For Firstimers who are fearful

[Guest guest]

A few short months ago I was having strange symptoms and Chrism

suggested that I join this group. When I did I was given the

Safeties which I thought were going to " stop " the Kundalini. (lol)

The first thing that happened when I did the tongue and finger locks

was a " thrumming " that started in my base chakra. I immediately

stopped, very scared. I thought this was supposed to STOP these

symptoms, not step them up!

 

Everything I heard and read about the K scared the heck out of me.

All I could say was " I am recovering from an accident! I CAN'T do

this right now!! " I realized that it was not that simple and that I

was better off under the supervision of and this wonderful

group.

 

As the fear let up, I made the decision to participate in the

Shaktipat in March. I was nervous and still scared, but I felt that

I should not fight the K but allow it to move as it saw fit. This

was not an easy decision and fear wasn't far away still.

 

I had a blessed experience with Shaktipat. I was healed of my

back/hip pain and migraines. This has allowed me to cancel invasive

procedures and lead a more normal life as a wife and mother. Some

unexpected things came too, such as mediumship skills. This is not

something I wanted, but has ended up being a blessing too.

 

My life has completely changed in the past three months. I have had

too many great experiences to list, have had synchronicities and good

fortune. Things in my life that were a total mess have suddenly come

together beautifully.

 

I am still a newbie, but I don't fear this path any longer. I am not

walking alone, I have guidance. This group is a terrific, non

judgemental support system. It does take surrender and turning over

the reigns. The Ego never likes that one. It may have been a little

easier for me because I have always followed my intuition about

decisions.

 

I would like to suggest that if you are here, whether Chrism

recruited you or you found your way here on your own, it is no

coincidence.

 

I hope this helps some of you to feel more comfortable. If anyone

has anything they want to ask, feel free to email me.

 

Sarita

 

" I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death

that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it

to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn

the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be

nothing. Only I will remain. "

--- Frank Herbert, Dune

[Guest guest]

Sarita,

You have resonated deeply with me in this post,the whole time

reading it i felt electric, you have said it all there,thank you.

 

Im so happy for you as your words are said from the heart,honest and

truthful and a divine inspiration to anybody who has ANY doubts at

all.

 

The K certainly works through us all in wonderful ways,every time

someone writes a post, it reflects the thoughts of another who for

some reason has declined to post there thoughts.....I love it!!!

 

blessings

Karen

 

, " Sarita "

<sarita1969 wrote:

>

> A few short months ago I was having strange symptoms and Chrism

> suggested that I join this group. When I did I was given the

> Safeties which I thought were going to " stop " the Kundalini.

(lol)

> The first thing that happened when I did the tongue and finger

locks

> was a " thrumming " that started in my base chakra. I immediately

> stopped, very scared. I thought this was supposed to STOP these

> symptoms, not step them up!

>

> Everything I heard and read about the K scared the heck out of

me.

> All I could say was " I am recovering from an accident! I CAN'T do

> this right now!! " I realized that it was not that simple and that

I

> was better off under the supervision of and this wonderful

> group.

>

> As the fear let up, I made the decision to participate in the

> Shaktipat in March. I was nervous and still scared, but I felt

that

> I should not fight the K but allow it to move as it saw fit. This

> was not an easy decision and fear wasn't far away still.

>

> I had a blessed experience with Shaktipat. I was healed of my

> back/hip pain and migraines. This has allowed me to cancel

invasive

> procedures and lead a more normal life as a wife and mother. Some

> unexpected things came too, such as mediumship skills. This is

not

> something I wanted, but has ended up being a blessing too.

>

> My life has completely changed in the past three months. I have

had

> too many great experiences to list, have had synchronicities and

good

> fortune. Things in my life that were a total mess have suddenly

come

> together beautifully.

>

> I am still a newbie, but I don't fear this path any longer. I am

not

> walking alone, I have guidance. This group is a terrific, non

> judgemental support system. It does take surrender and turning

over

> the reigns. The Ego never likes that one. It may have been a

little

> easier for me because I have always followed my intuition about

> decisions.

>

> I would like to suggest that if you are here, whether Chrism

> recruited you or you found your way here on your own, it is no

> coincidence.

>

> I hope this helps some of you to feel more comfortable. If anyone

> has anything they want to ask, feel free to email me.

>

> Sarita

>

> " I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-

death

> that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit

it

> to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will

turn

> the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will

be

> nothing. Only I will remain. "

> --- Frank Herbert, Dune

>

[Guest guest]

I'm glad my words resonated with you Karen! The way I look at it, if

it touches just one person then it did it's job. Sometimes I

hesitate to post something embarrassing but then I think there might

be someone out there even more afraid to post it than I am. This is

one of the main reasons that I love the sharing here. We can touch

each other and give a hand up when someone else is stuck.

 

Sarita

 

, " Karen

Pickering " <karen_pckrng wrote:

>

> Sarita,

> You have resonated deeply with me in this post,the whole time

> reading it i felt electric, you have said it all there,thank you.

>

> Im so happy for you as your words are said from the heart,honest

and

> truthful and a divine inspiration to anybody who has ANY doubts at

> all.

[Guest guest]

You are an inspiration, Sarita...thank you so much for

sharing this.

 

Claudia

 

P.S. I love the quote from 'Dune'...one of my

favorite books AND movies.

 

--- Sarita <sarita1969 wrote:

 

> A few short months ago I was having strange symptoms

> and Chrism

> suggested that I join this group. When I did I was

> given the

> Safeties which I thought were going to " stop " the

> Kundalini. (lol)

>

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Sarita, I am one for sure who has been touch and encourage by your

post. I was also encouraged by Paul's withdrawing and then returning.

It caused me to do some deep soul searching and I came to the

descision that I do definitely want this without any doubts. When I

signed up for Shaktipat, I was figuring I would have most of the week

to my self, but that is not going to be the case. LOL! I was also a

little concerned about the surgery on my arm and not being able to do

all the Tibetans, but my arm did heal very fast. Then the next week

my husband was fired from his job. He is going to be here every day

during this time for I encouraged him to just take the whole summer

off and he did decide to do that. Maybe not the whole summer.

LOL! Things are good between us, so I feel it will be OK. He does

give me some funny looks about eating so much watermelon and all the

exercising. Hehe! He hasn't said a word, yet. I keep wondering what

he is thinking.

 

Blessings & Love

CC

 

 

 

, " Sarita "

<sarita1969 wrote:

>

> I'm glad my words resonated with you Karen! The way I look at it,

if

> it touches just one person then it did it's job. Sometimes I

> hesitate to post something embarrassing but then I think there

might

> be someone out there even more afraid to post it than I am. This

is

> one of the main reasons that I love the sharing here. We can touch

> each other and give a hand up when someone else is stuck.

>

> Sarita

>

> , " Karen

> Pickering " <karen_pckrng@> wrote:

> >

> > Sarita,

> > You have resonated deeply with me in this post,the whole time

> > reading it i felt electric, you have said it all there,thank you.

> >

> > Im so happy for you as your words are said from the heart,honest

> and

> > truthful and a divine inspiration to anybody who has ANY doubts

at

> > all.

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks for sharing your words of inspiration and encouragement Sarita.

I am looking forward to Shaktipat.

 

Anne

 

, " Sarita "

<sarita1969 wrote:

>

> A few short months ago I was having strange symptoms and Chrism

> suggested that I join this group. When I did I was given the

> Safeties which I thought were going to " stop " the Kundalini. (lol)

> The first thing that happened when I did the tongue and finger locks

> was a " thrumming " that started in my base chakra. I immediately

> stopped, very scared. I thought this was supposed to STOP these

> symptoms, not step them up!

>

> Everything I heard and read about the K scared the heck out of me.

> All I could say was " I am recovering from an accident! I CAN'T do

> this right now!! " I realized that it was not that simple and that I

> was better off under the supervision of and this wonderful

> group.

>

> As the fear let up, I made the decision to participate in the

> Shaktipat in March. I was nervous and still scared, but I felt that

> I should not fight the K but allow it to move as it saw fit. This

> was not an easy decision and fear wasn't far away still.

>

> I had a blessed experience with Shaktipat. I was healed of my

> back/hip pain and migraines. This has allowed me to cancel invasive

> procedures and lead a more normal life as a wife and mother. Some

> unexpected things came too, such as mediumship skills. This is not

> something I wanted, but has ended up being a blessing too.

>

> My life has completely changed in the past three months. I have had

> too many great experiences to list, have had synchronicities and good

> fortune. Things in my life that were a total mess have suddenly come

> together beautifully.

>

> I am still a newbie, but I don't fear this path any longer. I am not

> walking alone, I have guidance. This group is a terrific, non

> judgemental support system. It does take surrender and turning over

> the reigns. The Ego never likes that one. It may have been a little

> easier for me because I have always followed my intuition about

> decisions.

>

> I would like to suggest that if you are here, whether Chrism

> recruited you or you found your way here on your own, it is no

> coincidence.

>

> I hope this helps some of you to feel more comfortable. If anyone

> has anything they want to ask, feel free to email me.

>

> Sarita

>

> " I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death

> that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it

> to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn

> the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be

> nothing. Only I will remain. "

> --- Frank Herbert, Dune

>