Demonstrate your Surrender - Valarie

[Guest guest]

It worse than that Valarie. lol. I want you to demonstrate this

surrender. In real time and in real ways. It isn't what you think.

Please step outside the ideas and expectations you have been

comfortable with as you have grown and come to this place with the

Kundalini.

 

To surrender isn't to lose. It isn't to abandon those you love or

society.

 

This is hard and simple at the same time. Please do not feel that I

ask this lightly of anyone. It is difficult to reach this area. It

is supposed to be. Yet when you do you will marvel at the

simplicity. Caves are fine but not needed for this experience.

 

You are not alone in wondering at what is " supposed " to be expected.

To demonstrate it is putting action into an equation that you do not

yet understand. So yes it is difficult. Expose your " self " to me

however you can make that manifest. Everyone must come to this on

their own and within their own merits and ideas and processes. There

is nothing that is lost yet everything is given, I can tell you that

much.

 

This may be inappropriate for you and others who may struggle

with " meanings " . Do not worry and if you feel this is too far " out

there " then take a step back. Wont effect what you have already

achieved and it will " seed " the appropriate (for the persona)

response at another time.

 

My apologies if this has caused consternation yet as some of you

understand from the tactile nature of this force the Kundalini is

intelligent and it is real. And it is of God/Goddess or Divinity as

you feel Divinity to be. Divinity is watching this very struggle

with in you and it may guide your response. - Better it than I -

lol -

[Guest guest]

Is it a surrender of the will? A surrender not seen physically but one felt

mentally or emotionally? Is it like opening the door when you hear a knock and

gladly opening it and stepping back to let the " visitor " in? Is it like going

under water and sinking down and rather than holding your breath till you

struggle with it just easily letting the water breath into you as if it was

air...and finding out you could breathe underwater after all? I believe I can do

that, if that catches the basic meaning of it. (The egg in-between my shoulder

blades is pulsing...is that my answer?)

 

Thanks. I really DO want to sort this out...no, it isn't easy and a bit scary

but I'm determined not to be scared off. I won't rush into this, will give it

more thought before saying yeah or nay.

 

Love to all,

 

Valarie (Vacillating) Vousden (hey, at least I'm honest!)

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

No and yes to some of what you wrote Valarie. You must choose what it

was though. These answers are for you to find. - The questions are

directed towards your Shakti or your higher Self(ves). In another

post I will give some examples of my experience that you may use as a

tool to explore and initiate yours. If it is right feeling for you. -

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, Valarie Vousden

<vjvousden wrote:

>

> Is it a surrender of the will? A surrender not seen physically but

one felt mentally or emotionally? Is it like opening the door when

you hear a knock and gladly opening it and stepping back to let

the " visitor " in? Is it like going under water and sinking down and

rather than holding your breath till you struggle with it just easily

letting the water breath into you as if it was air...and finding out

you could breathe underwater after all? I believe I can do that, if

that catches the basic meaning of it. (The egg in-between my shoulder

blades is pulsing...is that my answer?)

>

> Thanks. I really DO want to sort this out...no, it isn't easy and

a bit scary but I'm determined not to be scared off. I won't rush

into this, will give it more thought before saying yeah or nay.

>

> Love to all,

>

> Valarie (Vacillating) Vousden (hey, at least I'm honest!)

>

>

>

> Shape in your own image. Join our Network Research Panel

today!

>

>

[Guest guest]

Thank you, Chrism, for the " hints " . It must come from me, I get it. I

will let go and let Shakti, try to listen to what I get (I'm not that

good at hearing her yet, but get glimpses so will be on alert!). This

whole thread has really stirred things up in my back and neck. Like

during the Shaktipat. Right now enjoying pins and needles tingles in

my back and shoulders and up my neck, that seething, rolling wave

that moves in the muscles up my back. While I struggle with

understanding this concept, K is really stirring in me (it feels

like). It seems to have hit a door/stop about where the skull

attachs to the neck. There is an energy(?)lump there (not a

physical one I can touch just a feeling of a lump). Whoa, Bessie! I

hope it isn't too much too fast! Sorry to focus so on the physical

aspect but it's REALLY interesting! Head feels like it's growing (not

a headache, thankfully).

 

I'm grounding, I'm grounding!! Finger locks and all that, too.

Yeeha!

*big grin*

Valarie

 

 

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

 

No and yes to some of what you wrote Valarie. You must choose what it

was though. These answers are for you to find. - The questions are

directed towards your Shakti or your higher Self(ves). In another

post I will give some examples of my experience that you may use as a

tool to explore and initiate yours. If it is right feeling for you. -

 

[Guest guest]

Yes Valarie this is an " energy egg " it is Shakti and it will speak to

you but not always in words. Sometimes in feelings and urges and

symbols so try to " hear " it without audio expectations.

 

The neck block is done by the " hammer " as the Toaists or the Chinese

call it. Briefly it is like a modulator for the upper chakras that

will only let specific amounts or qualities of energy engage the

sixth and the seventh. These eggs will break at this place on the

neck and send the pleasant vibrations and tingles on down the body.

 

As the egg goes through the hammer and breaks upon the seventh or the

top of your head it is very pleasurable and other manifestations will

occur as this happens.

 

Valarie, please suspend your doubts and disbeliefs and allow these

activities to take a real place inside your reality. -

blessingssgnisselb - c

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, " vjvousden "

<vjvousden wrote:

>

> Thank you, Chrism, for the " hints " . It must come from me, I get it.

I

> will let go and let Shakti, try to listen to what I get (I'm not

that

> good at hearing her yet, but get glimpses so will be on alert!).

This

> whole thread has really stirred things up in my back and neck. Like

> during the Shaktipat. Right now enjoying pins and needles tingles

in

> my back and shoulders and up my neck, that seething, rolling wave

> that moves in the muscles up my back. While I struggle with

> understanding this concept, K is really stirring in me (it feels

> like). It seems to have hit a door/stop about where the skull

> attachs to the neck. There is an energy(?)lump there (not a

> physical one I can touch just a feeling of a lump). Whoa, Bessie! I

> hope it isn't too much too fast! Sorry to focus so on the physical

> aspect but it's REALLY interesting! Head feels like it's growing

(not

> a headache, thankfully).

>

> I'm grounding, I'm grounding!! Finger locks and all that, too.

> Yeeha!

> *big grin*

> Valarie

>

>

>

> , " chrism "

> <@> wrote:

>

> No and yes to some of what you wrote Valarie. You must choose what

it

> was though. These answers are for you to find. - The questions are

> directed towards your Shakti or your higher Self(ves). In another

> post I will give some examples of my experience that you may use as

a

> tool to explore and initiate yours. If it is right feeling for

you. -

>

>