Bothersome dream-Elektra

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Very good thought, Elektra...very logical. You know,

I never was much of a sweets lover...I never ate

dessert anyway because I'd rather fill up on the main

course! However,,,,I do LOVE chocolate, and my hubby

was real bad (a misnomer) about ordering a box of

See's truffles and both of us would have one after

dinner every night until they were gone!! I DO miss

the See's very much!! And ice cream used to be a

favorite of mine...but honestly, if I ate sweets all

the time I'd be bigger than I want to be. I had a

2-year period in my life (early 20s) when I was 45

lbs. overweight (I ate sweets constantly then) and,

once I lost that, I completely changed my relationship

with food, especially sweets, and I've never gained it

back. In fact, since I declared my commitment to my K

awakening April 4th, I've lost 12 lbs! That's just

from eliminating processed sugar, caffeine, alcohol,

and diet drinks, I guess!

 

In the dream, I resisted the sweets for a while, then

I lost it and was running around trying to eat

them...funny thing is that although I grabbed at a

bunch of sweets, all I actually ate was 2 thimbles of

ice cream!!!! LOL!! Perhaps that means that even

though I might be tempted, my resolve and my

commitment to the K are so strong that I will not

succumb (I mean, what's 2 thimbles of ice cream

anyway?!). I like to think so.

 

Thank you for your astute comment on my dream, dear

Elektra!

 

Love,

Claudia

 

--- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote:

 

> It's a funny dream I think, I enjoyed reading about

> it

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> When I give up things I often dream about them, at

> the

> moment, nearly every night I see myself rolling

> joints, smoking hemp. I gave it up but my body and

> mind still very much loves it and finds it hard to

> accept that " Never again " needs to become reality,

> so

> it's funny how you were aware that you had given up

> sugar and yet you were surrounded by party drinks

> and

> snacks.

> When we are on the K path our discipline can

> sometimes

> seperate us from the normal ways of enjoyment, such

> as parties with sugary/alchoholic drinks and party

> cakes with icing. Can feel a bit weird at first and

> make one seem unfriendly and unsocialable.

> Always having to say " No thanks " .

>

> I wonder if this had anything to do with the dream,

> the subconcious mind working through those feelings?

>

> Love elektra x x x

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