Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 With all respect to those who have suffered from entities- and for the ones who are new at all of this (IE: extreme 'Virgins')- I will be 54 on September 11th. I have seen, interacted, been guided by, protected by (etc- etc) 'spirits' or 'entities' (or whatever label anyone wants to give them) since my earliest memories. The only times I even came close to a 'scary problem' was when I purposely tried to 'astral travel' to a man I met online whom I perceived as being mentally ill. I thought I could help. That night was one hellish nightmare, replete with evil ghost, demons, wicked witches and other tortured souls. I believe these were the creatures that tormented HIM! I understood his pain. The other time was when I spent the night in my martial arts school. Before I bought it, it was home to some people who lived at the 'bottom of self respect " (drugs, extreme alcohol use, extreme profanity, anger---God knows what else). Several of the former residents have died. One night (as I was intent on A.P.) they came to me. I was fully aware of the room and fully aware of them. I was not asleep. They were angry. We fought---and fought---and fought. In the middle of all of this fighting, I became embarrassed at my lack of self control. I'm a Martial Arts master! I should be in better control! I apologized for my rudeness. I understood they were confused. They once owned the building that I now have taken over. I helped them understand the situation; with no words exchanged--- just thought energy. I felt the peace in the building, then. The rest of the nights I spent there (there were many) I never heard from them again. I did once feel a presence looking over my shoulder as I was painting the place. I even saw the shadow of two people. I finished the stroke of the paint roller and turned around to speak. No one was present. No where! I smiled. There was peace in the air. I spoke aloud: " Hope you folks like the new paint job! " . My thoughts? Do we attract Evil Entities when our mind set is 'wrong'? Maybe I have (usually) had a compassionate and mostly fearless way of looking at the universe (since I was born). I guess growing up with " interesting visitors " they don't frighten me. (They seem to visit less often as I get older). I am not scared--I really welcome them, and usually ask: Can I help you in some way? " . Any thoughts from the very experienced? Thank You! God Bless You All! Hang in there! :) Stephen C. , novalees <Novalees wrote: > > Hello Group. > > I just want to say that this can happen at any time, > not only when one is blown into the Astral. It appears > there are many doors entities can come through. You > may dabble in something and not even be aware that you > are opening a door until it is too late, then there > may be no closing it. So do be careful what you touch. > A moment of excitement or satisfaction in learning > something or feeling something may turn out to be too > expensive a price to pay for what may follow as a > consequence. Imho. Love, dhyana > > > --- chrism <> wrote: > > This is what can happen when a person is blown into > the Astral. This > is what can happen if the K is blown open. No guidance > except from > those who haven't gone there except in their imaginings. > > > > ____________________ ______________ > Be a better Heartthrob. Get better relationship answers from someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. > http://answers./dir/?link=list & sid=396545433 > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 Hi Stephen, From what I gather there are many different kinds of entities, as there are different kinds of people. The catagory I'm referring to are not the confused or friendly type, they are mean...and do not respond to kindness. I just wish I was a spiritual martial artist so I would know how to handle them. Maybe this is my class room! Love, dhyana --- Stephen AKA Master Condrey <stephencondrey wrote: > With all respect to those who have suffered from > entities- > and for the ones who are new at all of this (IE: > extreme 'Virgins')- > > I will be 54 on September 11th. > I have seen, interacted, been guided by, protected > by (etc- > etc) 'spirits' or 'entities' (or whatever label > anyone wants to give > them) since my earliest memories. > > The only times I even came close to a 'scary > problem' was when I > purposely tried to 'astral travel' to a man I met > online whom I > perceived as being mentally ill. I thought I could > help. > > That night was one hellish nightmare, replete with > evil ghost, > demons, wicked witches and other tortured souls. I > believe these were > the creatures that tormented HIM! I understood his > pain. > > The other time was when I spent the night in my > martial arts school. > Before I bought it, it was home to some people who > lived at > the 'bottom of self respect " (drugs, extreme alcohol > use, extreme > profanity, anger---God knows what else). Several of > the former > residents have died. > One night (as I was intent on A.P.) they came to me. > I was fully > aware of the room and fully aware of them. I was not > asleep. > > They were angry. We fought---and fought---and > fought. > In the middle of all of this fighting, I became > embarrassed at my > lack of self control. I'm a Martial Arts master! I > should be in > better control! I apologized for my rudeness. I > understood they were > confused. They once owned the building that I now > have taken over. > I helped them understand the situation; with no > words exchanged--- > just thought energy. I felt the peace in the > building, then. > The rest of the nights I spent there (there were > many) I never heard > from them again. > > I did once feel a presence looking over my shoulder > as I was painting > the place. I even saw the shadow of two people. I > finished the stroke > of the paint roller and turned around to speak. No > one was present. > No where! I smiled. There was peace in the air. I > spoke aloud: " Hope > you folks like the new paint job! " . > > My thoughts? > Do we attract Evil Entities when our mind set is > 'wrong'? > > Maybe I have (usually) had a compassionate and > mostly fearless way of > looking at the universe (since I was born). I guess > growing up > with " interesting visitors " they don't frighten me. > (They seem to > visit less often as I get older). I am not scared--I > really welcome > them, and usually ask: Can I help you in some way? " . > > Any thoughts from the very experienced? > > Thank You! > God Bless You All! > Hang in there! > :) > Stephen C. > > --- In > , > novalees > <Novalees wrote: > > > > Hello Group. > > > > I just want to say that this can happen at any > time, > > not only when one is blown into the Astral. It > appears > > there are many doors entities can come through. > You > > may dabble in something and not even be aware that > you > > are opening a door until it is too late, then > there > > may be no closing it. So do be careful what you > touch. > > A moment of excitement or satisfaction in learning > > something or feeling something may turn out to be > too > > expensive a price to pay for what may follow as a > > consequence. Imho. Love, dhyana > > > > > > --- chrism <> wrote: > > > > This is what can happen when a person is blown > into > > the Astral. This > > is what can happen if the K is blown open. No > guidance > > except from > > those who haven't gone there except in their > imaginings. > > > > > > > > > ____________________ > ______________ > > Be a better Heartthrob. Get better relationship > answers from > someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. > > > http://answers./dir/?link=list & sid=396545433 > > > > > ______________________________\ ____ Don't pick lemons. See all the new 2007 cars at Autos. http://autos./new_cars.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 Hi again! I just wanted to add that its not a matter of attracting them, in this case. It was a matter of opening a door. So, some of the knowledge of dealing with entities that has to do with attraction and fears doesn't apply. I'm not afraid of them. They torment, I try to defend myself from their meanness. They want more access to me than what they can get, and I don't allow it. So they keep trying. I tell them they are wasting their time. I'm very stubborn, and have no intention of allowing pain to change my mind. I send them positive energy, love, guidance,...and still defend myself the best I am able. And will continue even though others have different ideas of what is going on, they're not walking in my shoes. Hugs. Love, dhyana , novalees <Novalees wrote: > > Hi Stephen, > > From what I gather there are many different kinds of > entities, as there are different kinds of people. The > catagory I'm referring to are not the confused or > friendly type, they are mean...and do not respond to > kindness. I just wish I was a spiritual martial artist > so I would know how to handle them. Maybe this is my > class room! Love, dhyana > > > --- Stephen AKA Master Condrey > <stephencondrey wrote: > > > With all respect to those who have suffered from > > entities- > > and for the ones who are new at all of this (IE: > > extreme 'Virgins')- > > > > I will be 54 on September 11th. > > I have seen, interacted, been guided by, protected > > by (etc- > > etc) 'spirits' or 'entities' (or whatever label > > anyone wants to give > > them) since my earliest memories. > > > > The only times I even came close to a 'scary > > problem' was when I > > purposely tried to 'astral travel' to a man I met > > online whom I > > perceived as being mentally ill. I thought I could > > help. > > > > That night was one hellish nightmare, replete with > > evil ghost, > > demons, wicked witches and other tortured souls. I > > believe these were > > the creatures that tormented HIM! I understood his > > pain. > > > > The other time was when I spent the night in my > > martial arts school. > > Before I bought it, it was home to some people who > > lived at > > the 'bottom of self respect " (drugs, extreme alcohol > > use, extreme > > profanity, anger---God knows what else). Several of > > the former > > residents have died. > > One night (as I was intent on A.P.) they came to me. > > I was fully > > aware of the room and fully aware of them. I was not > > asleep. > > > > They were angry. We fought---and fought---and > > fought. > > In the middle of all of this fighting, I became > > embarrassed at my > > lack of self control. I'm a Martial Arts master! I > > should be in > > better control! I apologized for my rudeness. I > > understood they were > > confused. They once owned the building that I now > > have taken over. > > I helped them understand the situation; with no > > words exchanged--- > > just thought energy. I felt the peace in the > > building, then. > > The rest of the nights I spent there (there were > > many) I never heard > > from them again. > > > > I did once feel a presence looking over my shoulder > > as I was painting > > the place. I even saw the shadow of two people. I > > finished the stroke > > of the paint roller and turned around to speak. No > > one was present. > > No where! I smiled. There was peace in the air. I > > spoke aloud: " Hope > > you folks like the new paint job! " . > > > > My thoughts? > > Do we attract Evil Entities when our mind set is > > 'wrong'? > > > > Maybe I have (usually) had a compassionate and > > mostly fearless way of > > looking at the universe (since I was born). I guess > > growing up > > with " interesting visitors " they don't frighten me. > > (They seem to > > visit less often as I get older). I am not scared--I > > really welcome > > them, and usually ask: Can I help you in some way? " . > > > > Any thoughts from the very experienced? > > > > Thank You! > > God Bless You All! > > Hang in there! > > :) > > Stephen C. > > > > --- In > > , > > novalees > > <Novalees@> wrote: > > > > > > Hello Group. > > > > > > I just want to say that this can happen at any > > time, > > > not only when one is blown into the Astral. It > > appears > > > there are many doors entities can come through. > > You > > > may dabble in something and not even be aware that > > you > > > are opening a door until it is too late, then > > there > > > may be no closing it. So do be careful what you > > touch. > > > A moment of excitement or satisfaction in learning > > > something or feeling something may turn out to be > > too > > > expensive a price to pay for what may follow as a > > > consequence. Imho. Love, dhyana > > > > > > > > > --- chrism <@> wrote: > > > > > > This is what can happen when a person is blown > > into > > > the Astral. This > > > is what can happen if the K is blown open. No > > guidance > > > except from > > > those who haven't gone there except in their > > imaginings. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ____________________ > > ______________ > > > Be a better Heartthrob. Get better relationship > > answers from > > someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. > > > > > > http://answers./dir/?link=list & sid=396545433 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ______________________________\ ____ > Don't pick lemons. > See all the new 2007 cars at Autos. > http://autos./new_cars.html > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 I agree with you 100% Dhyana, and being a chriatian doesn't exempt this from happening. Speaking from experience. Stephen, I grew up with seeing ghostly people and none that were in my house seemed negative, so my experience with entities hasn't been as drastic as yours. My worse experience was with a negative one that followed me home from watching the Exorist movie. I was not a christian at the time and it happened about the time I began experimenting with marijuana. Watching that movie, the marijuana, playing with an ouija board was not a good thing in itself, but work as a catalyst for me, which spurred me on to the spiritual path in a hurry. blessings CC , " Stephen AKA Master Condrey " <stephencondrey wrote: > > With all respect to those who have suffered from entities- > and for the ones who are new at all of this (IE: extreme 'Virgins')- > > I will be 54 on September 11th. > I have seen, interacted, been guided by, protected by (etc- > etc) 'spirits' or 'entities' (or whatever label anyone wants to give > them) since my earliest memories. > > The only times I even came close to a 'scary problem' was when I > purposely tried to 'astral travel' to a man I met online whom I > perceived as being mentally ill. I thought I could help. > > That night was one hellish nightmare, replete with evil ghost, > demons, wicked witches and other tortured souls. I believe these were > the creatures that tormented HIM! I understood his pain. > > The other time was when I spent the night in my martial arts school. > Before I bought it, it was home to some people who lived at > the 'bottom of self respect " (drugs, extreme alcohol use, extreme > profanity, anger---God knows what else). Several of the former > residents have died. > One night (as I was intent on A.P.) they came to me. I was fully > aware of the room and fully aware of them. I was not asleep. > > They were angry. We fought---and fought---and fought. > In the middle of all of this fighting, I became embarrassed at my > lack of self control. I'm a Martial Arts master! I should be in > better control! I apologized for my rudeness. I understood they were > confused. They once owned the building that I now have taken over. > I helped them understand the situation; with no words exchanged--- > just thought energy. I felt the peace in the building, then. > The rest of the nights I spent there (there were many) I never heard > from them again. > > I did once feel a presence looking over my shoulder as I was painting > the place. I even saw the shadow of two people. I finished the stroke > of the paint roller and turned around to speak. No one was present. > No where! I smiled. There was peace in the air. I spoke aloud: " Hope > you folks like the new paint job! " . > > My thoughts? > Do we attract Evil Entities when our mind set is 'wrong'? > > Maybe I have (usually) had a compassionate and mostly fearless way of > looking at the universe (since I was born). I guess growing up > with " interesting visitors " they don't frighten me. (They seem to > visit less often as I get older). I am not scared--I really welcome > them, and usually ask: Can I help you in some way? " . > > Any thoughts from the very experienced? > > Thank You! > God Bless You All! > Hang in there! > :) > Stephen C. > > , novalees > <Novalees@> wrote: > > > > Hello Group. > > > > I just want to say that this can happen at any time, > > not only when one is blown into the Astral. It appears > > there are many doors entities can come through. You > > may dabble in something and not even be aware that you > > are opening a door until it is too late, then there > > may be no closing it. So do be careful what you touch. > > A moment of excitement or satisfaction in learning > > something or feeling something may turn out to be too > > expensive a price to pay for what may follow as a > > consequence. Imho. Love, dhyana > > > > > > --- chrism <@> wrote: > > > > This is what can happen when a person is blown into > > the Astral. This > > is what can happen if the K is blown open. No guidance > > except from > > those who haven't gone there except in their imaginings. > > > > > > > > > ____________________ > ______________ > > Be a better Heartthrob. Get better relationship answers from > someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. > > http://answers./dir/?link=list & sid=396545433 > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 Hi Dhyana, I haven't had experiences like yours...but I have opened some doors which were scary...and then I closed them. Is this a possibility for you? I know this is for me and I know that my training from other lifetimes is the reason, so now I'd like to find out more about what people experience and why. In my knowledge, I am able to control what happens to me by controling my thoughts and what goes on in my mind. It is really because of my belief and knowledge of this that I can do this. When we were kids, my older sister used to try to torture me all the time and she saw it as a personal challenge to try to 'break' me. Now I can see that as a great blessing, which helped me to train my mind to not be affected by it. When I read what you write, I can see a similarity in how you are using this experience to become strong and not let it affect you. All these things are temporary, right? I like your strength and attitude...it's great! I'd love to hear more of your thoughts so I can learn more. Love, Jeannette , " novalees " <Novalees wrote: > > Hi again! I just wanted to add that its not a matter of attracting > them, in this case. It was a matter of opening a door. So, some of the > knowledge of dealing with entities that has to do with attraction and > fears doesn't apply. I'm not afraid of them. They torment, I try to > defend myself from their meanness. They want more access to me than > what they can get, and I don't allow it. So they keep trying. I tell > them they are wasting their time. I'm very stubborn, and have no > intention of allowing pain to change my mind. I send them positive > energy, love, guidance,...and still defend myself the best I am able. > And will continue even though others have different ideas of what is > going on, they're not walking in my shoes. Hugs. Love, dhyana > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 Dhyana, I have walked in your shoes...and I know what it is you speak of. This happened to me in 2002 when I was opened up. I was asked twice if I was willing to go through this...and twice i said yes thinking all the time it was something else. And so they came. I lived at that time in old china town in Marysvilles California. I lived in a building that was at least 200 years old. The next door neighbors were a Chinese mafia....who had been there all those years. It was the red light district when the town first began....and remained that way until a few years before I moved in. This is just to let you know what kind of entities that came...and what I had to deal with. One by one I dealt with them...each one showed me what it was in me that needed healing...so that they (or anyone vibrating at that energy) couldn't bother me again. i went through hell learning all I have about the spirit world and how things work on both planes. I had at that time asked the Ascended masters to take this away...I didn't want to go through it. But they said they couldn't without causing much harm to me...and so there I was...having to go through all the cleansing...without anyone to turn to for help. The inner cleansing raises ones vibration...what we go through here is an easy version...not having to look at most of what is there within us...but learning to allow it to move through without attaching to it again. What I can tell you will work for you is this...but it will be diffcult to do and will take practice...and that is...release all resistance to those attacking. You must within fully release all resistance and this is done by clearing your mind...staying very still within...so still that you may fall asleep....that is okay. But practice the inner stillness...for they cannot attach to nothing. It has to do with electricity...everything is energy. I had to do this many times. Your inner lake (emotions) must be perfectly still...no thoughts to start them up again. What will take place as you practice keeping your emotions balanced...is you will be shown those things that keep your inner lake whirling...even if it seems that you are calm on the outside...this comes from the subconscious. As you begin to heal these things...the inner whirlpools will end and you will be able to stay very still within...and so without something to attach to these entities will leave and so will the pain if they are the cause of it. i know this is hard...it was for me too. i spent much money trying to find anyone who could help me....and in the end....no one could but me alone...with the help of my higher self. This is what happens when people try to go into the spiritual realms before they are ready...I had done much inner work before this took place and so found that as i kept doing this inner work...and finding my own virtues and truths that I live by...that I could master this...and so did. I will keep you in my prayers. Listen to Chrism...he is right on about making sure we move into a new morality and response---ability. This is vital to ending your traumatic experiences. Adina Fussy? Opinionated? Impossible to please? Perfect. Join 's user panel and lay it on us. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2007 Report Share Posted June 24, 2007 Hey Dhyana, I am very resonant with what you wrote. I have practiced lovingkindness, strength of integrity all my life, and cannot say that anything I have done, or my energies, " attracted " this. I am so in the dark about that. Even when I have held that position toward myself and them for long periods of time, I have still been under virulent attacks for months at a time. The beings/entities i am dealing with are more like an entire world of entities, and they do not back off by any means I try. It's a constant onslaught. Even when I meditate/am fullly in the witness for long periods of time, they fill my mind space, and often my body space with constant chatter and their energies start to cause my body a sort of dimensional distortion. I am sort of in a damned if I do damned if I don't situation...they don't seem to be conscious enough for reason or ethics to be a tool i can use with them. I can't figure out how they connect with me to protect myself from them. Mostly, I just have to keep grounding, trying to find ways to soothe my nervous system and switch my energies out of chronic pain & the emotional disturbances this creates, and keep putting one foot in front of the other and try to be in the world with people and my cat instead of letting them take over my attention. I don't have any answers or insight yet as to what will provide the separation from these beings that I need. The psychic protection methods don't stick. Anyway, thanks for writing your truth. Peace, Laura On 6/23/07, novalees <Novalees wrote: > > Hi again! I just wanted to add that its not a matter of attracting > them, in this case. It was a matter of opening a door. So, some of the > knowledge of dealing with entities that has to do with attraction and > fears doesn't apply. I'm not afraid of them. They torment, I try to > defend myself from their meanness. They want more access to me than > what they can get, and I don't allow it. So they keep trying. I tell > them they are wasting their time. I'm very stubborn, and have no > intention of allowing pain to change my mind. I send them positive > energy, love, guidance,...and still defend myself the best I am able. > And will continue even though others have different ideas of what is > going on, they're not walking in my shoes. Hugs. Love, dhyana > > --- In <%40ya\ hoogroups.com>, > novalees > <Novalees wrote: > > > > Hi Stephen, > > > > From what I gather there are many different kinds of > > entities, as there are different kinds of people. The > > catagory I'm referring to are not the confused or > > friendly type, they are mean...and do not respond to > > kindness. I just wish I was a spiritual martial artist > > so I would know how to handle them. Maybe this is my > > class room! Love, dhyana > > > > > > --- Stephen AKA Master Condrey > > <stephencondrey wrote: > > > > > With all respect to those who have suffered from > > > entities- > > > and for the ones who are new at all of this (IE: > > > extreme 'Virgins')- > > > > > > I will be 54 on September 11th. > > > I have seen, interacted, been guided by, protected > > > by (etc- > > > etc) 'spirits' or 'entities' (or whatever label > > > anyone wants to give > > > them) since my earliest memories. > > > > > > The only times I even came close to a 'scary > > > problem' was when I > > > purposely tried to 'astral travel' to a man I met > > > online whom I > > > perceived as being mentally ill. I thought I could > > > help. > > > > > > That night was one hellish nightmare, replete with > > > evil ghost, > > > demons, wicked witches and other tortured souls. I > > > believe these were > > > the creatures that tormented HIM! I understood his > > > pain. > > > > > > The other time was when I spent the night in my > > > martial arts school. > > > Before I bought it, it was home to some people who > > > lived at > > > the 'bottom of self respect " (drugs, extreme alcohol > > > use, extreme > > > profanity, anger---God knows what else). Several of > > > the former > > > residents have died. > > > One night (as I was intent on A.P.) they came to me. > > > I was fully > > > aware of the room and fully aware of them. I was not > > > asleep. > > > > > > They were angry. We fought---and fought---and > > > fought. > > > In the middle of all of this fighting, I became > > > embarrassed at my > > > lack of self control. I'm a Martial Arts master! I > > > should be in > > > better control! I apologized for my rudeness. I > > > understood they were > > > confused. They once owned the building that I now > > > have taken over. > > > I helped them understand the situation; with no > > > words exchanged--- > > > just thought energy. I felt the peace in the > > > building, then. > > > The rest of the nights I spent there (there were > > > many) I never heard > > > from them again. > > > > > > I did once feel a presence looking over my shoulder > > > as I was painting > > > the place. I even saw the shadow of two people. I > > > finished the stroke > > > of the paint roller and turned around to speak. No > > > one was present. > > > No where! I smiled. There was peace in the air. I > > > spoke aloud: " Hope > > > you folks like the new paint job! " . > > > > > > My thoughts? > > > Do we attract Evil Entities when our mind set is > > > 'wrong'? > > > > > > Maybe I have (usually) had a compassionate and > > > mostly fearless way of > > > looking at the universe (since I was born). I guess > > > growing up > > > with " interesting visitors " they don't frighten me. > > > (They seem to > > > visit less often as I get older). I am not scared--I > > > really welcome > > > them, and usually ask: Can I help you in some way? " . > > > > > > Any thoughts from the very experienced? > > > > > > Thank You! > > > God Bless You All! > > > Hang in there! > > > :) > > > Stephen C. > > > > > > --- In > > > <%40ya\ hoogroups.com> > , > > > novalees > > > <Novalees@> wrote: > > > > > > > > Hello Group. > > > > > > > > I just want to say that this can happen at any > > > time, > > > > not only when one is blown into the Astral. It > > > appears > > > > there are many doors entities can come through. > > > You > > > > may dabble in something and not even be aware that > > > you > > > > are opening a door until it is too late, then > > > there > > > > may be no closing it. So do be careful what you > > > touch. > > > > A moment of excitement or satisfaction in learning > > > > something or feeling something may turn out to be > > > too > > > > expensive a price to pay for what may follow as a > > > > consequence. Imho. Love, dhyana > > > > > > > > > > > > --- chrism <@> wrote: > > > > > > > > This is what can happen when a person is blown > > > into > > > > the Astral. This > > > > is what can happen if the K is blown open. No > > > guidance > > > > except from > > > > those who haven't gone there except in their > > > imaginings. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ________ > > > ______________ > > > > Be a better Heartthrob. Get better relationship > > > answers from > > > someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. > > > > > > > > > http://answers./dir/?link=list & sid=396545433 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ________ > > Don't pick lemons. > > See all the new 2007 cars at Autos. > > http://autos./new_cars.html > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2007 Report Share Posted June 24, 2007 I have been able to make crown adjustments in the past. Part of the issue is your continuous energetic exposure into that dimension via the energies bursting through your crown. You are bursting into their world because of that. And have for some reason stopped there instead of going farther. - Let me know. This is an in person adjustment. - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2007 Report Share Posted June 24, 2007 I pondered much of the day as to whether to speak about the rest of what I learned and went through with what happened to me because of Chrisms request to us not to speak of guides or masters during this time. But after reading about the experiences of Laura and Dyanna and himself I felt this may in some way shed some light. When I said that the Masters had told me they couldn't help me during the times I was going through because it would be too dangerous for me to be pulled apart from those that were tormenting me...I failed to say that they did explain what was happening. Although as beings from white light they do not give every word...so that I could have my own experiences and come to my own understanding of the truths of what takes place...they gave me enough information to show me where to look for my answers to the entity attacks, the pain, and the endless tormenting thoughts that came in. The last time i spoke with these masters was 2003...and it was at that time that they raised my vibration very fast and high to take me through to now. They told me that I needed to get the babies and the whiskey drinker out of me. They also told me I would begin to be able to see the truth of what was surrounding me. I was with my two best friends and we had all gone to speak with these masters. My friends were wonderful spiritual people who were trying to learn as I was. I had been told a year before who these babies were...this is what the masters called my best friends during a private session. The masters didn't say anything about the man whose wires were crossed with my own...and so I didn't at that time put two and two together. The vibration raise was so high so fast i didn't have time to adjust to the influx of its affect on my gifts. On the way home my friend was driving and her boyfriend was laying down in the back seat. As I sat there, she began to ask me some questions. The questions themselves aren't relevant...but what was happening to me at the time was I could feel within me this sneakiness....this judgment...these horrible feelings and tormenting thoughts. I sat very quietly asking myself why in the world i was feeling like this...I knew this was not like me...i knew it wasn't who I was...i didn't have these kinds of thoughts. When we got back to California I became reclusive...trying to figure out what was happening to me and going within 24/7 discerning what were my thoughts and what were not. this whole thing had really begun two months earlier. At that time I thought is was the thoughts of the one whose wires were crossed with mine...I had dealt with his thoughts of murder and other horrifying things for a year. Then my friend came over and the feelings became stronger in her presence. it was then that i saw a facial expression of hers...a little quirky movement in her eyebrow that I had been feeling, that let me know that the one who was there...the tormenting thoughts I was dealing with were hers...because i could " feel " the imprint of her face upon my own and this same facial expression had come in time and time again...but i never noticed it was her facial expression until that moment. She came and began to tell me that she didn't like me...that she hadn't liked me for a year. I couldn't believe my ears...what I felt on the inside..the tormenting thoughts, the hateful feelings...the sneakiness, all of it...was coming out now in front of me through her words to me. I was devastated..I tried asking why she called me to go with her and her boyfriend to the movies and other such things. I tried to ask why she wanted to go into business with me is this is how she truly felt. I asked why she hadn't told me before. But she had no answers and she left. Then my landlord came back from Arizona...he had been a friend to my ex husband and I for more than 15 years. I went through this same thing with him...not as fiery, not as fierce because by that time I was beginning to understand what was actually taking place. He was the whiskey drinker. Once I found who each one was that was within me...I realized how they got there. It was through the cord at the third chakra. This is the cord of relationship. It was later i realized that this had always been there...but my vibration had raised enough...where the oneness was being felt by me, the illusions of separation were stripped away... and I could feel what it was that took place within with those we open up to in our lives. I found for myself through trial and error that to work on myself and my inner virtues would set definite boundaries in place that were permanent and impenetrable. This was difficult work as I had to figure out what love actually was...what it wasn't. i had to lose the illusions. I had to decide about relationships...what kind of things i was willing to experience and not experience. What I was experiencing at that time with my friend was betrayal. And so I had to look within at the things in me that caused me to attract betrayal. It isn't that these things are bad things in us that attract experiences like these...in my case... it was my victimization that attracted these kinds of things to me. I had to overcome my victimization by becoming strong in those areas that i was weak...those places within me that were not aligned with my true self...the one who is whole...and not a victim. After getting these people out...later...a few more would come in..i would go through the same process..first their ugliness would come through...and i would have to discern what was mine and what was theirs. when I found what area I was weak in...they were gone...and with them the torments. My worst came when a schizophrenic came...she came from one of the early groups I was in...and her thoughts were like misfires running through my head...like electrical circuitry was backfiring. I was given an immediate message of guidance not to go there...so i didn't. At that time I was wondering if I could help my aunt...who was showing signs of this disease. I made the conscious choice not to experience that kind of thing in my life again...and I haven't. It was very difficult for me going through this and realizing that what i was experiencing was the true subconscious of those i was close to. That is why most are not ready for the truth of it. It hurts. It can devastate. That is why it is so difficult to find a way to stop it...because it is those one is closest to...ones they have opened up to. The masters told me I would be learning a big lesson in unconditional love...and it was through all this that i did. I was able through my own inner work to see that i too deep inside at times in my life had deep inner thoughts like this...they were fleeting and I didn't act upon them. I then realized that these others I knew hadn't acted upon all their thoughts either. I had to learn to not look at those places that were bitter...and continue to look at what is sweet...the actual truth. That these people just like me came here and are dealing with life in the best way they can. There within them is this Divine Being...the kind one...the caring one...no matter what...this divine being is there. The subconscious is where the deepest hurts lie...where the defense mechanisms are found, where one reacts from. These are the things i encountered...and this is what I found. All I endured doesn't need to be spoken of...it is past. What is important here is what I found was happening and how I learned to protect myself from it without harming another or changing the forward movement of my awakening or diminishing my gift. I pray this can help those going through this. Blessings Adina Take the Internet to Go: Go puts the Internet in your pocket: mail, news, photos & more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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