To Laura

June 23, 2007

Hello Laura,

I know what you're talking about. It may not be the

same experience but similar. I also am under attack.

Lately the pain has been really severe and I find

desperation drives me to try strange things.

What brings some relief, sometimes, is mixing holy

water with lotion and rubbing it on the area that is

being stung. Sometimes keeping it on at all times

wards off attacks. (you can get it at some Catholic

Supply Stores, or dip a bottle in the basin at the

inside door of a church...a plastic syringe works

better and faster!)

What helps lately, if I can concentrate above the

pain, is to somehow send back to the attacker what

they are doing to me. It feels like I push energy back

out through my body to them with the intent to repell

what they are doing, and to let them receive it. It

does work. But if they hit hard there is no way I can

move any energy.

I noticed that the most vibration and feel of them is

centered around my feet so I started applying the

lotion there and wearing a footie. Thats when the

attacks became severe, so it tells me I'm doing

something right! I've kept at it hoping at some point

they will move on. Don't know how long I can bear it,

but maybe some new ideas will come to me and I'll pass

them on to you.

A fellow warrior.

Warm love, dhyana

--- chrism <> wrote:

> Hello Laura,

> So the " Essene Prayer " didnt work? Or it

> did for a while

> and then stopped working? The incursion didnt work

> as well and now

> you are back to square one. Yes? Is this the current

> condition? -

>

--- In

> , " L K "

>

> <spacegypsie wrote:

> >

> > Dear & List,

> >

> > I have really been struggling again, and am

> reaching out in refuge.

> >

> > The " entities " or " beings " have attacked me so

> much for so long, I

> have been

> > sick for several weeks, and also in a consistent

> level of chronic

> pain. I

> > continue to surrendur, reach out for support, get

> physical contact

> to soothe

> > my nervous system, eat roots, etc...I am trying to

> practice the

> safeties,

> > though my whole self and body are worn down. I

> take care of

> myself, try to

> > breathe, meditate with the discomfort, and they

> still act against,

> quite

> > virulently.

> >

> > I recently got an MRI and EEG, as well as

> extensive blood work

> done, just to

> > make sure there was nothing wrong with my physical

> body, and it

> came back

> > normal. I feel my organs are all fine with the

> exception of my

> heart. The

> > high levels of stress on my body have resulted in

> a frequent

> irregular heart

> > beat (my thyroid is fine). My circuitry is really

> out of whack.

> I just

> > ordered Magnesium Taurate to see if that will

> help, and am also

> going to go

> > back to the doc and get my heart fully checked out

> so I can

> hopefully put my

> > mind at ease.

> >

> > It seems like the entities continue to evolve new

> ways to attack

> my physical

> > body, even when I am experiencing times of feeling

> healthy and

> safe with a

> > strong remberance of my whole sense of self before

> the onset in

> January, and

> > I don't have a good pain management strategy. I

> don't feel like

> my mind

> > state is bringing on these attacks.

> >

> > I can deal with the emotional imbalances this is

> incurring, the

> dramatic

> > swings of emotion as my spirit and body respond to

> being under

> attack...but

> > I love myself deeply and don't want this process,

> whatever it is,

> to harm my

> > physical body.

> >

> > I have tried fully standing up to them,

> harmonizing with them,

> ignoring

> > them, staying true to my 32 prior years of

> experiencing wholeness

> of mind,

> > body and spirit, it seems no matter what my

> emotional or mental

> relationship

> > to them and to myself, they are still actively

> trying to kill or

> harm me.

> >

> > I really don't have a good understanding of what

> is happening to

> me, how to

> > relate to it, or whether despite my self-care

> practices, I am

> moving in the

> > right direction. I esp don't have a good

> understanding of how to

> relate to

> > this world of " beings " which are constantly

> swarming me (I mean

> constant,

> > like mosquitos to a moose). Even when I am

> standing in my power

> and can

> > connect to my strong sense of self, they don't

> leave me alone.

> >

> > Anyway, I write to the list, since I am feeling

> lost at this

> point. I am

> > not comfortable with becoming addicted to pain

> killers, I know the

> > psychiatric drugs won't " cure " this/make it worse,

> so I keep

> turning to

> > touch, nature, food, supplements, homeopathy,

> whatever is natural

> and

> > soothing...but I need to make sure I am honoring

> the physical

> limits of my

> > body to handle what I am going through, and would

> love any

> resources or

> > responses to help me, my heart, get through this

> and especially

> out of

> > attack.

> >

> > Thanks for listening,

> > Peace,

> > Laura

> >

> > [Non-text portions of this message have been

> removed]

> >

>

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June 23, 2007

Here is a simple procedure you both might try. Envision yourself enclosed in an

egg or bubble with particular emphisis on keeping the bubble closed at the

crown, feet and the palm areas. Make the outside of the surface of the bubble

like a mirror that will deflect anything that you do not want to come to you.

It is good to learn to always hold this intention or to check back often to see

if the bubble seems still to be there or if there are any missing or thinning

parts.

In your circumstances put whatever seems right to you inside the bubble...pink

light, gold sparkles, God consciousness, etc. I like Kali for fighting these

things as she is fierce yet caring. I see myself and Kali in a sort of pink/gold

fog with silver and gold sparkles inside the bubble fighting intruders, lol.

Then go about your business sort of knowing you are protected and nothing and no

one can touch you.

If you have entities with you when you start this process, intend that they

will gently be put outside the bubble by whatever you have put inside. Like

warm pressurized air pushing them out beyond the membrane of protection you have

created. Do not worry if it will happen, as that leaves an opening for them to

possibly stay. Just know that it will. Ask God/Goddess or whatever you might

think about to help you create and maintain this protection and offer gratitude

for the help often.

I will help hold the space and will sort of gently blow them out of your space

if you wish...just tell me if you are going to try and when.

We have much help around us who will teach us and help us if we ask.

In gratefulness,

Sherri

--

The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein

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