A few things i could do with help on

[Guest guest]

Hi all,

I have been away from my computor for a little while as i seem to be

going through a lot of up and down moods,have really sore eyes too.

I was doing the safeties and going through the forgiveness part, it

has thrown up a lot of issues for me and i allowed myself to sink

with some of it rather than letting it go....hence,staying off line

for a wee while as i just couldnt bring myself to try and help

anyone else,wallowed in my own self pity ect.

Is this normal?

Also, it is a regular thing that you fall out of love with partners

ect and seem to get really mixed up with all new relationships when

they are with males, what i mean is, i have met this man whom i

really like and im all mixed up over my partner now and this other

man has made me think i dont feel as much as i should for my

partner,i have felt " off " with my partner for ages now and this is a

spanner in the works.

im finding the k energy is forcing me to look at whats not right,is

this normal too?

im so confused now,suppose deep down ive know how i feel about

certain things but didnt want to face them now i have too.

 

Karen

[Guest guest]

Sorry you are down in the dumps Karen. I do think this is a very

normal part of the K awakening though. I know that I have been

through some ups, downs and downright bitchiness at times. It is all

part of learning the forgiveness, recapitulation and transforming

into a new being. We will not be the same when this is done as we

were before it. To get there we need to " shed our skin " and grow a

new one.

 

As far as the relationship thing goes, I will leave that to others.

I have not experienced any questions about my relationship, I

consider it to be stronger than ever. That is not to say that others

don't experience this. I would imagine that IF you are with the

wrong person, the K will bring that front and center for you.

 

Hugs,

 

Sarita

 

, " Karen

Pickering " <karen_pckrng wrote:

>

>

>

> Hi all,

> I have been away from my computor for a little while as i seem to

be

> going through a lot of up and down moods,have really sore eyes too.

> I was doing the safeties and going through the forgiveness part, it

> has thrown up a lot of issues for me and i allowed myself to sink

> with some of it rather than letting it go....hence,staying off line

> for a wee while as i just couldnt bring myself to try and help

> anyone else,wallowed in my own self pity ect.

> Is this normal?

> Also, it is a regular thing that you fall out of love with partners

> ect and seem to get really mixed up with all new relationships when

> they are with males

[Guest guest]

Yes Karen it is normal if you decide to go back and re-visit the

specific scenario in order to get a better degree of forgiveness with

it. If this isn't the case then I do not suggest re-experience as it

can have the allure of re-initiating the experience. So go there with

the intention of forgiveness and release. Not just the reenactment of

the memory in your present time.

 

As far as the relationship issue. There is often a degree of

selfishness when in the process of vying for the attention of a

potential partner. Go with your heart without the influence of another

and make any decisions based upon your own feelings. As opposed to

those advice's from one who may have a potential investment in a change

of your situation.

 

Kundalini can bring up many issues in your emotional experience past

and present so yes expect that and bediscerning in how you respond to

those issues.- Just my take -

[Guest guest]

Thank you Sarita, who of known it would be this hard but i suppose

if you havent lived in your truth then all this will hit hard huh?

 

, " Sarita "

<sarita1969 wrote:

>

> Sorry you are down in the dumps Karen. I do think this is a very

> normal part of the K awakening though. I know that I have been

> through some ups, downs and downright bitchiness at times. It is

all

> part of learning the forgiveness, recapitulation and transforming

> into a new being. We will not be the same when this is done as we

> were before it. To get there we need to " shed our skin " and grow a

> new one.

>

> As far as the relationship thing goes, I will leave that to

others.

> I have not experienced any questions about my relationship, I

> consider it to be stronger than ever. That is not to say that

others

> don't experience this. I would imagine that IF you are with the

> wrong person, the K will bring that front and center for you.

>

> Hugs,

>

> Sarita

>

>

[Guest guest]

Thank you Chrism, i appreciated your two cents.

I suppose i also had to feel a lot of the past issues i pushed down

too, im now just letting them in and out just as quick.I will just

keep going until im cleared,thank you.

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> Yes Karen it is normal if you decide to go back and re-visit the

> specific scenario in order to get a better degree of forgiveness

with

> it. If this isn't the case then I do not suggest re-experience as

it

> can have the allure of re-initiating the experience. So go there

with

> the intention of forgiveness and release. Not just the reenactment

of

> the memory in your present time.

>

> As far as the relationship issue. There is often a degree of

> selfishness when in the process of vying for the attention of a

> potential partner. Go with your heart without the influence of

another

> and make any decisions based upon your own feelings. As opposed to

> those advice's from one who may have a potential investment in a

change

> of your situation.

>

> Kundalini can bring up many issues in your emotional experience

past

> and present so yes expect that and bediscerning in how you respond

to

> those issues.- Just my take -

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Karen,

Yep, this is certainly very normal, as says, it

is a rollercoaster ride of emotions.

I am married to a wonderful man who really is my best

friend, and I even went through a period of

questioning that. I didn't know if I even wanted to be

married or in a relationship, the part of myself that

had been empty when I met him was now full up , I felt

singularly complete and so looked at my marriage.

I also had another man around that I was very

attracted to.

A confusing time. Luckily I could talk it through with

hubby and he told me what ever I wanted for my own

happiness he wanted for me too.

This was just a learning phase for me and I realised

that with hubby is where I wanted to be.

The other guy had just been a focus for my sacral

chakra was going through something and his energy was

stimulating it somewhat.

 

Only you can know what is right for yourself, you must

go within and you will find the answers. It is always

an awkward time, but one that must be addressed by

some.

 

Wishing you well, be blessed

Elektra x x x

 

 

_________

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[Guest guest]

Hi Karen, I feel like I know what you're going through! Your post

reminded me of a similar position I was in, which I thought I'd share

with you... About 12 years ago, while doing a group shamanic journey

meditation I got bored (never been into guided meditation ). So I

decided to just do my usual " thing " and jump to a state of just

being, while everybody else mentally went into a hole in a tree.

Well, I didn't know much then about energy, and as their journey

progressed this woman was beating a drum. The drumbeat at some point

began to get faster and faster and I could feel something

accelerating and then all of a sudden it was like I was struck by

lightning and " I " became an enornous, bright sun.

Afterwards, I wondered if it had been all in my head, or if there was

some kind of reality to it. Two days later a man approached me asking

me what had happened to me in that class. He'd been sitting about 20

feet infront of me and apparently kept turning around to see what was

going on with me. He said the light was so bright that he couldn't

concentrate on the meditation. This was the Divine answering my

question and I then concluded that this energy is tangible and others

can see it. (I'd had other experiences like that, but this was the

strongest). Right after that experience, I returned home and my

relationship became a disaster! Everything was exposed and I wanted

to leave it. I thought I was in love with somebody else (somebody I'd

only met briefly)and was an emotional wreck for months. Luckily, the

person I'd " fallen " for lived thousands of miles away and I was able

to get him out of my mind and out of the picture entirely so that I

could confront my real issues with my husband. My heart had closed

off to my husband though...so I thought I wanted to leave the

marriage. Then we took in a stray cat whom we'd been feeding. I

initially didn't want to take her in(heart was very closed and I knew

that cat would bond me to my husband whom I thought I wantd to leave)

but another cat had been killed in the alley behind our house, so I

couldn't say no! I grew to love this cat, and she re=opened my heart.

With my heart open, I could go back to my husband as though

everything was new.

Now it might sound like a happy ending with the hubby, but I did end

up leaving my husband 8 years later. I feel the Divine sent me this

cat and that the cat was somehow related to me staying with my

husband. It was when this cat passed on that I felt an energy shift

and shortly after that I left the relationship with my husband. It's

as though the Divine wants you to work on certain things, and as soon

as it's no longer necessary in your life, the energy shifts and you

then shift as a result. I experience a relationship like this now

with the Divine and suppose I will until I fully surrender.

Anyway, I can relate to your situation and can only advise you to

focus on your husband, without any other 'distractions'. Then you

will be giving it and him a fairer chance at recovering what brought

you together in the first place. And if not, the Divine will always

take care of you!! Much love, Jeannette

 

 

 

 

 

, " Karen

Pickering " <karen_pckrng wrote:

>

>

>

> Hi all,

> I have been away from my computor for a little while as i seem to

be

> going through a lot of up and down moods,have really sore eyes too.

> I was doing the safeties and going through the forgiveness part, it

> has thrown up a lot of issues for me and i allowed myself to sink

> with some of it rather than letting it go....hence,staying off line

> for a wee while as i just couldnt bring myself to try and help

> anyone else,wallowed in my own self pity ect.

> Is this normal?

> Also, it is a regular thing that you fall out of love with partners

> ect and seem to get really mixed up with all new relationships when

> they are with males, what i mean is, i have met this man whom i

> really like and im all mixed up over my partner now and this other

> man has made me think i dont feel as much as i should for my

> partner,i have felt " off " with my partner for ages now and this is

a

> spanner in the works.

> im finding the k energy is forcing me to look at whats not right,is

> this normal too?

> im so confused now,suppose deep down ive know how i feel about

> certain things but didnt want to face them now i have too.

>

> Karen

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Elektra,

wow,yeh,agreed girl,sacral for defo,will work through it,and see

where it gets me,see, i find ive stopped " wanting " my partner and my

eyes are wandering like never before,lol

this bothers me as it goes against my loyalties,i am loyal,but i

dunno,if i fight it then the natural stubborness gets in the way and

i argue with myself,feel pulled this way and that,suppose also the

new friendships coming my way are confusing me,even feel guilty

writing this as hes in bed,afraid he will catch me,i will deal with

this somehow.......thank you

blessings

Karen

 

, Elektra Fire

<elektra.fire wrote:

>

> Hi Karen,

> Yep, this is certainly very normal, as says, it

> is a rollercoaster ride of emotions.

> I am married to a wonderful man who really is my best

> friend, and I even went through a period of

> questioning that. I didn't know if I even wanted to be

> married or in a relationship, the part of myself that

> had been empty when I met him was now full up , I felt

> singularly complete and so looked at my marriage.

> I also had another man around that I was very

> attracted to.

> A confusing time. Luckily I could talk it through with

> hubby and he told me what ever I wanted for my own

> happiness he wanted for me too.

> This was just a learning phase for me and I realised

> that with hubby is where I wanted to be.

> The other guy had just been a focus for my sacral

> chakra was going through something and his energy was

> stimulating it somewhat.

>

> Only you can know what is right for yourself, you must

> go within and you will find the answers. It is always

> an awkward time, but one that must be addressed by

> some.

>

> Wishing you well, be blessed

> Elektra x x x

>

>

> _________

> Answers - Got a question? Someone out there knows the

answer. Try it

> now.

> http://uk.answers./

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Jeanette,

the cat thing has recently happened me, a cat has befriended me and

everytime im in my backyard he comes to me,even when i ignore him he

insists on wrapping around me and staying there.

the energy/meditation thing that happened you was great........when

i was on a course last year we were all doing trance and like that i

didnt want to listen to the guided part as it wasnt my cup of tea so

i went into my own trance,unbeknownst to me i sat in it for over 90

mins,when i came to,the whole group had been watchin me and

observing the energy levels wash over me,at one point i thought the

group tutor was standing an inch away from me,she wasnt, i pushed my

energy field out so far i felt them all,she was on the other end of

the room

, " yogbittar "

<yogbittar wrote:

>

> Hi Karen, I feel like I know what you're going through! Your post

> reminded me of a similar position I was in, which I thought I'd

share

> with you... About 12 years ago, while doing a group shamanic

journey

> meditation I got bored (never been into guided meditation ). So

I

> decided to just do my usual " thing " and jump to a state of just

> being, while everybody else mentally went into a hole in a

tree.

> Well, I didn't know much then about energy, and as their journey

> progressed this woman was beating a drum. The drumbeat at some

point

> began to get faster and faster and I could feel something

> accelerating and then all of a sudden it was like I was struck by

> lightning and " I " became an enornous, bright sun.

> Afterwards, I wondered if it had been all in my head, or if there

was

> some kind of reality to it. Two days later a man approached me

asking

> me what had happened to me in that class. He'd been sitting about

20

> feet infront of me and apparently kept turning around to see what

was

> going on with me. He said the light was so bright that he couldn't

> concentrate on the meditation. This was the Divine answering my

> question and I then concluded that this energy is tangible and

others

> can see it. (I'd had other experiences like that, but this was the

> strongest). Right after that experience, I returned home and my

> relationship became a disaster! Everything was exposed and I

wanted

> to leave it. I thought I was in love with somebody else (somebody

I'd

> only met briefly)and was an emotional wreck for months. Luckily,

the

> person I'd " fallen " for lived thousands of miles away and I was

able

> to get him out of my mind and out of the picture entirely so that

I

> could confront my real issues with my husband. My heart had closed

> off to my husband though...so I thought I wanted to leave the

> marriage. Then we took in a stray cat whom we'd been feeding. I

> initially didn't want to take her in(heart was very closed and I

knew

> that cat would bond me to my husband whom I thought I wantd to

leave)

> but another cat had been killed in the alley behind our house, so

I

> couldn't say no! I grew to love this cat, and she re=opened my

heart.

> With my heart open, I could go back to my husband as though

> everything was new.

> Now it might sound like a happy ending with the hubby, but I did

end

> up leaving my husband 8 years later. I feel the Divine sent me

this

> cat and that the cat was somehow related to me staying with my

> husband. It was when this cat passed on that I felt an energy

shift

> and shortly after that I left the relationship with my husband.

It's

> as though the Divine wants you to work on certain things, and as

soon

> as it's no longer necessary in your life, the energy shifts and

you

> then shift as a result. I experience a relationship like this now

> with the Divine and suppose I will until I fully surrender.

> Anyway, I can relate to your situation and can only advise you to

> focus on your husband, without any other 'distractions'. Then you

> will be giving it and him a fairer chance at recovering what

brought

> you together in the first place. And if not, the Divine will

always

> take care of you!! Much love, Jeannette

>

>

>

>

>

> , " Karen

> Pickering " <karen_pckrng@> wrote:

> >

> >

> >

> > Hi all,

> > I have been away from my computor for a little while as i seem

to

> be

> > going through a lot of up and down moods,have really sore eyes

too.

> > I was doing the safeties and going through the forgiveness part,

it

> > has thrown up a lot of issues for me and i allowed myself to

sink

> > with some of it rather than letting it go....hence,staying off

line

> > for a wee while as i just couldnt bring myself to try and help

> > anyone else,wallowed in my own self pity ect.

> > Is this normal?

> > Also, it is a regular thing that you fall out of love with

partners

> > ect and seem to get really mixed up with all new relationships

when

> > they are with males, what i mean is, i have met this man whom i

> > really like and im all mixed up over my partner now and this

other

> > man has made me think i dont feel as much as i should for my

> > partner,i have felt " off " with my partner for ages now and this

is

> a

> > spanner in the works.

> > im finding the k energy is forcing me to look at whats not

right,is

> > this normal too?

> > im so confused now,suppose deep down ive know how i feel about

> > certain things but didnt want to face them now i have too.

> >

> > Karen

> >

>