> Katherine

>

>

>

>

>

> Sarita <sarita1969@ ...>

> Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1

> Saturday, May 26, 2007 12:32:22 PM

> [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: Guys I just had the

most HORRIFIC Dream...

>

> Kat, unless you have precognitive dreams, dreaming of death has

> nothing to do with a literal death. Often it is about

transformation

> of something in your life. Perhaps deep down you are a bit anxious

> about some upcoming changes with your husband and aren't sure how

it

> will affect the family? On the other side of the coin it is common

> to dream of the death of loved ones just due to anxiety. In any

> case, it is most likely nothing to be concerned over.

>

> Sarita

>

> Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 (AT) (DOT)

com, " Katherine "

> <katsam19@ .> wrote:

> >

> > That my husband Frank had died. He was gone and I received a

phone

> > call that he had died. At first I was able to be strong and I

knew

> > what I had to do. I kept telling myself that everything was going

> to

> > be okay. It was the weekend and my sister and her family was on

> their

> > way to visit her in-laws and I call her to tell her. I am being

> very

> > strong and saying that is how he would want me to be.

> >

> > Then I am at this store with my husband and children, we

ourselves

> > are on our way to South Carolina to Wateree where we are

> vacationing

> > on the lake for a week (we really are going there for vacation in

> > June). We are all stopped at this gas station and I get this

drink,

> > but the top of the cup is all messed up and broken and I remember

> > thinking that it didn't matter anymore because my husband is

dead,

> > then my husband asks me to watch out the window to make sure the

> boat

> > is okay while he goes to do something.

> >

> > Then I am back at home having a breakdown calling my sister who

is

> on

> > her way to visit her in-laws still, but it is like the first time

I

> > have called her, yet she asks me " is he dead! " I am crying and I

am

> > telling her how I can't live without him and that he is the love

> of

> > my life and that without him I can't live, all the while seeing

him

> > in his casket waiting on him to be brought to where I am,

dreading

> > that moment when I have to see him there in person. Mind you I

know

> > he is gone, but I don't know where he is. I am just waiting on

them

> > to bring him home. I am thinking to myself that I must call and

> > cancel the vacation up in South Carolina, but that I am going to

> have

> > to wait until Monday. Part of me is saying this is all a BIG

> mistake

> > and that if I wait he will come home and the other part of me

knows

> > waiting isn't going to make a difference because he is dead.

> >

> > Then I am at home with my children and the door bell rings and

all

> I

> > have on is a tee-shirt and everything seems okay. I go and

slightly

> > open the door and tell the person to come on in as I am running

> back

> > down the hallway. It is a friend of one of my sons.

> >

> > Then I am back in the scene where I am talking to my sister,

never

> > calling any of my other sisters and then I start thinking of all

of

> > the people that will come to my house to help, some from church,

my

> > best friend in Ohio, some of you from the group, my family. Then

I

> > remember dreaming that all of my sisters are here with me and one

> of

> > them tells me they will finish doing my dad's estate (in real

life

> I

> > am the personal representative) and I am saying that I will

finish

> it

> > because that is what Frank would want me to do. At that point I

am

> > somewhat calm, but yet like in shock. In real life he is getting

> > ready to graduate from college with a degree in adult education

in

> > the work place, B.S. degree, on June 8, 2007 so in my dream I am

> > saying to myself that he was getting ready to graduate and then I

> > find out that the college is still going to graduate him in his

> > honor.

> >

> > I wake up feeling very anxious and my heart is racing and

pounding.

> I

> > wanted to call him to make sure he is okay because he really

isn't

> > home. He is at a beach feast for Memorial Day with his command

> > participating in a run this morning. Because I don't have very

many

> > dreams or don't remember many of them when I have dreams about

> people

> > I know it sort of freaks me because sometimes it happens. I

either

> > have quick flashes of visions or I have dreams.

> >

> > Anyway, it has disturbed me, one because he really is gone like I

> > said and the other is that he flies out to Washington during the

> > first week of June for his work and comes back on our 21st

> > anniversary, June 7, 2007.

> >

> > MAN, what a dream, or should I say a NIGHTMARE!

> >

> > Love,

> > Katherine

> >

>

>

>

>

>

>

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