Guest guest Posted June 4, 2007 Report Share Posted June 4, 2007 Hi, everyone. I'm glad it's OK to post stuff like this. I was unsure if I should talk about things like dreams or not. Glad that is done. I really enjoy the friendly informal atmosphere here and feel I've gotten to know everyone because of it. I've posted this on your site, Sarita, but wanted the particular K point of view on this as well. This dream was so very real and unlike anything I've ever dreamed before I'm wondering if it was a premonition. Dream: I'm in my hotel room in Hawai'i, looking out a big picture window (nearly the whole wall is glass). about 3 or 4 miles away, I can see the dormant volcano. Even at a distance I can see tourists walking around checking it out. Mostly college aged kids, in a group tour, maybe? Then sparks fly from the mouth of the volcano, which gets everyone's attention. Then lava erupts abruptly in massive amounts, flowing mostly down the steepest part of the cone. I see it take some of the students with it. Others jump off the steep side to their deaths to escape the lava flow. There are still many who survived that and are at some distance, watcing in horror what's going on before them. Then I can see plates of vertical stratum moving, shifting. Then some of the layers start falling out, down the cliff, taking some of the onlookers with it. I see them fall into the ocean. I'm just horrified at what I'm seeing. The other people run away this time and escape the chaos. I feel like I'm watcing this on TV through this big window but it's real. Then we get notice that the hotel (maybe the island) is being evacuated and we have 5 mins. to get our most valuable belongings and get out. I grab my purse, a change of clothes, a photo. We are told no rolling luggage so I just carry it in my hand and in a shopping bag. I go out and get on a bus with other hotel guests and they drive us to a ship dock. We all get on to vacate the island and as we pull out to sea, I see the smoke and a few sparks from the volcano as it rages on. EOD This doesn't seem to fit my life so I'm wondering if this is showing me something that's going to happen or maybe it's from someone else's perspective. Thanks for any input. Valarie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 5, 2007 Report Share Posted June 5, 2007 Valerie, I've got to tell you that when I read this it reminded me of something that happened to me at one of my ascension stages. I will give you the story at the end. Now for the dream. A volcano is a forewarning of an actual event of emotional explosion. The lava depicts a stat of inner turmoil that is calling for release if these withheld emotions. The ones involved are the ones getting the force of this flow and the ones standing back are the one witnessing this happen. Your higher self is watching your personality go through this as if it were not a part of you (which it isn't and that is why it needs releasing) the hotel is showing that this is a temporary condition. and the bus is talking about an aspect in your life that benefits many. The ship represents a vehicle that brings in a spiritual search. When I went through something like this I thought I had finished all my anger and that it was all gone in me. My children never saw me get too upset and I just did not react that way to things especially after I had done so much inner work. I was on my way to a family reunion...with y brothers and sister. I had invited my son to come...and my youngest sister got very upset and so did the many of the others (I have 6 siblings). My family is Mormon and so me not being...kept me in the spot of being what they termed the black sheep...I was a part...but they all were distant to me. I thought this had ended with my youngest sister when I took care of her after her surgery...and much healing took place. She had received the gift of Clairaudience at that time and was shown this in a dream. On my way to Idaho from California, I stopped in a motel. I was very tired...and there was an anger building up within that I didn't understand and so I felt I needed to meditate on this and find out what was going on. I thought at first this anger was coming from someone else...as I hadn't been angry is such a long time. The anger subsided during meditation and I went on to Idaho. While there the first day my son called and said he wanted to come...and just spend a couple of hours to see my oldest sister and her husband. He wanted to thank his uncle for all that he had taught him about cars and show him that he had become a master transmission specialist...and that he was doing well in his life. When my youngest sister saw him she got very upset grabbed her family and yelled in front of everyone that she was leaving and to give her a call when he left and they would return. My oldest brothers wife at that time had been sitting next to me speaking to me about a this wonderful talk she had just been a part of in her church on forgiveness...and when she heard my youngest sister...she left and went to her room. The others sat there but didn't say anything to my son...no even hello...except the ones he came to see...and they talked to him. As I watched this...I sat watching it all...as if I wasn't a part of it...as if I was looking at some other family other than my own. My son and his wife left...and all seemed to calm down. That night it was my 2 younger sisters turn to cook dinner. I walked into the lodge where they were to get a drink of water. My youngest sister began to talk to me about why she felt he shouldn't be allowed to come. She said that her church had certain laws of repentance and that she didn't feel he had fulfilled these. I was getting upset by this time...the volcano began to spit. I asked her why it was then that the brother just older than me...and my oldest sister were allowed to attend then...since they had molested me when I was very young and they never repented according to those laws she was speaking to me of. Just at that moment my sister just younger than me walked into that conversation...only heard the last part of it about me being molested and yelled... " I don't believe you...you are lying " . That did it...that was all it took...I knew if I didn't get out of there that I would explode even more...and so I walked out to my cabin I was sharing with my two daughters. The sister that didn't believe me followed me out there and I told my daughter to get her out...I started packing...she wouldn't leave and told e she wasn't leaving until I told her the truth. this made the volcano erupt...and I screamed at my daughter to get her out of there...to get the babies out of there...and to just leave me alone. My daughters in all their lives had never seen me do this...they had never seen me this angry before...and I finished packing what I could..they got that sister out and I left as fast as I could. I didn't cry...I allowed the anger...but I allowed it to flow through me while I was alone. I drove the four hours to my daughters house...and after they found out what had happened...they left also. A week later my youngest sister called me to tell me that she had went to God to find out if I was losing it...as there is schizophrenia in my mothers family. She then went through an incident with her own son at that same reunion...and she was apologizing to me. She said that God had told her that I was not insane...and that she could believe me. Then someone else stepped forward who had been molested by my brother...and so I was believed by all. I had already dealt with the molestations...but what I hadn't dealt with was my families inability to forgive...and their inability to accept me and my children for who we are. Then I had been shown the layers of my own self defense mechanisms that I had used so I wouldn't ever deal with this or look at it. But the kundalini wasn't going to have any of that...it is a cleansing of all that is not in harmony with our Divine Nature....and this sure wasn't in harmony with mine. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts these next weeks coming. this is always something that sneaks up on us when we least expect it to. Blessings to you in this wonderful journey that will result in joy and happiness.... Adina Pinpoint customers who are looking for what you sell. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 5, 2007 Report Share Posted June 5, 2007 thank you so much for sharing this (along with all your other insightful postings), Adina. You express yourself so well...with amazing honesty and incrdible understanding of this process. So moving and wonderful to read your posts... With love and gratitude, Jeannette , Adina Bolt <whitefeatherprincess wrote: > > Valerie, > I've got to tell you that when I read this it reminded me of something that happened to me at one of my ascension stages. I will give you the story at the end. Now for the dream. > A volcano is a forewarning of an actual event of emotional explosion. The lava depicts a stat of inner turmoil that is calling for release if these withheld emotions. > The ones involved are the ones getting the force of this flow and the ones standing back are the one witnessing this happen. Your higher self is watching your personality go through this as if it were not a part of you (which it isn't and that is why it needs releasing) > the hotel is showing that this is a temporary condition. and the bus is talking about an aspect in your life that benefits many. The ship represents a vehicle that brings in a spiritual search. > When I went through something like this I thought I had finished all my anger and that it was all gone in me. My children never saw me get too upset and I just did not react that way to things especially after I had done so much inner work. > I was on my way to a family reunion...with y brothers and sister. I had invited my son to come...and my youngest sister got very upset and so did the many of the others (I have 6 siblings). My family is Mormon and so me not being...kept me in the spot of being what they termed the black sheep...I was a part...but they all were distant to me. I thought this had ended with my youngest sister when I took care of her after her surgery...and much healing took place. She had received the gift of Clairaudience at that time and was shown this in a dream. > On my way to Idaho from California, I stopped in a motel. I was very tired...and there was an anger building up within that I didn't understand and so I felt I needed to meditate on this and find out what was going on. I thought at first this anger was coming from someone else...as I hadn't been angry is such a long time. > The anger subsided during meditation and I went on to Idaho. While there the first day my son called and said he wanted to come...and just spend a couple of hours to see my oldest sister and her husband. He wanted to thank his uncle for all that he had taught him about cars and show him that he had become a master transmission specialist...and that he was doing well in his life. When my youngest sister saw him she got very upset grabbed her family and yelled in front of everyone that she was leaving and to give her a call when he left and they would return. My oldest brothers wife at that time had been sitting next to me speaking to me about a this wonderful talk she had just been a part of in her church on forgiveness...and when she heard my youngest sister...she left and went to her room. The others sat there but didn't say anything to my son...no even hello...except the ones he came to see...and they talked to him. > As I watched this...I sat watching it all...as if I wasn't a part of it...as if I was looking at some other family other than my own. My son and his wife left...and all seemed to calm down. > That night it was my 2 younger sisters turn to cook dinner. I walked into the lodge where they were to get a drink of water. My youngest sister began to talk to me about why she felt he shouldn't be allowed to come. She said that her church had certain laws of repentance and that she didn't feel he had fulfilled these. I was getting upset by this time...the volcano began to spit. I asked her why it was then that the brother just older than me...and my oldest sister were allowed to attend then...since they had molested me when I was very young and they never repented according to those laws she was speaking to me of. Just at that moment my sister just younger than me walked into that conversation...only heard the last part of it about me being molested and yelled... " I don't believe you...you are lying " . > That did it...that was all it took...I knew if I didn't get out of there that I would explode even more...and so I walked out to my cabin I was sharing with my two daughters. The sister that didn't believe me followed me out there and I told my daughter to get her out...I started packing...she wouldn't leave and told e she wasn't leaving until I told her the truth. this made the volcano erupt...and I screamed at my daughter to get her out of there...to get the babies out of there...and to just leave me alone. > My daughters in all their lives had never seen me do this...they had never seen me this angry before...and I finished packing what I could..they got that sister out and I left as fast as I could. I didn't cry...I allowed the anger...but I allowed it to flow through me while I was alone. I drove the four hours to my daughters house...and after they found out what had happened...they left also. > A week later my youngest sister called me to tell me that she had went to God to find out if I was losing it...as there is schizophrenia in my mothers family. She then went through an incident with her own son at that same reunion...and she was apologizing to me. She said that God had told her that I was not insane...and that she could believe me. Then someone else stepped forward who had been molested by my brother...and so I was believed by all. > I had already dealt with the molestations...but what I hadn't dealt with was my families inability to forgive...and their inability to accept me and my children for who we are. > Then I had been shown the layers of my own self defense mechanisms that I had used so I wouldn't ever deal with this or look at it. But the kundalini wasn't going to have any of that...it is a cleansing of all that is not in harmony with our Divine Nature....and this sure wasn't in harmony with mine. > I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts these next weeks coming. this is always something that sneaks up on us when we least expect it to. > Blessings to you in this wonderful journey that will result in joy and happiness.... > > Adina > > > > Pinpoint customers who are looking for what you sell. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 5, 2007 Report Share Posted June 5, 2007 Adina, thank you very much for your interpretation and for sharing your story. There is some molestation in my past from a family member but I think I have long forgiven and sent love to that person (now deceased). Yet I must admit to having some anger issues coming up recently. I don't know where they come from exactly as, like you, I thought I'd healed and forgiven all I can think of from my difficult past. I am such a peace-loving, non-confrontational person normally, so this coming up in me scares me and disgusts me. I wouldn't say I've reacted like the volcano, perhaps the sparks. But I will watch myself for signs of meltdown and meditate on what I can do to overcome this. I have been a bit better at sort of rising above myself in angry situations to say, " How would Love react to this? " . It's not constant yet but I have started to do it and it is making a difference. I suppose as I'm releasing things and doing the forgivenesses, long repressed things are going to surface and are quite putrid from being buried so long. I'm doing what I can to release and cleanse the deepest parts of me. I think there can't be much more from this life that I can look at and forgive so maybe this is coming up from further back. I'll leave it at that because I have little experience with that sort of thing. Yes, please, remember me in your prayers and I thank you. I will come through this, what ever is to come. Blessings, Valarie Ready for the edge of your seat? Check out tonight's top picks on TV. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 5, 2007 Report Share Posted June 5, 2007 Valarie, I was like you a couple of years ago. I was the peace- loving, peacemaker, non-confrontational person in my family (not just my immediate family, but the one I grew up in as well). I not only kept my angry in check, but control everyone elses to a point. My volcano did erupt. On top of every thing else that was going on, I was disgusted with my anger outbursts and they scared me, as well. It was only after the big eruption that things began to have a turn around. I have learnt not to hold my angry back any more. To me now, these little angry outburst are like a thunder storm, they cleanse the air of negative emotions rather than let them grow into volcanos. There is more peace and love in my family now, more so than there has ever been. More respect of one another, too. I feel so set free and light from having the burden of being the peacmaker. Every one shares that responsiblity now. Going by my experience, I would say let that volcano erupt and get those repressed emotions released, so that healing can take place. Of course you need to do what your inner guidance telling you. Blessings CC , Valarie Vousden <vjvousden wrote: > > Adina, thank you very much for your interpretation and for sharing your story. There is some molestation in my past from a family member but I think I have long forgiven and sent love to that person (now deceased). Yet I must admit to having some anger issues coming up recently. I don't know where they come from exactly as, like you, I thought I'd healed and forgiven all I can think of from my difficult past. I am such a peace-loving, non-confrontational person normally, so this coming up in me scares me and disgusts me. I wouldn't say I've reacted like the volcano, perhaps the sparks. But I will watch myself for signs of meltdown and meditate on what I can do to overcome this. I have been a bit better at sort of rising above myself in angry situations to say, " How would Love react to this? " . It's not constant yet but I have started to do it and it is making a difference. > > I suppose as I'm releasing things and doing the forgivenesses, long repressed things are going to surface and are quite putrid from being buried so long. I'm doing what I can to release and cleanse the deepest parts of me. I think there can't be much more from this life that I can look at and forgive so maybe this is coming up from further back. I'll leave it at that because I have little experience with that sort of thing. > > Yes, please, remember me in your prayers and I thank you. I will come through this, what ever is to come. > > Blessings, > Valarie > > > > Ready for the edge of your seat? Check out tonight's top picks on TV. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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