Guest guest Posted June 28, 2007 Report Share Posted June 28, 2007 In the Shaktipat I felt very joyful and playful. The inner child was out a lot of the time. I even played with toys at the Children's Museum with my grandchildren, and after buying them a toy from the gift shop, I also bought one for me! I didn't participate in the Shaktipat the way I thought I would. It was very different than anything I had planned with the practices and all. But when I tried to move into the routine the little child would come out and want to play. So I moved out of the way and flowed with the Spirit. I saw that there was no benefit in forcing anything. I'm experiencing a deep happiness and contentment, peace, playfulness and love. I was even breaking out in those laughing spells a couple of times. I'm now finding the disciplines setting in, with energy behind the planning and commitment. Everything seems to be changing. I'm getting up earlier so I can begin early and have time to do all that I feel led to do. I don't seem to need as much sleep. And it has the excitement of that " first day of school. " I'm feeling a balance happening between work and play. It feels really good. My creativity and painting fell by the wayside over the past few months. No desire whatsoever to paint. But now it is coming back and I'll begin again Friday, tomorrow. Excited about that, too! I rearranged my wardrobe today so that I can start wearing the chakra colors on the given days of the week, as well as study them more indepth. I still have no yellow...must make a trip to Mexicali Blues! I am so filled with excitement! I think its coming from the surrender. I can't explain it. It just bubbles up over the smallest things! Thank you for listening. Warm hugs all around. Love, dhyana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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