Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 That's what confuses me. 54 years. A lifetime of experiences. Nothing that bothered me. My doors have been wide open for a long time! My door was knocked down twice when I was near death. Pray tell...What doors do others open--and how? (So I can avoid such). Thanks, :) Stephen , " novalees " <Novalees wrote: > > Hi again! I just wanted to add that its not a matter of attracting > them, in this case. It was a matter of opening a door. So, some of the knowledge of dealing with entities that has to do with attraction and fears doesn't apply. I'm not afraid of them. They torment, I try to defend myself from their meanness. They want more access to me than what they can get, and I don't allow it. So they keep trying. I tell them they are wasting their time. I'm very stubborn, and have no intention of allowing pain to change my mind. I send them positive energy, love, guidance,...and still defend myself the best I am able. > And will continue even though others have different ideas of what is > going on, they're not walking in my shoes. Hugs. Love, dhyana > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 I'm 54 years, too. It appears you're doing fine, Stephen. I'm not a teacher, just trying to survive. I don't respond well to invalidation, which is what I've received when trying to find help in other places, so I don't talk of it much. But Laura tugged at me so I responded. Any help that is available I gladly receive. Ancient prayers didn't help. Love, dhyana , " Stephen AKA Master Condrey " <stephencondrey wrote: > > That's what confuses me. > 54 years. A lifetime of experiences. Nothing that bothered me. > My doors have been wide open for a long time! > My door was knocked down twice when I was near death. > > Pray tell...What doors do others open--and how? (So I can avoid such). > > Thanks, > :) > Stephen > > > , " novalees " > <Novalees@> wrote: > > > > Hi again! I just wanted to add that its not a matter of attracting > > them, in this case. It was a matter of opening a door. So, some of > the knowledge of dealing with entities that has to do with > attraction and fears doesn't apply. I'm not afraid of them. They > torment, I try to defend myself from their meanness. They want more > access to me than what they can get, and I don't allow it. So they > keep trying. I tell them they are wasting their time. I'm very > stubborn, and have no intention of allowing pain to change my mind. > I send them positive energy, love, guidance,...and still defend > myself the best I am able. > > And will continue even though others have different ideas of what is > > going on, they're not walking in my shoes. Hugs. Love, dhyana > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 So, Dhyana... It sounds like we are both in the dark when it comes to WHY some people attract " evil entities " and some don't! If you come across the difference (or anyone here can) please let me know! Don't sell yourself short. We are ALL teachers in this big Universe! That is what we do when we share our experiences! I'm still learning. I hope I'll never stop! When you stop learning on Earth, you are dead (or brain dead). I'm sure we all continue to learn after death. Brain dead does not count when we have no body/no brain . With Love, :) Stephen (Oh, and I always want to hear what you have to say!) , " novalees " <Novalees wrote: > > > I'm 54 years, too. It appears you're doing fine, Stephen. I'm not a > teacher, just trying to survive. I don't respond well to invalidation, > which is what I've received when trying to find help in other places, > so I don't talk of it much. But Laura tugged at me so I responded. Any > help that is available I gladly receive. Ancient prayers didn't help. > Love, dhyana > > > , " Stephen AKA > Master Condrey " <stephencondrey@> wrote: > > > > That's what confuses me. > > 54 years. A lifetime of experiences. Nothing that bothered me. > > My doors have been wide open for a long time! > > My door was knocked down twice when I was near death. > > > > Pray tell...What doors do others open--and how? (So I can avoid such). > > > > Thanks, > > :) > > Stephen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 Isn't it funny that the power chakra is yellow?! -lol- The sun is within me! I'm learning how to exercise power in this, Stephen. Sometimes it feels like learning martial arts without a teacher! I create ways to defend, and have a great resistence from those who attack...it goes back and forth. So I guess they are my sparring companions. They're not winning. Love, dhyana , " Stephen AKA Master Condrey " <stephencondrey wrote: > > So, Dhyana... > It sounds like we are both in the dark when it comes to WHY some > people attract " evil entities " and some don't! > > If you come across the difference (or anyone here can) please let me > know! > > Don't sell yourself short. We are ALL teachers in this big Universe! > That is what we do when we share our experiences! > I'm still learning. I hope I'll never stop! When you stop learning on > Earth, you are dead (or brain dead). > > I'm sure we all continue to learn after death. > Brain dead does not count when we have no body/no brain . > > With Love, > :) > Stephen > (Oh, and I always want to hear what you have to say!) > > , " novalees " > <Novalees@> wrote: > > > > > > I'm 54 years, too. It appears you're doing fine, Stephen. I'm not a > > teacher, just trying to survive. I don't respond well to > invalidation, > > which is what I've received when trying to find help in other > places, > > so I don't talk of it much. But Laura tugged at me so I responded. > Any > > help that is available I gladly receive. Ancient prayers didn't > help. > > Love, dhyana > > > > > > , " Stephen AKA > > Master Condrey " <stephencondrey@> wrote: > > > > > > That's what confuses me. > > > 54 years. A lifetime of experiences. Nothing that bothered me. > > > My doors have been wide open for a long time! > > > My door was knocked down twice when I was near death. > > > > > > Pray tell...What doors do others open--and how? (So I can avoid > such). > > > > > > Thanks, > > > :) > > > Stephen > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 Great power to you! But... To learn Martial Arts " without a teacher " is like learning Kundalini " without a teacher " . Sometimes the teacher can see clearly what you don't see---that will keep you from getting hurt! Word from The Old Master SC , " novalees " <Novalees wrote:> > Isn't it funny that the power chakra is yellow?! -lol- The sun is > within me! I'm learning how to exercise power in this, Stephen. > Sometimes it feels like learning martial arts without a teacher! I > create ways to defend, and have a great resistence from those who > attack...it goes back and forth. So I guess they are my sparring > companions. They're not winning. Love, dhyana > > > , " Stephen AKA > Master Condrey " <stephencondrey@> wrote: > > > > So, Dhyana... > > It sounds like we are both in the dark when it comes to WHY some > > people attract " evil entities " and some don't! > > > > If you come across the difference (or anyone here can) please let me > > know! > > > > Don't sell yourself short. We are ALL teachers in this big Universe! > > That is what we do when we share our experiences! > > I'm still learning. I hope I'll never stop! When you stop learning on > > Earth, you are dead (or brain dead). > > > > I'm sure we all continue to learn after death. > > Brain dead does not count when we have no body/no brain . > > > > With Love, > > :) > > Stephen > > (Oh, and I always want to hear what you have to say!) > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 Ah, so true, Stephen. Years ago I looked for a teacher and none was to be found. Not a true one, anyway. All I would get were empty words trying to teach me something they knew nothing about...which is true of some k teachers as well from what I've seen on the web. A true teacher is a priceless treasure. So when I didn't have one I had to wing it...learning without a teacher. Some have no heart, just words without substance. Love, dhyana , " Stephen AKA Master Condrey " <stephencondrey wrote: > > Great power to you! > But... > To learn Martial Arts " without a teacher " is like learning > Kundalini " without a teacher " . > Sometimes the teacher can see clearly what you don't see---that will > keep you from getting hurt! > > Word from The Old Master > SC > > , " novalees " > <Novalees@> wrote:> > > Isn't it funny that the power chakra is yellow?! -lol- The sun is > > within me! I'm learning how to exercise power in this, Stephen. > > Sometimes it feels like learning martial arts without a teacher! I > > create ways to defend, and have a great resistence from those who > > attack...it goes back and forth. So I guess they are my sparring > > companions. They're not winning. Love, dhyana > > > > > > , " Stephen AKA > > Master Condrey " <stephencondrey@> wrote: > > > > > > So, Dhyana... > > > It sounds like we are both in the dark when it comes to WHY some > > > people attract " evil entities " and some don't! > > > > > > If you come across the difference (or anyone here can) please let > me > > > know! > > > > > > Don't sell yourself short. We are ALL teachers in this big > Universe! > > > That is what we do when we share our experiences! > > > I'm still learning. I hope I'll never stop! When you stop > learning on > > > Earth, you are dead (or brain dead). > > > > > > I'm sure we all continue to learn after death. > > > Brain dead does not count when we have no body/no brain . > > > > > > With Love, > > > :) > > > Stephen > > > (Oh, and I always want to hear what you have to say!) > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2007 Report Share Posted June 23, 2007 Stephen, These are doors to the truth of the inner selves of ourselves and others. All illusions are stripped away in one fell swoop without conditioning and understanding of what is happening...this can be a very frightening place as one encounters so many others like themselves. The veils that were once between us and the truth....are all gone and we find that our oneness is with some that are not so nice on the inner level. Those who do journeying such as Shamans and such go to these inner places within themselves or others and with the aid of spiritual beings...they guide them through these slowly so that healing can take place one thing at a time....as we are ready. In the case here...when one breaks through before they are ready...there is no one to help them...no loving guide to help them move through their fears of the unknown about themselves and others. All self defense mechanisms that once kept one " safe " are stripped...all illusions about being and individual are stripped. One comes into oneness and must face themselves square on...not ready for the truths that are there. In my first experience it was like creatures crawling all over my head...every time I had a thought they moved on that side of my brain. I was so scared I thought I had sold my soul to the Devil. But as my higher self began to help me through this and all the other things one by one...i began to see the truth of it all...slowly. I endured much...but i can now tell about it...so that others who are going through it can understand what is taking place...what is happening so that they can find their way through it as I did. Adina Park yourself in front of a world of choices in alternative vehicles. Visit the Auto Green Center. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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