Thanks! and Any suggestions?

[Guest guest]

Chrism, thank you for being in my life and of those here in the group, sharing

what you know! Thank you for helping me with my dad in his last days here on

earth and as he left us. Thank you for the services that you give to others!

 

I guess somewhere in me I long for what used to be to still be! On the outside I

know that his passing was a good thing and that he will never have to suffer

again, he will never have to worry about going to the doctors again, or worry

about having cancer again, etc., etc. But I guess on the inside I still morn his

death because I was no more ready for him to go than he was. The night he died,

he had tears in his eyes when my family and I arrived by his bedside to tell him

goodbye! My best friend, my father...gone from this world.

 

The sad thing is that my oldest son must be having the same issues as I am. I

was telling him of my dream and he told me that he had had a dream not long ago

of my dad. Sam, my son who is 14 years old, is the first grandchild and first

boy born since my dad so they were really close. Sam doesn't talk much about my

dad's death, but about the memories he has of him. Anyhow, he was telling me

that in his dream we were at my dad's house along with my sisters and their

family. He said that my dad was there too. He said that we were all acting as if

my dad was still living, but he knew he was dead. I asked him what was his

Gran-Gran doing in the dream and he said he was just walking around smiling as

he always had. I asked what were we saying and he said no one was talking, but

it was like it used to be before my dad died. He said that he was fearful in his

dream that my dad would try to hug him or talk to him because he wouldn't know

what to do knowing he was dead. He said that

he would have been petrified and would have probably screamed and then pass out

had my dad approached him. His dream ended without contact with my dad.

 

Part of me thinks my dad is still trying to communicate with us somehow, but

because we aren't able just yet to communicate he continues to be in our dreams.

Sam and Josh both have special gifts but the gifts are not strong. They are like

me in that their abilities are weak. Sam can see auras around people and can see

bright white lights from his peripheral vision at times. He attributes the white

lights being light reflecting on his hair. I think this is fear of the unknown.

At times he can hear the calling his name and swears it is me when it is clearly

NOT me. When he was young and in bed one night he heard someone whispering to

him and thought it was me only to turn over and find me not there nor anyone

else. It freaked him out and from that point until now he sleeps with the light

on in the hallway.

 

Josh, my younger son, used to be able to know things as they were happening

before he knew they were happening and he could see angels when he was sick.

Then Josh was hit by a truck when he was little and he said he saw Jesus' hand

on his head holding it when it hit the ground. After the accident, the abilities

Josh had slowly weakened, but he is still sometimes able to hear his name being

called. I think Josh was able to see people after they passed because when we

would be at funerals he would talk to what appeared to be the air, but he would

be using hand gestures while talking and then he would walk away as if leaving a

conversation. When he was really young he would see my mom. She died before he

was born so he never knew her. They can both sense emotions at cemeteries and

neither of them like going to them because of it. Sam's abilities seem to be

getting strong as my K rises.

 

Any suggestions on how to help Sam with my dad's passing and how to nurture his

abilities to see auras and help him strengthen them and not be afraid of the

voices he hears calling him or afraid of the emotions he experiences when we are

at cemeteries. How to utilize them to help rather than be fearful. How to help

Josh retrieve what he once had as well. I know when we are born we have them,

but as we get older most of us tend to loose that gift. I want them to be able

to nurture what they have and strengthen them.

 

Love,

katherine

 

 

 

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007 2:36:56 AM

Re: A rather bizarre dream and Chrism

you are in it! - Katherine

 

In death or life my " service " is an annointing of love. - from my

scattered selves - chrism

 

 

 

 

 

 

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