Demonstrate your Surrender T

[Guest guest]

My Dear Electra,

thank you for always being involved, as you have been for a long while..

 

I will try to explain as much as I can but if you need clarification please

let me know.

My K experience was written in my cards so to speak, as I have asked Chrism.

From early on I had a traumatic life rape, incest, molestation, and put on

heavy medication and mental institution because my grandmother was wealthy to

hush me up, one may think these experiences were death as I thought they

were, but it was more the process that was death, to free my self, surrender

that was the death..it took a lot and a lot, and I needed help and suffered

great pain from the issues surrounding this, but before I even knew what K was

I

had an experience, very spiritual but it was like I fell from an 11 feet

building and couldn't move for two weeks (another death) or awakening based on

trauma and fear, I'm so thankful that I was able to move out of the state I was

in, because I would be " sick for life, or mentally disturbed as many are

labeled " , my twins born at 2 and 3 pounds, brought me homeless again, how I got

through it I don't know. I left my mothers house at 12 and never been

back..I have been through several deaths, I didn't know it at the time, but in

my he

art I have always been of service to others no matter how poor we are..I

have always had " psychic experiences " so my abilities were always their, I had

to trust a few select, and we were their for each other, people whom I would

think are far more experienced than me but I was able to help them so I was

confirmed that we are all different and special and have different abilities,

when I trusted and helped and they confirmed I knew I was on the right path..I

have gotten to the point where my deaths are no longer as painful a state of

peace, that no matter how I appear to be my heart is pure and I move on IT'S

WONDERFUL..

I still have a way to go, but I will no longer be where I have a look of

death on my face, I will no longer be imprisoned by fear.. even when I get

upset, or fear based I know have the tools to go inside my heart and know who I

am

and what my purpose is.. and I have about select people who love me and know

what I'm about and will always help me no matter what...

For me, even though it was written in my cards, it was such a difficult

process, yes maybe I don't have to do as many techniques as others but the

process was very hard, I wouldn't go back to that state, I look forward to

moving

forward, it took surrender to get to this peaceful state..

I am thankful, and I will help anyone if I can ..

to have peace and security NO MATTER WHAT is priceless,

My dear if you want to know more about me let me know? I could tell you more

details about my deaths, but would it help or my current state..

if you want to know if you had deaths before, think about your current life,

and surrender, known or unknown, and think about rebirth, because if I were

not reborn my death would be permanent and I would not be able to

communicate. Also if you want ways to help others when you have nothing

financial to

offer I will tell you..

I love you all

T

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Thanks so much T... I understand now (I think).

 

I think I have had some deaths in my teenage years,

almost like losing everything, including myself, like

a breakdown of sorts, to the point you are nothing,

then you become reborn, like a pheonix from the ashes.

 

I guess it's like a dark night of the soul, or a walk

through the wilderness with no supplies and surviving

to become stronger.

Is this correct?

 

Nothing humbles you more.

 

love Elektra x x x

 

 

 

 

 

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