Guest guest Posted June 25, 2007 Report Share Posted June 25, 2007 Dearest friends, Firstly i want to extend my deepest love to all of you and hope you are moving through your awakening smoothly. I have stayed away from writing posts lately as I was healing myself, I just could not post anything,even replies to people as I was having some self worth issues. I went from extreme highs to extreme lows,very quickley. I guess I was ignoring some of the emotions that were coming up so they hit me harder. Also I was finding it hard to stick to the routines,mainly the tibetans, the 1st was not a problem but the rest became impossible to do as my little girl just would not allow it (sounds mad,but true) The safeties I have been doing and the breathing, and chakra breathing,also wearing the colours and stuff. I found the solar plexus painful for the first half of the day,then relaxed. However, the heart caused me to have quite a painful day,emotionally, my whole house was affected and there was a lot of tension between myself and my partner as I worked through some losses and hurts i didnt even realise were still bothering me, I also had pain in the heart chakra area and around my ribs. I found it quite hard to speak yesterday and just wanted to be in my own head most of the day,having little chats with myself. I stayed late in bed today,really needed rest,when i got up i remembered today is chakra 5 and became very happy. My entire household is on a different energy level today, we have been laughing and joking all day, and what yesterday,seemed like devastation, today, feels like a silly dream. To quote, hee hee, " Shaktipat is like a box of chocolates.....you just dont know what your gonna get " Anyways, im sorry for not being active the last few days, I was reading the posts and had you all in my heart. All my love Karen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 25, 2007 Report Share Posted June 25, 2007 Dear Karen, Thanks for the update. The K will always be a challenge and, indeed, 'a box of chocolates' LOL, not just during Shaktipat. It sounds like you are 'hanging in there' and that is what it's all about. Striving and learning and growing, IMHO. I hope the rest of Shaktipat goes swimmingly for you and post us when you can! Love, Claudia --- Karen Pickering <karen_pckrng wrote: > Dearest friends, > Firstly i want to extend my deepest love to all of > you and hope you > are moving through your awakening smoothly. > ______________________________\ ____ Fussy? Opinionated? Impossible to please? Perfect. Join 's user panel and lay it on us. http://surveylink./gmrs/_panel_invite.asp?a=7 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 25, 2007 Report Share Posted June 25, 2007 Hi Karen, Glad to hear from you and I am glad you are having a great 5 chakra day. My dream on the first day brought up some self worth issues with me, maybe why I felt so sad on the second day. I am wondering what today will bring. I know I have had problems with communication most of my life and have been going through a lot with that for the past couple of years, being more carful what and how I say thing. Trying hard to be more open, too. I feel like I have spent most of my life locked inside myself, not allowing anyone to really know me. Love CC , " Karen Pickering " <karen_pckrng wrote: > > Dearest friends, > Firstly i want to extend my deepest love to all of you and hope you > are moving through your awakening smoothly. > > I have stayed away from writing posts lately as I was healing > myself, I just could not post anything,even replies to people as I > was having some self worth issues. I went from extreme highs to > extreme lows,very quickley. I guess I was ignoring some of the > emotions that were coming up so they hit me harder. > Also I was finding it hard to stick to the routines,mainly the > tibetans, the 1st was not a problem but the rest became impossible > to do as my little girl just would not allow it (sounds mad,but true) > The safeties I have been doing and the breathing, and chakra > breathing,also wearing the colours and stuff. > > I found the solar plexus painful for the first half of the day,then > relaxed. > > However, the heart caused me to have quite a painful > day,emotionally, my whole house was affected and there was a lot of > tension between myself and my partner as I worked through some > losses and hurts i didnt even realise were still bothering me, I > also had pain in the heart chakra area and around my ribs. I found > it quite hard to speak yesterday and just wanted to be in my own > head most of the day,having little chats with myself. > > I stayed late in bed today,really needed rest,when i got up i > remembered today is chakra 5 and became very happy. My entire > household is on a different energy level today, we have been > laughing and joking all day, and what yesterday,seemed like > devastation, today, feels like a silly dream. > > To quote, hee hee, " Shaktipat is like a box of chocolates.....you > just dont know what your gonna get " > > Anyways, im sorry for not being active the last few days, I was > reading the posts and had you all in my heart. > > All my love > Karen > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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