Itching and seeing a Grid

[Guest guest]

Hello Everybody!

 

I have been pretty busy catching up on my reading material. I utilize

our local libraries Interlibrary Loan System to order hard to get

books from other lending libraries. I can only keep checked out books

for a certain amount of time before I have to return them. I finished

the last book yesterday evening.

 

This morning I woke up around 4 AM with extreme body itching again,

especially along the spine. You know that hard to reach place back

there. These last few days I have been experiencing the itching

effect throught the day and some nights but nothing that was

unmanageable or nerve racking. This morning was different as I could

not scratch enough to achieve calmness.

 

While asleep I was seeing inner space(the black void) and seeing it

differently than I had before. This time I was seeing it with GRID

outlines turning to different colors but the most prominent color was

RED in all directions as in 3D style. I do not know the meaning of

this or why I was shown this. I find I see differently than most

peoples reality. I don't always see what is just in front of me or

what I want to see. I do not try to control it--I acknowledge it and

let it be.

 

I have been reading everyones postings and find all very helpful and

full of LOVE and Support. I know, I am a quiet one! But I do enjoy

hearing from everyone, even if I am on the sideline. I do need some

help with this I know. Most times when something comes to mind--as

karma has it--somebody else just wrote about it. Interesting how that

always happens. I get a chuckle when this happens. I acknowledge this

is my biggest fear to date that I know of. I fear writing something

that may offend someone or hurt someone. I just can't bare that so I

hold things in. My heart just aches for everyone and this feeling of

unconditional love(blissful) overwhelms me as I want to share with

everyone.

 

I am so anxious to experience shaktipat. Something that I have

desired for so long. Just knowing we have the full confidence in

Chris and our K that we will have the love and support makes this

easier for me and for others I suppose.

 

Wishing you all a 'Happy Shaktipat'.

 

 

Thank You and much L O V E,

 

DenDen

[Guest guest]

Yes Hello Den Den,

Nice to read you! You are being shown the progress

of your Kundalini thus far. The itching is another aspect of this, a

form of " seeing with tactile vision " .

 

The olive oil massage may help this as it is good for many of the

tactile based topical pains and sensations that the K can bring. If

you can cover yourself with salt water as from the ocean this may also

be helpful or a body of water with a high Saline content. More than

once.

 

Keep your tongue and eyes and fingers locked. Have some watermelon as

the selenium content and the percentages of sugars and other nutrients

in the watermelon serve those inside an early activation very well.

Stay hydrated and happy.

 

No fears about hurting another. Part of the process is being able to

speak your truths as they come to you. Communication laced with love

and consideration is typically a safe venue. Its good to read you Den

Den.

 

The love will continue to flow my friend. Open to it and respond to it

and give of it to others. The two that are one and the one that is two

are changing you from the inside out. Surrender with love. Feel the

gentle caress of thier familiar embrace. They are the you that is in

the becoming. -

[Guest guest]

DenDen

I so enjoyed reading your post, your beauty has touched me.

Theres no harm in being quiet my friend, you are you,wonderful and

warm. Dont be afraid of hurting anyone, you wont, you will find your

posts reflect anothers question a lot as you have noticed,theres a

lot of syncronocities and i believe the K works us for the good of

all here.

You spoke of the itching, this has been happening me too, outbreaks,

so itchy they become painful.

The other night while i was meditating i got bad itching on my

forehead,lost my concentration as it was so annoying,i found a

little solution, i felt compelled to wet my fingers inside my mouth

and wet the area on my forehead where the itch was, i have to say, i

was amazed at what happened, the area seemed to cool straight away

and i felt like there was a hand on the side of my head, i slipped

back into my med and the feeling of pressure stayed there for the

whole time,but i didnt itch.

 

I think its great how you are getting on, good for you!

 

love

Karen

[Guest guest]

Hi DenDen,

 

I'm glad you wrote this because I think were very much the same.

I don't post as much as I think I should either, not out of lack of

compassion or sharing but a hesitancy to say the wrong thing. Maybe I

think that I'll be seen as patronizing instead of sharing something

that works for me. Part of this comes from a lifetime spent resisting

the urge to push my ideas and beliefs on others.

 

Also I'd have to say that writing is about 4th on my list of preferred

ways to communicate after music, art and talking. I'm practically

irrepressible around my friends when it comes to saying whats on my

mind. Too much sometimes!

 

However when it comes to writing to those who don't know me so well I

worry about being misunderstood and my writing becomes plodding and

calculated. It loses Shakti. :-)

 

Anyway, I'm going to try to write more without worrying about it. For

some it comes easier than others.

 

To quote Steve Martin:

" Some people have a way with words, Some no have way "

 

Take care and keep doing what you're doing,

 

Peace,

g.

 

p.s.

It took me about half an hour to write that.

 

 

> I have been reading everyones postings and find all very helpful and

> full of LOVE and Support. I know, I am a quiet one! But I do enjoy

> hearing from everyone, even if I am on the sideline. I do need some

> help with this I know. Most times when something comes to mind--as

> karma has it--somebody else just wrote about it. Interesting how that

> always happens. I get a chuckle when this happens. I acknowledge this

> is my biggest fear to date that I know of. I fear writing something

> that may offend someone or hurt someone. I just can't bare that so I

> hold things in. My heart just aches for everyone and this feeling of

> unconditional love(blissful) overwhelms me as I want to share with

> everyone.

>

> I am so anxious to experience shaktipat. Something that I have

> desired for so long. Just knowing we have the full confidence in

> Chris and our K that we will have the love and support makes this

> easier for me and for others I suppose.

>

> Wishing you all a 'Happy Shaktipat'.

>

>

> Thank You and much L O V E,

>

> DenDen

>

[Guest guest]

Please Gary, keep posting!! You should know by now that this is a

very supportive group. I know what you mean about being

misunderstood, it is an easy thing to happen when typing messages.

This is a very understanding and forgiving bunch though. Please share

with us, it is what makes this group so terrific!

 

Sarita

 

, " garyg "

<lapis.nrg wrote:

>

> Hi DenDen,

>

> I'm glad you wrote this because I think were very much the same.

> I don't post as much as I think I should either, not out of lack of

> compassion or sharing but a hesitancy to say the wrong thing. Maybe

[Guest guest]

DenDen & Gary--

 

You are not alone in your anxiety about communicating. I seem to have issues

with that as

well.

 

I once worked at one place where I was demonized for my opinions, and eventually

was

driven out of the small community where I lived. The next job I said absolutely

nothing,

almost to the point of seeming odd, and the woman didn't like me. She would tell

my boss in

front of me how inefficient, incompetent, etc. I was. Not a great experience,

and I think it was

karma in some way. Nonetheless it makes for difficulties communicating.

 

So don't worry. Be happy.

 

Peace,

Shankari Kali

[Guest guest]

Thank you, DenDen for such a lovely post!!...I'm feeling it!!!! Love,

Jeannette

 

 

 

 

 

 

, " Denny "

<dennynorton wrote:

>

> Hello Everybody!

>

> I have been pretty busy catching up on my reading material. I

utilize

> our local libraries Interlibrary Loan System to order hard to get

> books from other lending libraries. I can only keep checked out

books

> for a certain amount of time before I have to return them. I

finished

> the last book yesterday evening.

>

> This morning I woke up around 4 AM with extreme body itching again,

> especially along the spine. You know that hard to reach place back

> there. These last few days I have been experiencing the itching

> effect throught the day and some nights but nothing that was

> unmanageable or nerve racking. This morning was different as I

could

> not scratch enough to achieve calmness.

>

> While asleep I was seeing inner space(the black void) and seeing it

> differently than I had before. This time I was seeing it with GRID

> outlines turning to different colors but the most prominent color

was

> RED in all directions as in 3D style. I do not know the meaning of

> this or why I was shown this. I find I see differently than most

> peoples reality. I don't always see what is just in front of me or

> what I want to see. I do not try to control it--I acknowledge it

and

> let it be.

>

> I have been reading everyones postings and find all very helpful

and

> full of LOVE and Support. I know, I am a quiet one! But I do enjoy

> hearing from everyone, even if I am on the sideline. I do need some

> help with this I know. Most times when something comes to mind--as

> karma has it--somebody else just wrote about it. Interesting how

that

> always happens. I get a chuckle when this happens. I acknowledge

this

> is my biggest fear to date that I know of. I fear writing something

> that may offend someone or hurt someone. I just can't bare that so

I

> hold things in. My heart just aches for everyone and this feeling

of

> unconditional love(blissful) overwhelms me as I want to share with

> everyone.

>

> I am so anxious to experience shaktipat. Something that I have

> desired for so long. Just knowing we have the full confidence in

> Chris and our K that we will have the love and support makes this

> easier for me and for others I suppose.

>

> Wishing you all a 'Happy Shaktipat'.

>

>

> Thank You and much L O V E,

>

> DenDen

>

[Guest guest]

I know how maddening itching can be. My legs were itching like heck and no

amount of lotion would make it go away. Maybe you should try some mint or

eucalyptus lotion as it helps to cool the skin and you can't feel the itch

so much. I only dreamed about a grid and I was jumping from grid to grid. I

hope you get rid of the crazy itching soon. If doesn't last forever.

 

 

 

 

Love,Nicole