Guest guest Posted June 17, 2007 Report Share Posted June 17, 2007 I'm glad you appreciate what I said Tara-I speak from my own experiences. Because-Yes, I've been where you are now. Now that I'm that I'm in the pleasant stage I'm in I can say things to myself like: " Wasn't that a silly way to be, back then! " . BUT--at that time it only made perfect sense (with a lot of uncertainty thrown in-LOL!). You hit the nail on the head-Balance! You are walking in a graveyard with your boyfriend, very much in the physical, the physical can be very nice, yes? Don't give up totally on the physical. Yes, everything is not permanent in the physical. Yes, you may sometimes feel like saying: " To hell with all this! " . But, at anytime (such as right now)- you can realize the connection (the connection that only can be experienced--there are no words to adequately describe it!). You have had enough experiences, evrything going on is right for you. I could say it's a matter of time, but it's a matter of " no time " . Just live your life and let " it " happen. As the awareness happens, you will be in the physical and the non- physical at the same time...as a enlightened one said: " A foot in Heaven and a Foot on Earth--perhaps BOTH feet in Heaven and Both on Earth! " ... Have Faith Stephen C. , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > That makes perfect sense to me. Thank you!!! > Sometimes it seems so pointless for me to be doing physical things, since I know that this all will fade, and we will keep only the love we've created and > the understanding we've attained. That said, it is now and then a bit difficult for me to make my physicality do as physicality does, because it thinks it knows everything already, and it feels no need to do it if it feels like it wastes time. > It feels as though all of this which we do in physical existence is a waste of time, because it already knows physicality will fade away. > I guess part of me feels like it's already 'ready' for life among the non-physical, I don't know. > Here's something interesting- I have a Hemi-Sync c.d. called LET- GO. In the cd, the voice walks me through relaxation and then has me picture a sturdy box with a lid, and imagine every thought and feeling being placed in the box..and the lid closing to lock them it, until the relaxation technique is complete. The box that popped into my mind, was a very old and slightly dirty, white porcelain box with 'china blue' flowers on it. > Later on, I realized the image looked like a coffin.Yesterday, as I walked through the city with my boyfriend and we passed through a graveyard, the breath wet out of me as my eyes settled on some kind of a grave marker or something. It's the really old kind, that looks like a sideways capital I. It was like a concrete slab with two pillars- one at each end, and another concrete slab on top. It was as if my soul recognized it. I think I identify too much with the non- physical aspects of me, and not enough with the physical...where I think most people are pretty well balanced. I really appreciate your advice, do you have any more (I'm drinking it up). > Love and many thanks to you, > Tara > > Stephen AKA Master Condrey <stephencondrey wrote: Tara, > I think I know what you are saying. > If I do understand, maybe you are subconsiously putting more value on > the non-physical. > If that is so, that is the problem. > While you are still inhabiting a body (you are in the physical)-- > Then both the physical and the non-physical are equally important. > Some day you won't be bothered by a physical body (say after you die- > for instance), but until then just realize that the form and formless > compliment each other--though the non-physical can seem so " free and > easy " ---the non-physical and physical compliment and nourish each > other; so they are equally important. > That fact keeps me on track--does that make sense to you? > :) > Stephen C. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 17, 2007 Report Share Posted June 17, 2007 Thank you, THANK YOU, thank you!!! When that happens for me, I will feel like a ray of pure light... the happiest, most grateful, loving and merciful woman around, because I want it SO BADLY right now. Several years ago, through guidance I received while in deep prayer and meditation (daily..in the morning and then all throughout the day in every activity), I began to experience some of what I and many are experiencing now. I didn't know anything about K then. I was following guidance from God through prayer, and from reading books on saints, especially the confessions of saint Augustin. I had a 'feeling' that I would need to follow the instructions I was receiving, and stick with them. I made a promise to God that I would. Then I got caught up in physicality and had a hard time believing in non-physical reality. One thing led to another, and I had stopped everything, and became 'a regular person', or more like a soul-less zombie, just making its way through life as if robotically. Little by little I began to feel a deeper imbalance...like I didn't belong in either world. I just felt like dying. I felt like I was too spiritual to just go to work and come home, eat drink and sleep, like a soul-less robot person. Yet, I felt too physical to make my physicality pray and meditate. My physicality was feeling incredibly stubborn, like it wouldn't budge. I would have spurts of spirituality, and in those spurts I would 'see through new eyes'. I would open my 'new eyes' and see gray on the walls in my apartment. The gray was negativity. I would wash it, and then I could smell flowers in the house, and a peaceful feeling would flow freely through the house. It was as if this wonderful energy was trying so hard to surface again. When I learned of this K site, I just hung out and listened on the sidelines for a while. One day it hit me...some of the safeties were things I was made aware of during that period of time when I was consistently practicing in prayer and meditation, forgiveness, kindness, love..etc. Also, some of my symptoms I experienced during that time frame sounded like symptoms of a K awakening. Then I heard of the feelings of imbalance when the individual makes 'K go wrong'. I knew then, that I would have to activate my K in order to get back on track. I've been feeling great ever since my sudden awakening one day. Then a few days ago, I began feeling negative, and my negativity was purposely letting itself out in words, so that I would notice and realize it was there, so that I could treat whatever was causing it. I'm so glad I talked to you, because I suddenly feel enlightened..like I know what I'm up against, and I am not afraid, because I know it's what I want and what is good for me. I will strive toward making this happen for me. I want to be balanced..to have one foot in heaven and one on earth (but have both feet in heaven during my oobes! he,he!!!) Love, blessings, and MANY, MANY THANKS!!!, Tara >As the awareness happens, you will be in the physical and the non- >physical at the same time...as a enlightened one said: " A foot in >Heaven and a Foot on Earth--perhaps BOTH feet in Heaven and Both on >Earth! " ... Stephen AKA Master Condrey <stephencondrey wrote: I'm glad you appreciate what I said Tara-I speak from my own experiences. Because-Yes, I've been where you are now. Now that I'm that I'm in the pleasant stage I'm in I can say things to myself like: " Wasn't that a silly way to be, back then! " . BUT--at that time it only made perfect sense (with a lot of uncertainty thrown in-LOL!). You hit the nail on the head-Balance! You are walking in a graveyard with your boyfriend, very much in the physical, the physical can be very nice, yes? Don't give up totally on the physical. Yes, everything is not permanent in the physical. Yes, you may sometimes feel like saying: " To hell with all this! " . But, at anytime (such as right now)- you can realize the connection (the connection that only can be experienced--there are no words to adequately describe it!). You have had enough experiences, evrything going on is right for you. I could say it's a matter of time, but it's a matter of " no time " . Just live your life and let " it " happen. As the awareness happens, you will be in the physical and the non- physical at the same time...as a enlightened one said: " A foot in Heaven and a Foot on Earth--perhaps BOTH feet in Heaven and Both on Earth! " ... Have Faith Stephen C. , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > That makes perfect sense to me. Thank you!!! > Sometimes it seems so pointless for me to be doing physical things, since I know that this all will fade, and we will keep only the love we've created and > the understanding we've attained. That said, it is now and then a bit difficult for me to make my physicality do as physicality does, because it thinks it knows everything already, and it feels no need to do it if it feels like it wastes time. > It feels as though all of this which we do in physical existence is a waste of time, because it already knows physicality will fade away. > I guess part of me feels like it's already 'ready' for life among the non-physical, I don't know. > Here's something interesting- I have a Hemi-Sync c.d. called LET- GO. In the cd, the voice walks me through relaxation and then has me picture a sturdy box with a lid, and imagine every thought and feeling being placed in the box..and the lid closing to lock them it, until the relaxation technique is complete. The box that popped into my mind, was a very old and slightly dirty, white porcelain box with 'china blue' flowers on it. > Later on, I realized the image looked like a coffin.Yesterday, as I walked through the city with my boyfriend and we passed through a graveyard, the breath wet out of me as my eyes settled on some kind of a grave marker or something. It's the really old kind, that looks like a sideways capital I. It was like a concrete slab with two pillars- one at each end, and another concrete slab on top. It was as if my soul recognized it. I think I identify too much with the non- physical aspects of me, and not enough with the physical...where I think most people are pretty well balanced. I really appreciate your advice, do you have any more (I'm drinking it up). > Love and many thanks to you, > Tara > > Stephen AKA Master Condrey <stephencondrey wrote: Tara, > I think I know what you are saying. > If I do understand, maybe you are subconsiously putting more value on > the non-physical. > If that is so, that is the problem. > While you are still inhabiting a body (you are in the physical)-- > Then both the physical and the non-physical are equally important. > Some day you won't be bothered by a physical body (say after you die- > for instance), but until then just realize that the form and formless > compliment each other--though the non-physical can seem so " free and > easy " ---the non-physical and physical compliment and nourish each > other; so they are equally important. > That fact keeps me on track--does that make sense to you? > :) > Stephen C. > oneSearch: Finally, mobile search that gives answers, not web links. 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Guest guest Posted June 17, 2007 Report Share Posted June 17, 2007 Tara, You are a Ray of Sunlight in a dark world! You are experiencing what some call " dying to the self " . You realize that after death there is what...? There is only the You that really matters! Oh, you're welcome--But, it all is coming from deep inside Y-O-U. Now, who do we thank for that? The whole universe-physical+ non- physical sounds like a good start! Enjoy your experiences, and please continue to share! :) Stephen , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > Thank you, THANK YOU, thank you!!! > > > When that happens for me, I will feel like a ray of pure light... the happiest, most grateful, loving and merciful woman around, because I want it SO BADLY right now. Several years ago, through guidance I received while in deep prayer and meditation (daily..in the morning and then all throughout the day in every activity), I began to experience some of what I and many are experiencing now. I didn't know anything about K then. I was following guidance from God through prayer, and from reading books on saints, especially the confessions of saint Augustin. > I had a 'feeling' that I would need to follow the instructions I was receiving, and stick with them. I made a promise to God that I would. Then I got caught up in physicality and had a hard time believing in non-physical reality. One thing led to another, and I had stopped everything, and became 'a regular person', or more like a soul-less zombie, just making its way through life as if robotically. > Little by little I began to feel a deeper imbalance...like I didn't belong in either world. I just felt like dying. I felt like I was too spiritual to just go to work and come home, eat drink and sleep, like a soul-less robot person. Yet, I felt too physical to make my physicality pray and meditate. My physicality was feeling > incredibly stubborn, like it wouldn't budge. I would have spurts of spirituality, and in those spurts I would 'see through new eyes'. I would open my 'new eyes' and see gray on the walls in my apartment. The gray was negativity. I would wash it, and then I could smell flowers in the house, and a peaceful feeling would flow freely through the house. It was as if this wonderful energy was trying so hard to surface again. When I learned of this K site, I just hung out and listened on the sidelines for a while. One day it hit me...some of the safeties were things I was made aware of during that period of time when I was consistently practicing in prayer and meditation, forgiveness, kindness, love..etc. Also, some of my symptoms I experienced during that time frame sounded like symptoms of a K awakening. Then I heard of the feelings of imbalance when the individual makes 'K go wrong'. I knew then, that I would have to activate my K in order to get back on track. I've been > feeling great ever since my sudden awakening one day. Then a few days ago, I began feeling negative, and my negativity was purposely letting itself out in words, so that I would notice and realize it was there, so that I could treat whatever was causing it. I'm so glad I talked to you, because I suddenly feel enlightened..like I know what I'm up against, and I am not afraid, because I know it's what I want and what is good for me. I will strive toward making this happen for me. I want to be balanced..to have one foot in heaven and one on earth > (but have both feet in heaven during my oobes! he,he!!!) > Love, blessings, and MANY, MANY THANKS!!!, > Tara > > > >As the awareness happens, you will be in the physical and the non- > >physical at the same time...as a enlightened one said: " A foot in > >Heaven and a Foot on Earth--perhaps BOTH feet in Heaven and Both on > >Earth! " ... > > > Stephen AKA Master Condrey <stephencondrey wrote: I'm glad you appreciate what I said Tara-I speak from my own > experiences. > > Because-Yes, I've been where you are now. > > Now that I'm that I'm in the pleasant stage I'm in I can say things > to myself like: " Wasn't that a silly way to be, back then! " . > > BUT--at that time it only made perfect sense (with a lot of > uncertainty thrown in-LOL!). > > You hit the nail on the head-Balance! > > You are walking in a graveyard with your boyfriend, very much in the > physical, the physical can be very nice, yes? > > Don't give up totally on the physical. Yes, everything is not > permanent in the physical. Yes, you may sometimes feel like > saying: " To hell with all this! " . But, at anytime (such as right now)- > you can realize the connection (the connection that only can be > experienced--there are no words to adequately describe it!). > > You have had enough experiences, evrything going on is right for you. > I could say it's a matter of time, but it's a matter of " no time " . > > Just live your life and let " it " happen. > > As the awareness happens, you will be in the physical and the non- > physical at the same time...as a enlightened one said: " A foot in > Heaven and a Foot on Earth--perhaps BOTH feet in Heaven and Both on > Earth! " ... > > Have Faith > Stephen C. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 17, 2007 Report Share Posted June 17, 2007 Tara, I think we all go through a Dark Night. Nothing worth it is attained with great ease. I have been having my share of things that are trying to throw me off track lately, but I will not allow it. This experience and all that goes with it is our God given right. There will always be other forces trying to discourage us and it will take great strength to overcome it. You'll get there. If looked at as a whole, most journeys seem impossible. Just put one foot in front of the other and before you know it, you're farther along than you ever thought you could go! (Keep reading Stephen's advice, he's an inspiration to all) Sarita , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > Thank you, THANK YOU, thank you!!! > > > When that happens for me, I will feel like a ray of pure light... the happiest, most grateful, loving and merciful woman around, because I want it SO BADLY right now. Several years ago, through guidance I received while in deep prayer and meditation Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 17, 2007 Report Share Posted June 17, 2007 Oh, the dying to the self!!! So that's why it seems like I sometimes feel I'm moving 2 steps forward and one back, and the only thing that seems to save me is going on a fast, in which I do not allow myself to eat or drink anything sweet or 'tastingly actactive' to the physical self, so that my spirit self can take the reins! I never knew what that was befrore, I only knew that I felt like two entities within me were fighting over my destiny. Thank you ever, ever, ever so much for the enlightenment! You are a blessing to all, and I am truly blessed and thankful for your presence here with all of us 'little ones' (sprouting buds of K) Thanks, blessings and love to you, Tara Stephen AKA Master Condrey <stephencondrey wrote: Tara, You are a Ray of Sunlight in a dark world! You are experiencing what some call " dying to the self " . You realize that after death there is what...? There is only the You that really matters! Oh, you're welcome--But, it all is coming from deep inside Y-O-U. Now, who do we thank for that? The whole universe-physical+ non- physical sounds like a good start! Enjoy your experiences, and please continue to share! :) Stephen , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > Thank you, THANK YOU, thank you!!! > > > When that happens for me, I will feel like a ray of pure light... the happiest, most grateful, loving and merciful woman around, because I want it SO BADLY right now. Several years ago, through guidance I received while in deep prayer and meditation (daily..in the morning and then all throughout the day in every activity), I began to experience some of what I and many are experiencing now. I didn't know anything about K then. I was following guidance from God through prayer, and from reading books on saints, especially the confessions of saint Augustin. > I had a 'feeling' that I would need to follow the instructions I was receiving, and stick with them. I made a promise to God that I would. Then I got caught up in physicality and had a hard time believing in non-physical reality. One thing led to another, and I had stopped everything, and became 'a regular person', or more like a soul-less zombie, just making its way through life as if robotically. > Little by little I began to feel a deeper imbalance...like I didn't belong in either world. I just felt like dying. I felt like I was too spiritual to just go to work and come home, eat drink and sleep, like a soul-less robot person. Yet, I felt too physical to make my physicality pray and meditate. My physicality was feeling > incredibly stubborn, like it wouldn't budge. I would have spurts of spirituality, and in those spurts I would 'see through new eyes'. I would open my 'new eyes' and see gray on the walls in my apartment. The gray was negativity. I would wash it, and then I could smell flowers in the house, and a peaceful feeling would flow freely through the house. It was as if this wonderful energy was trying so hard to surface again. When I learned of this K site, I just hung out and listened on the sidelines for a while. One day it hit me...some of the safeties were things I was made aware of during that period of time when I was consistently practicing in prayer and meditation, forgiveness, kindness, love..etc. Also, some of my symptoms I experienced during that time frame sounded like symptoms of a K awakening. Then I heard of the feelings of imbalance when the individual makes 'K go wrong'. I knew then, that I would have to activate my K in order to get back on track. I've been > feeling great ever since my sudden awakening one day. Then a few days ago, I began feeling negative, and my negativity was purposely letting itself out in words, so that I would notice and realize it was there, so that I could treat whatever was causing it. I'm so glad I talked to you, because I suddenly feel enlightened..like I know what I'm up against, and I am not afraid, because I know it's what I want and what is good for me. I will strive toward making this happen for me. I want to be balanced..to have one foot in heaven and one on earth > (but have both feet in heaven during my oobes! he,he!!!) > Love, blessings, and MANY, MANY THANKS!!!, > Tara > > > >As the awareness happens, you will be in the physical and the non- > >physical at the same time...as a enlightened one said: " A foot in > >Heaven and a Foot on Earth--perhaps BOTH feet in Heaven and Both on > >Earth! " ... > > > Stephen AKA Master Condrey <stephencondrey wrote: I'm glad you appreciate what I said Tara-I speak from my own > experiences. > > Because-Yes, I've been where you are now. > > Now that I'm that I'm in the pleasant stage I'm in I can say things > to myself like: " Wasn't that a silly way to be, back then! " . > > BUT--at that time it only made perfect sense (with a lot of > uncertainty thrown in-LOL!). > > You hit the nail on the head-Balance! > > You are walking in a graveyard with your boyfriend, very much in the > physical, the physical can be very nice, yes? > > Don't give up totally on the physical. Yes, everything is not > permanent in the physical. Yes, you may sometimes feel like > saying: " To hell with all this! " . But, at anytime (such as right now)- > you can realize the connection (the connection that only can be > experienced--there are no words to adequately describe it!). > > You have had enough experiences, evrything going on is right for you. > I could say it's a matter of time, but it's a matter of " no time " . > > Just live your life and let " it " happen. > > As the awareness happens, you will be in the physical and the non- > physical at the same time...as a enlightened one said: " A foot in > Heaven and a Foot on Earth--perhaps BOTH feet in Heaven and Both on > Earth! " ... > > Have Faith > Stephen C. > > Need a vacation? Get great deals to amazing places on Travel. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 18, 2007 Report Share Posted June 18, 2007 Tara- Remember that God made our bodies as well. God made animals, trees, lakes. They are filled with her sacred energy. That means your body is filled with God. It is holy. Her spiritual energy runs through everything. This life is sacred and holy. When you walk, stand on your hand, or smile in the sun, her energy radiates through you. Enjoy this life. Enjoy this body. Peace, Shankari Kali Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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