On Forgiveness...

[Guest guest]

The process I went through on 'forgiveness' took a long time. I tried

many times and unsuccessfully I might add, to forgive those whom I

thought needed to be forgiven. It seemed an impossible task.

 

Then, last year I was suddenly hit with the realization that I,

myself, have drawn everything into my life in one way or the other.

With that as my starting point, I then went back through my life into

each part that I felt something like resentment, or anger, hatred,

hurt. In each one of these instances, I went over what happened, I

felt what happened all over again, and then I made peace with each

event, knowing that I had drawn that to myself. When I say that I had

drawn each thing to myself..I came to the conclusion that the things

that went on in my life that caused certain emotions, feelings, to

arise within me..were things that I was meant to find a lesson

in...even the worst of the worst of the things that happened to me,

which eventually catapulted me into where I am today, on the path of

Kundalini.

 

At this place where I am at today, I feel peace, I feel love, I feel

happiness, I feel gratitude. I have learned so much in this past

year. I do not take anything personally..and when I say this, I mean

that when someone says something to perhaps invoke a certain feeling

in me, it does not work. I own my own feelings, and no person can

have charge over those feelings, unless I give them that power. I

just send love and light to them instead. I do not judge anyone. I

used to, but I find that I can not do that anymore. In fact, if a

judgement even begins to arise, it is quickly overtaken by thoughts

of love and peace. I find light in all people, in all things at this

point on my blessed journey.

 

Love to you all,

 

Leslie

[Guest guest]

That's terrific Leslie! I cannot say that I have quite reached the

point where you are, but I am close. Certain things still bother me,

but I have come a far way this past year. Your story is an

inspiration to keep on reaching...

 

Sarita

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " i_ama_lighthouse " <i_ama_lighthouse wrote:

>

> The process I went through on 'forgiveness' took a long time. I

tried

> many times and unsuccessfully I might add, to forgive those whom I

> thought needed to be forgiven. It seemed an impossible task.

>

> Then, last year I was suddenly hit with the realization that I,

> myself, have drawn everything into my life in one way or the other.

> With that as my starting point, I then went back through my life

into

> each part that I felt something like resentment, or anger, hatred,

> hurt.

[Guest guest]

That is just utterly wonderful Leslie and you are correct! You attraction things

in your life! Being that my husband is military, it requires him to be gone

quite frequently on patrols! There were a couple of patrols where it seemed the

house just waited on him to fall a part and so the joke was just that " When he

isn't here is when the house falls apart as if it knows he has left! " and so low

and behold it would every time. Then it just became old and we quite saying it

and to my surprise nothing serious happened. From that time on none of us were

allowed to say anything negative anymore and it worked. So you attract what you

get for the most part! Anyway, good job Leslie.

 

Lots of Love and Energy,

Katherine

 

 

 

i_ama_lighthouse <i_ama_lighthouse

 

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 3:04:45 PM

On Forgiveness...

 

The process I went through on 'forgiveness' took a long time. I tried

many times and unsuccessfully I might add, to forgive those whom I

thought needed to be forgiven. It seemed an impossible task.

 

Then, last year I was suddenly hit with the realization that I,

myself, have drawn everything into my life in one way or the other.

With that as my starting point, I then went back through my life into

each part that I felt something like resentment, or anger, hatred,

hurt. In each one of these instances, I went over what happened, I

felt what happened all over again, and then I made peace with each

event, knowing that I had drawn that to myself. When I say that I had

drawn each thing to myself..I came to the conclusion that the things

that went on in my life that caused certain emotions, feelings, to

arise within me..were things that I was meant to find a lesson

in...even the worst of the worst of the things that happened to me,

which eventually catapulted me into where I am today, on the path of

Kundalini.

 

At this place where I am at today, I feel peace, I feel love, I feel

happiness, I feel gratitude. I have learned so much in this past

year. I do not take anything personally.. and when I say this, I mean

that when someone says something to perhaps invoke a certain feeling

in me, it does not work. I own my own feelings, and no person can

have charge over those feelings, unless I give them that power. I

just send love and light to them instead. I do not judge anyone. I

used to, but I find that I can not do that anymore. In fact, if a

judgement even begins to arise, it is quickly overtaken by thoughts

of love and peace. I find light in all people, in all things at this

point on my blessed journey.

 

Love to you all,

 

Leslie

 

 

 

 

 

 

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