Guest guest Posted June 29, 2007 Report Share Posted June 29, 2007 Dear list, I am finally coming to the conclusion of a very long and very old emotional cycle. My ex boyfriend John showed up in my mail box just before the shaktipat began, he came to ask forgiveness , as some of you know, for past hurts he had inflicted upon me . He opened up a dam of very old and very blocked emotions. At first I felt love for him and compassion, then I felt the old love for him and desire, then I felt betrayed and angry (this was over the course of two weeks, the emotions kept seeping out and changing), then I felt afraid of his presence as if it was an omen I would lose my present hubby. This then lead me to relive a very painful loop I used to feel I was stuck in when anyone I became close to would vanish from my life in painful and bizarre manners (such as death). Yesterday I finally began gaining clarity after the storm, all the way through this I just kept praying to shakti to guide me. And she certainly did, I now see that all these emotions I was feeling in realtime, were just the old blocked ones coming out to be cleared. A good lesson for all, you feel the emotions as if they are present, but they aren't , they are ghosts so to speak, you feel them to let go. They certainly feel real enough, my GOD!!! I would say that the special diet shakti has had me on was part of the process also. Cleaning body, cleaning emtions. Today for the first time the skin on my hand is looking a little better and it didn't itch during the night. I'm through the most of it now, this is one of the most important clearings I've done I would say, so much old energy intertwined that needed release. I think my connection to hubby is about to go skyrocket and my ability to trust enough to allow sexuality may be surfacing....... yippeee, old junk cleared....hooray. I'm just glad I was in issolation to do it all or god knows what might have happened. Thankyou wonderful group sisters who took the time to help me through this and give me advice, it all helped me understand what was going on, I am blessed to have you guys x x x Lots of love and release Elektra x x x _________ Mail is the world's favourite email. Don't settle for less, sign up for your free account today http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://uk.docs./mail/winter07.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2007 Report Share Posted June 29, 2007 Oh Elektra! I am so, so glad to hear this. You are such a strong woman and now that you are clearing all this out, you will have room for other things. Positive, Shakti related things! You will stay in my prayers. Huge hug! Sarita , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Dear list, > > I am finally coming to the conclusion of a very long > and very old emotional cycle. > My ex boyfriend John showed up in my mail box just > before the shaktipat began, he came to ask forgiveness > , as some of you know, for past hurts he had inflicted > upon me . He opened up a dam of very old and very > blocked emotions. > At first I felt love for him and compassion, then I > felt the old love for him and desire, then I felt > betrayed and angry (this was over the course of two > weeks, the emotions kept seeping out and changing), > then I felt afraid of his presence as if it was an > omen I would lose my present hubby. > This then lead me to relive a very painful loop I used > to feel I was stuck in when anyone I became close to > would vanish from my life in painful and bizarre > manners (such as death). > > Yesterday I finally began gaining clarity after the > storm, all the way through this I just kept praying to > shakti to guide me. > And she certainly did, > I now see that all these emotions I was feeling in > realtime, were just the old blocked ones coming out to > be cleared. > A good lesson for all, you feel the emotions as if > they are present, but they aren't , they are ghosts so > to speak, you feel them to let go. > They certainly feel real enough, my GOD!!! > I would say that the special diet shakti has had me on > was part of the process also. Cleaning body, cleaning > emtions. > Today for the first time the skin on my hand is > looking a little better and it didn't itch during the > night. > > I'm through the most of it now, this is one of the > most important clearings I've done I would say, so > much old energy intertwined that needed release. > I think my connection to hubby is about to go > skyrocket and my ability to trust enough to allow > sexuality may be surfacing....... yippeee, old junk > cleared....hooray. > I'm just glad I was in issolation to do it all or god > knows what might have happened. > > Thankyou wonderful group sisters who took the time to > help me through this and give me advice, it all helped > me understand what was going on, I am blessed to have > you guys x x x > > Lots of love and release > Elektra x x x > > > > > > _________ > Mail is the world's favourite email. Don't settle for less, sign up for > your free account today http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://uk.docs./mail/winter 07.html > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2007 Report Share Posted June 29, 2007 Wow Elektra, This is truly amazing!!! I'm soooo happy for you!!!! What an interesting lesson--'emotion ghosts'..how totally fitting that seems! You are so brilliant, Elektra!!! I'm so happy to know you. Love and joy and peace to you my dear one, Tara Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: Dear list, I am finally coming to the conclusion of a very long and very old emotional cycle. My ex boyfriend John showed up in my mail box just before the shaktipat began, he came to ask forgiveness , as some of you know, for past hurts he had inflicted upon me . He opened up a dam of very old and very blocked emotions. At first I felt love for him and compassion, then I felt the old love for him and desire, then I felt betrayed and angry (this was over the course of two weeks, the emotions kept seeping out and changing), then I felt afraid of his presence as if it was an omen I would lose my present hubby. This then lead me to relive a very painful loop I used to feel I was stuck in when anyone I became close to would vanish from my life in painful and bizarre manners (such as death). Yesterday I finally began gaining clarity after the storm, all the way through this I just kept praying to shakti to guide me. And she certainly did, I now see that all these emotions I was feeling in realtime, were just the old blocked ones coming out to be cleared. A good lesson for all, you feel the emotions as if they are present, but they aren't , they are ghosts so to speak, you feel them to let go. They certainly feel real enough, my GOD!!! I would say that the special diet shakti has had me on was part of the process also. Cleaning body, cleaning emtions. Today for the first time the skin on my hand is looking a little better and it didn't itch during the night. I'm through the most of it now, this is one of the most important clearings I've done I would say, so much old energy intertwined that needed release. I think my connection to hubby is about to go skyrocket and my ability to trust enough to allow sexuality may be surfacing....... yippeee, old junk cleared....hooray. I'm just glad I was in issolation to do it all or god knows what might have happened. Thankyou wonderful group sisters who took the time to help me through this and give me advice, it all helped me understand what was going on, I am blessed to have you guys x x x Lots of love and release Elektra x x x ________ Mail is the world's favourite email. Don't settle for less, sign up for your free account today http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://uk.docs./mail/winter07.html Building a website is a piece of cake. Small Business gives you all the tools to get online. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2007 Report Share Posted June 30, 2007 That's wonderful news, Elektra! Congratulations for riding out the storm most admirably! Love, Claudia --- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > Dear list, > > I am finally coming to the conclusion of a very long > and very old emotional cycle. > My ex boyfriend John showed up in my mail box just > before the shaktipat began, he came to ask > forgiveness > , as some of you know, for past hurts he had > inflicted > upon me . He opened up a dam of very old and very > blocked emotions. > At first I felt love for him and compassion, then I > felt the old love for him and desire, then I felt > betrayed and angry (this was over the course of two > weeks, the emotions kept seeping out and changing), > then I felt afraid of his presence as if it was an > omen I would lose my present hubby. > This then lead me to relive a very painful loop I > used > to feel I was stuck in when anyone I became close to > would vanish from my life in painful and bizarre > manners (such as death). > > Yesterday I finally began gaining clarity after the > storm, all the way through this I just kept praying > to > shakti to guide me. > And she certainly did, > I now see that all these emotions I was feeling in > realtime, were just the old blocked ones coming out > to > be cleared. > A good lesson for all, you feel the emotions as if > they are present, but they aren't , they are ghosts > so > to speak, you feel them to let go. > They certainly feel real enough, my GOD!!! > I would say that the special diet shakti has had me > on > was part of the process also. Cleaning body, > cleaning > emtions. > Today for the first time the skin on my hand is > looking a little better and it didn't itch during > the > night. > > I'm through the most of it now, this is one of the > most important clearings I've done I would say, so > much old energy intertwined that needed release. > I think my connection to hubby is about to go > skyrocket and my ability to trust enough to allow > sexuality may be surfacing....... yippeee, old junk > cleared....hooray. > I'm just glad I was in issolation to do it all or > god > knows what might have happened. > > Thankyou wonderful group sisters who took the time > to > help me through this and give me advice, it all > helped > me understand what was going on, I am blessed to > have > you guys x x x > > Lots of love and release > Elektra x x x > > > > > > > _________ > > Mail is the world's favourite email. Don't > settle for less, sign up for > your free account today > http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://uk.docs./mail/winter07.html > > ______________________________\ ____ It's here! Your new message! Get new email alerts with the free Toolbar. http://tools.search./toolbar/features/mail/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2007 Report Share Posted June 30, 2007 The feeling is mutual you radiant sun you !!! Sending big love right back at ya Elektra x x x > You are so brilliant, Elektra!!! I'm so happy to > know you. > Love and joy and peace to you my dear one, > Tara > > Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > Dear list, > > I am finally coming to the conclusion of a very > long > and very old emotional cycle. > My ex boyfriend John showed up in my mail box just > before the shaktipat began, he came to ask > forgiveness > , as some of you know, for past hurts he had > inflicted > upon me . He opened up a dam of very old and very > blocked emotions. > At first I felt love for him and compassion, then I > felt the old love for him and desire, then I felt > betrayed and angry (this was over the course of two > weeks, the emotions kept seeping out and changing), > then I felt afraid of his presence as if it was an > omen I would lose my present hubby. > This then lead me to relive a very painful loop I > used > to feel I was stuck in when anyone I became close > to > would vanish from my life in painful and bizarre > manners (such as death). > > Yesterday I finally began gaining clarity after the > storm, all the way through this I just kept praying > to > shakti to guide me. > And she certainly did, > I now see that all these emotions I was feeling in > realtime, were just the old blocked ones coming out > to > be cleared. > A good lesson for all, you feel the emotions as if > they are present, but they aren't , they are ghosts > so > to speak, you feel them to let go. > They certainly feel real enough, my GOD!!! > I would say that the special diet shakti has had me > on > was part of the process also. Cleaning body, > cleaning > emtions. > Today for the first time the skin on my hand is > looking a little better and it didn't itch during > the > night. > > I'm through the most of it now, this is one of the > most important clearings I've done I would say, so > much old energy intertwined that needed release. > I think my connection to hubby is about to go > skyrocket and my ability to trust enough to allow > sexuality may be surfacing....... yippeee, old junk > cleared....hooray. > I'm just glad I was in issolation to do it all or > god > knows what might have happened. > > Thankyou wonderful group sisters who took the time > to > help me through this and give me advice, it all > helped > me understand what was going on, I am blessed to > have > you guys x x x > > Lots of love and release > Elektra x x x > > > ________ > > Mail is the world's favourite email. Don't > settle for less, sign up for > your free account today > http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://uk.docs./mail/winter07.html > Building a website is a piece of cake. > Small Business gives you all the tools to get > online. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2007 Report Share Posted June 30, 2007 Elektra, dearest, I'm so happy for you. I hope you and hubby have the best night ever! It must feel so good to have dumped all that bad stuff. Congratulations. And I really think your explanation of how we have to live through it again to get rid of it is the best way I've heard it explained yet. Thank you for instructing us. Blessings for you new day, Valarie , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Dear list, > > I am finally coming to the conclusion of a very long > and very old emotional cycle. > My ex boyfriend John showed up in my mail box just > before the shaktipat began, he came to ask forgiveness > , as some of you know, for past hurts he had inflicted > upon me . He opened up a dam of very old and very > blocked emotions. > At first I felt love for him and compassion, then I > felt the old love for him and desire, then I felt > betrayed and angry (this was over the course of two > weeks, the emotions kept seeping out and changing), > then I felt afraid of his presence as if it was an > omen I would lose my present hubby. > This then lead me to relive a very painful loop I used > to feel I was stuck in when anyone I became close to > would vanish from my life in painful and bizarre > manners (such as death). > > Yesterday I finally began gaining clarity after the > storm, all the way through this I just kept praying to > shakti to guide me. > And she certainly did, > I now see that all these emotions I was feeling in > realtime, were just the old blocked ones coming out to > be cleared. > A good lesson for all, you feel the emotions as if > they are present, but they aren't , they are ghosts so > to speak, you feel them to let go. > They certainly feel real enough, my GOD!!! > I would say that the special diet shakti has had me on > was part of the process also. Cleaning body, cleaning > emtions. > Today for the first time the skin on my hand is > looking a little better and it didn't itch during the > night. > > I'm through the most of it now, this is one of the > most important clearings I've done I would say, so > much old energy intertwined that needed release. > I think my connection to hubby is about to go > skyrocket and my ability to trust enough to allow > sexuality may be surfacing....... yippeee, old junk > cleared....hooray. > I'm just glad I was in issolation to do it all or god > knows what might have happened. > > Thankyou wonderful group sisters who took the time to > help me through this and give me advice, it all helped > me understand what was going on, I am blessed to have > you guys x x x > > Lots of love and release > Elektra x x x > > > > > > _________ > Mail is the world's favourite email. Don't settle for less, sign up for > your free account today http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://uk.docs./mail/winte r07.html > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2007 Report Share Posted June 30, 2007 Beloved Elektra, this post has helped me glide through a major storm. I don't know how I would have fared if you hadn't sent this at the time you did. It really saved me, giving me clarity and focus as to what was actually happening behind the appearances. I am so deeply grateful. A terrible situation has turned into something so beautiful that it leaves me breathless. God bless you, dear friend. And thank you from the deepest place in my heart. Love, dhyana --- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > Dear list, > > I am finally coming to the conclusion of a very long > and very old emotional cycle. > My ex boyfriend John showed up in my mail box just > before the shaktipat began, he came to ask > forgiveness > , as some of you know, for past hurts he had > inflicted > upon me . He opened up a dam of very old and very > blocked emotions. > At first I felt love for him and compassion, then I > felt the old love for him and desire, then I felt > betrayed and angry (this was over the course of two > weeks, the emotions kept seeping out and changing), > then I felt afraid of his presence as if it was an > omen I would lose my present hubby. > This then lead me to relive a very painful loop I > used > to feel I was stuck in when anyone I became close to > would vanish from my life in painful and bizarre > manners (such as death). > > Yesterday I finally began gaining clarity after the > storm, all the way through this I just kept praying > to > shakti to guide me. > And she certainly did, > I now see that all these emotions I was feeling in > realtime, were just the old blocked ones coming out > to > be cleared. > A good lesson for all, you feel the emotions as if > they are present, but they aren't , they are ghosts > so > to speak, you feel them to let go. > They certainly feel real enough, my GOD!!! > I would say that the special diet shakti has had me > on > was part of the process also. Cleaning body, > cleaning > emtions. > Today for the first time the skin on my hand is > looking a little better and it didn't itch during > the > night. > > I'm through the most of it now, this is one of the > most important clearings I've done I would say, so > much old energy intertwined that needed release. > I think my connection to hubby is about to go > skyrocket and my ability to trust enough to allow > sexuality may be surfacing....... yippeee, old junk > cleared....hooray. > I'm just glad I was in issolation to do it all or > god > knows what might have happened. > > Thankyou wonderful group sisters who took the time > to > help me through this and give me advice, it all > helped > me understand what was going on, I am blessed to > have > you guys x x x > > Lots of love and release > Elektra x x x > > > > > > > _________ > > Mail is the world's favourite email. Don't > settle for less, sign up for > your free account today > http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://uk.docs./mail/winter07.html > > ______________________________\ ____ Get the toolbar and be alerted to new email wherever you're surfing. http://new.toolbar./toolbar/features/mail/index.php Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2007 Report Share Posted June 30, 2007 Elektra, It is so wonderful that you have made it through this, the rest hopefully will be a piece of cake for you. It is so good to hear you so happy. Adina Get the free toolbar and rest assured with the added security of spyware protection. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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