Tara's dreams from first night of Shaktipat

[Guest guest]

Not that these are super strange, like the dreams I had as Shaktipat was

descending at 3:am, but I thought I'd share anyway.

In the first dream;

I was in a school play, and my past life mother was there watching me. I looked

up and noticed her beautiful soul-lit eyes, and saw her approving look. My heart

felt happy.

 

In the second dream;

I was in a military group. We were doing some kind of exercise, through what

kind of looked like a junkyard. It was a desolate area of just dirt, I don't

remember seeing any grass. We were seemingly surrounded by a big barbed wire

gate, but part of our exercise went around the outside of the gate, so we

weren't actually confined. We had guns, and we were walking very low to the

ground, as we checked for explosives. I saw some sort of a cloth bag, it was

hanging from the gate. I went to touch it, and the woman leader of our group (I

don't know what her title was) said something harsh to me. I felt bad, but I

wanted to learn from my mistakes, and I couldn't understand what I did wrong. I

wanted her to tell me, but she only said something like " You just chose your

fate " , or " It would seem as though you want to die, now wouldn't it? "

I felt like maybe my scorned inner child was keeping me from understanding the

lesson, I felt bound by the feeling I had over the words she used, and I didn't

want to feel that way, and I wanted to know what I did wrong. I threw myself

down in a crawling position on the ground..on the dirt..and said, " Tell me

ma'am, what have I done, please tell me? I just wanted to tap the bag to see if

it felt like just a bag, or one with explosives in it. If it felt like

explosives, I would shoot it. Tell me ma'am, what did I do? " I was afraid she

was going to throw me out into the wilderness in which I did not know my way,

and that environment was scary, I didn't want to leave her side, as stern as she

was. I was on the ground, holding her pant leg, begging for an answer. She

looked down at me and when I saw her eyes, I heard the answer in my mind, and

then I knew. If it had been real explosives, I would already be dead, no time to

shoot them out. I'm not sure, but the feel of that

woman's energy and her stern, yet caring and ever guiding nature..reminded me

of my past life mother. Now the feel of that woman makes me think of Chrism,

because he always will tell me like it is, if I'm not paying attention to the

guidelines, or if I'm making a mistake..and sometimes it makes me defensive, but

I know that's only this human ego- so I look past that, so I can understand

fully, where I need to be.

Love and blessings to you,

Tara

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Tara, I believe both of these dreams are K-related.

In both, you are hoping that your 'performance' during

Shaktipat will be pleasing and acceptable to Shakti.

 

In the first dream, Shakti showed her benign side; in

the second, she showed her no-nonsense side. 'You

choose your fate'...that really sounds like Shakti!

" Play by my rules or die "

 

My take,

Love,

Claudia

 

--- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote:

 

> Not that these are super strange, like the dreams I

> had as Shaktipat was descending at 3:am, but I

> thought I'd share anyway.

> In the first dream;

> I was in a school play, and my past life mother was

> there watching me. I looked up and noticed her

> beautiful soul-lit eyes, and saw her approving look.

> My heart felt happy.

>

> In the second dream;

> I was in a military group. We were doing some kind

> of exercise, through what kind of looked like a

> junkyard. It was a desolate area of just dirt, I

> don't remember seeing any grass. We were seemingly

> surrounded by a big barbed wire gate, but part of

> our exercise went around the outside of the gate, so

> we weren't actually confined. We had guns, and we

> were walking very low to the ground, as we checked

> for explosives. I saw some sort of a cloth bag, it

> was hanging from the gate. I went to touch it, and

> the woman leader of our group (I don't know what her

> title was) said something harsh to me. I felt bad,

> but I wanted to learn from my mistakes, and I

> couldn't understand what I did wrong. I wanted her

> to tell me, but she only said something like " You

> just chose your fate " , or " It would seem as though

> you want to die, now wouldn't it? "

> I felt like maybe my scorned inner child was keeping

> me from understanding the lesson, I felt bound by

> the feeling I had over the words she used, and I

> didn't want to feel that way, and I wanted to know

> what I did wrong. I threw myself down in a crawling

> position on the ground..on the dirt..and said, "

> Tell me ma'am, what have I done, please tell me? I

> just wanted to tap the bag to see if it felt like

> just a bag, or one with explosives in it. If it felt

> like explosives, I would shoot it. Tell me ma'am,

> what did I do? " I was afraid she was going to throw

> me out into the wilderness in which I did not know

> my way, and that environment was scary, I didn't

> want to leave her side, as stern as she was. I was

> on the ground, holding her pant leg, begging for an

> answer. She looked down at me and when I saw her

> eyes, I heard the answer in my mind, and then I

> knew. If it had been real explosives, I would

> already be dead, no time to shoot them out. I'm not

> sure, but the feel of that

> woman's energy and her stern, yet caring and ever

> guiding nature..reminded me of my past life mother.

> Now the feel of that woman makes me think of Chrism,

> because he always will tell me like it is, if I'm

> not paying attention to the guidelines, or if I'm

> making a mistake..and sometimes it makes me

> defensive, but I know that's only this human ego- so

> I look past that, so I can understand fully, where I

> need to be.

> Love and blessings to you,

> Tara

>

>

>

>

> Pinpoint customers who are looking for what you

> sell.

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been

> removed]

>

>

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Wow, that's awesome...and a good lesson for me.

It seems like no matter how many years go by, I still need to be reminded

to stay in line. LOL Thankfully Shakti knows me by now, and gave me that dream.

That will help me to stay within all the guidelines.

Thanks for the great interpretation, Claudia!

Love,

Tara

 

Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote:

Tara, I believe both of these dreams are K-related.

In both, you are hoping that your 'performance' during

Shaktipat will be pleasing and acceptable to Shakti.

 

In the first dream, Shakti showed her benign side; in

the second, she showed her no-nonsense side. 'You

choose your fate'...that really sounds like Shakti!

" Play by my rules or die "

 

My take,

Love,

Claudia

 

--- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote:

 

> Not that these are super strange, like the dreams I

> had as Shaktipat was descending at 3:am, but I

> thought I'd share anyway.

> In the first dream;

> I was in a school play, and my past life mother was

> there watching me. I looked up and noticed her

> beautiful soul-lit eyes, and saw her approving look.

> My heart felt happy.

>

> In the second dream;

> I was in a military group. We were doing some kind

> of exercise, through what kind of looked like a

> junkyard. It was a desolate area of just dirt, I

> don't remember seeing any grass. We were seemingly

> surrounded by a big barbed wire gate, but part of

> our exercise went around the outside of the gate, so

> we weren't actually confined. We had guns, and we

> were walking very low to the ground, as we checked

> for explosives. I saw some sort of a cloth bag, it

> was hanging from the gate. I went to touch it, and

> the woman leader of our group (I don't know what her

> title was) said something harsh to me. I felt bad,

> but I wanted to learn from my mistakes, and I

> couldn't understand what I did wrong. I wanted her

> to tell me, but she only said something like " You

> just chose your fate " , or " It would seem as though

> you want to die, now wouldn't it? "

> I felt like maybe my scorned inner child was keeping

> me from understanding the lesson, I felt bound by

> the feeling I had over the words she used, and I

> didn't want to feel that way, and I wanted to know

> what I did wrong. I threw myself down in a crawling

> position on the ground..on the dirt..and said, "

> Tell me ma'am, what have I done, please tell me? I

> just wanted to tap the bag to see if it felt like

> just a bag, or one with explosives in it. If it felt

> like explosives, I would shoot it. Tell me ma'am,

> what did I do? " I was afraid she was going to throw

> me out into the wilderness in which I did not know

> my way, and that environment was scary, I didn't

> want to leave her side, as stern as she was. I was

> on the ground, holding her pant leg, begging for an

> answer. She looked down at me and when I saw her

> eyes, I heard the answer in my mind, and then I

> knew. If it had been real explosives, I would

> already be dead, no time to shoot them out. I'm not

> sure, but the feel of that

> woman's energy and her stern, yet caring and ever

> guiding nature..reminded me of my past life mother.

> Now the feel of that woman makes me think of Chrism,

> because he always will tell me like it is, if I'm

> not paying attention to the guidelines, or if I'm

> making a mistake..and sometimes it makes me

> defensive, but I know that's only this human ego- so

> I look past that, so I can understand fully, where I

> need to be.

> Love and blessings to you,

> Tara

>

>

>

>

> Pinpoint customers who are looking for what you

> sell.

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been

> removed]

>

>

 

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