Guest guest Posted May 30, 2007 Report Share Posted May 30, 2007 I know it doesn't matter but i have yet to get used to that. I care about other people there oppinions and ideas. I respect other people and there oppinions. However sometimes i could care less what they think and other days back down to the overly care what they think..lol..ups and downs for me... Thank you i am trying... It's more like a circle really like when I go to Philly around and around till we get to the right lane and then out of that hell...lol Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " i_ama_lighthouse " <i_ama_lighthouse wrote: > > Hi there. Good for you that you are trying! This is the first step. > > Also, you will realize that what others think of 'you' does not > matter. You must be happy with yourself regardless of what others > think of you. You are a beautiful person, just remember that! > > Blessings, > > Leslie > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " tiffmidngtwilo " <tiffmidngtwilo@> wrote: > > > > I agree i do it can just be so hard sometimes. Anyways i've been > > trying but other people tend to view it as making excuses for > getting > > upset too easily. People i've met have always viewed my personality > > and my depression as me being a baby or making my self out to be a > > victum. They were parcially right but i dissagree. I was trying to > > confront my issues and my past and those who have hurt me. By them > > getting annoyed with me it was only causing me to repress those > > issues and pretend i was okay for there sake. I had a friend > > litterally tell me she doesn't want to be around me anymore because > > she was sick of hearing it. However i rarely/barely brought it up > > because i already knew she didn't want to hear it. Well i'm no > longer > > friends with her because of it. I decided she was making me worse > and > > putting me down for wanting to get better even though she wanted me > > to feel better too but as long as it didn't involve her. She also > > thought she had to make me better or something like that. Don't > quite > > understand how she could of but all i wanted was a friend to talk > to > > not a theropist or whatever she wanted to be to me. anyways that is > > just babbling right now. Point is it can be hard to forgive and > > forget and let go and trust again. I don't know what i have to do > or > > how far yet i have to go but i do know i will get there when i get > > there. That the universe God, Goddess, spirit... everything will > open > > doors close doors and i will find myself on the path or paths i > need > > to be on. I realize that if i don't see the door i need open > infront > > of me it is because i'm not ready to go through. Patience i have > some > > for this but not for other things. I have been more confident and > > strong over the past 7 months. I intend to get stronger and more > > confident till i can turn around and see who i was and realize i > > should of tried harder a long time ago. I was weak making excuses > > alowing my past to control me, my pain to push me down. I have many > > more steps to take but i am ready for the challenges as they > > come...lol > > thanks for listening... > > Tiffany > > > > , " Glen Olah " > > <gleno@> wrote: > > > > > > Hi Tiffany, > > > > > > Never ever pretend something didn't happen. Learn to be 100% > honest > > > with others first then it becomes possible to be 100% honest with > > > yourself. And then everything is in the open, nothing is hidden, > all > > > is on the table to be dealt with from an honest perspective. No > > hidden > > > agendas lurking in dark corners to confuse your judgements. Rather > > > than squinting to avoid viewing the full issue your vision clears > > and > > > one " rises above " the situation and sees it for what it is. > > > > > > Just my take. Lots of love to you, glen o. > > > > > > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > > 1 , " tiffmidngtwilo " > > > <tiffmidngtwilo@> wrote: > > > > > > > > Forgiving isn't my specialties. I wouldn't be able to be so > kind. > > I > > > > spent my whole life pretending nothing happened and only now > i'm > > able > > > > to accept that what did happen happened and i can't change > that. > > > > Forgiving seems impossable right now. How do people handle > these > > > > things, let go... Have the strength to do that? I try and > > somedays I > > > > can but other days not so good. Like with friends the little > > things i > > > > can get over and accept happened but then trust becomes the > > issue. > > > > How can you trust or is it okay not to trust those who have > hurt > > you? > > > > But then how can you forgive them? And then if you forgive it > > becomes > > > > denial sometimes. Sorry! I didn't mean to toss my self out > there > > in > > > > the middle of the converstations. It's just so hard to forgive > > some > > > > people. I admire those who can, but feel some people shouldn't > be > > > > forgiven at least by me. > > > > Tiffany > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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