Interesting dream on second night of Shaktipat

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Last night, I had the strangest dream of all.

It felt so real. I was in some strange land, with Magda.

The land was very natural and earthy- lots of rocks and bare ground and hills to

see.

I was my current age, but she was little. She had pretty blond hair in a pony

tail.

She might have been 5 or maybe 8 years old. She was jumping and bouncing around

me, really cute and hyper-like, as she spoke to me.

She was small, but she had many answers.

She asked if I knew where her name came from.

She asked in a very cute way, with a fast happy voice, she asked " Do you know

where my name comes from? " Excited like, as though she wanted to tell me

something that made her feel really special. My heart was melting, because she

was just too adorable for words, with her joy and energy.

I said yes, it comes from Mary of Magdala.

You were named after Mary Magdalene, that's where! I answered in a sweet and

happy way, the way you do when speaking to a child.

She hopped around me like a cute little bunny.

She was smiling as though she had a secret to tell me. Then she replied, " No.

No, I wasn't named after Mary Magdalene, I was named for a tribe. I was named

after the Marian tribe, of which I was born. That's really, really where I came

from. The Marian tribe, that's where! " She was so cute. A chill went through me.

Then a man came over to us. He may have been her father, I think that was her

father in this life. He said, " Yes, she was born there. It was a sisterhood..a

congregation of nuns for Mary. They were called the Magdalas. (I think that's

the name he gave, anyway it was very similar). She was born there, but she was

taken away because it was no longer safe for her. She is mine now.

I have taken over the care of her, and she has become my daughter.

She had to blend in with the general population, because she holds a special

light. I light that only few posses. "

My heart fell, and tears came to my eyes. I guess I just felt touched by the

story, because all along I felt there was something very special about her, but

I could never put my finger on it..and I would've never guessed this. I think I

also felt sad because I suddenly realized that we are so different. I felt like

I no longer belonged near her, because she should be guarded and kept as a pure

light..and I am not from her same breed. I felt her father knowing that as well,

and I was feeling as though I wanted to hang on to her, but also feeling afraid

that for my safety, because I felt that he did not want me near her..as I was

not her same kind. I think I began to hide, when I woke up from the dream. I

felt as though I was really there, and as though I knew her secret and where she

came from..even though I was wide awake. Any thoughts?

Peace and thanks to all of you,

Tara

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Wow! Tara. Mary Magdelene is probably the Christian version of the

Divine Mother. In fact Gnostic Christians do have a mother goddess

called, Sophia, meaning wisdom. Divine Mother is associated with

Kundalini. You may feel in some way that you do not deserve her

presence or that the " Father " male aspect/Father god makes you feel

you do not deserve her.

 

Peace,

Shankari

 

, tara jacoby

<tjmassage7777 wrote:

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> Last night, I had the strangest dream of all.

> It felt so real. I was in some strange land, with Magda.

> The land was very natural and earthy- lots of rocks and bare ground

and hills to see.

> I was my current age, but she was little. She had pretty blond hair

in a pony tail.

> She might have been 5 or maybe 8 years old. She was jumping and

bouncing around me, really cute and hyper-like, as she spoke to me.

> She was small, but she had many answers.

> She asked if I knew where her name came from.

> She asked in a very cute way, with a fast happy voice, she asked " Do

you know where my name comes from? " Excited like, as though she wanted

to tell me something that made her feel really special. My heart was

melting, because she was just too adorable for words, with her joy and

energy.

> I said yes, it comes from Mary of Magdala.

> You were named after Mary Magdalene, that's where! I answered in a

sweet and happy way, the way you do when speaking to a child.

> She hopped around me like a cute little bunny.

> She was smiling as though she had a secret to tell me. Then she

replied, " No. No, I wasn't named after Mary Magdalene, I was named for

a tribe. I was named after the Marian tribe, of which I was born.

That's really, really where I came from. The Marian tribe, that's

where! " She was so cute. A chill went through me. Then a man came over

to us. He may have been her father, I think that was her father in

this life. He said, " Yes, she was born there. It was a sisterhood..a

congregation of nuns for Mary. They were called the Magdalas. (I think

that's the name he gave, anyway it was very similar). She was born

there, but she was taken away because it was no longer safe for her.

She is mine now.

> I have taken over the care of her, and she has become my daughter.

> She had to blend in with the general population, because she holds a

special light. I light that only few posses. "

> My heart fell, and tears came to my eyes. I guess I just felt

touched by the story, because all along I felt there was something

very special about her, but I could never put my finger on it..and I

would've never guessed this. I think I also felt sad because I

suddenly realized that we are so different. I felt like I no longer

belonged near her, because she should be guarded and kept as a pure

light..and I am not from her same breed. I felt her father knowing

that as well, and I was feeling as though I wanted to hang on to her,

but also feeling afraid that for my safety, because I felt that he did

not want me near her..as I was not her same kind. I think I began to

hide, when I woke up from the dream. I felt as though I was really

there, and as though I knew her secret and where she came from..even

though I was wide awake. Any thoughts?

> Peace and thanks to all of you,

> Tara

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