visions

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Recently, someone here was speaking of dreams she has for other people.

I have visions for my self and sometimes for others. I believe that usually, it

is my higher self's way or the spirit guides' way of preparing me for something

I am about to see or experience.

Well recently, I had two interesting visions. One was of me splashing in

rainwater in the parking lot outside of work. I was throwing myself in the dirty

water and loving it. It felt good, and cool..and it made me laugh like crazy. I

felt everything I've been holding inside (every care, every fear, everything

bothersome or weighing on my mind and soul) leave me and I felt happy and free-

not unlike an innocent child, who knows nothing of hardship or worry. Then a few

days later (Sunday) I got a reply from Chrism. I understood it as telling me to

roll in the dirt, and pray the whole time..to connect my roots with those of

mother earth and experience oneness and be free.

 

Then yesterday and today, I was having a vision about a woman I work with.

She is the one who is very unstable with her emotions- can never seem to keep

the same opinion of someone. One minute she is the friend, and the next minute

she is filled with jealousy and resentment and hatred, and she feels it is her

duty to make that person 'pay'. So she begins to cast spells on that person and

I see her walking in circles around that person's counter, in a contemplative

yet creepy way. Afterwards, that person usually becomes ill and is out of work

for a few days..or the persons thing begin to disappear. That happens in real

life. Now on to the vision-

In the vision, I had slipped into my trance state. I felt as though I was

pulling knowledge from the other side..from the light. My eyes rolled up and I

was filled with peace. I felt the breath go out of me like thick fog.

I was in knowing suddenly, of everything in the universe. She came up to me and

realized this. She asked me to tell her of her fate..of her future.

I said to her " You ask, but you do not wish to know. "

She told me that is not true. I replied, " You ask for the truth, yet when you

hear the truth you refuse to hear, and when you see the truth, you look past

it. "

She called me a liar, and became angry. Then she calmed and said go ahead and

tell me.

I hesitated, then said " In the end, you will destroy yourself. " She looked

shocked and took a couple of quick steps back from me. " She told me I gave her a

bad 'reading' and I am not supposed to do that..it is supposed to be light and

fun..'you know..just for kicks' she said.

She looked at me as if she wanted to hear why and how she was to destroy

herself. She couldn't understand. Although it was my mouth which was moving..and

it was my voice (although distant and very serious) the words were not coming

from my mind, they were coming from a higher source. It was as if it was her

time to receive a 'wakeup call' and I was God's instrument, allowing her to hear

it. I told her that she has chosen her fate. She asked me what I meant, and her

eyes were wide and frightened. I asked her if she wanted to live..if she'd be

willing to make a change..deep within her heart. She looked at my as if she

didn't understand anything of that nature. I must have been in awareness of

Chrism's post for us to demonstrate our surrender, because I asked what she was

willing to give up. I asked her if she would change if she was given another

chance, and the past was all erased. Then I repeated, " What are you willing to

give up? " She looked at me frightened, and ran to

get her purse. She came back quickly and began piling wads of money into my

hands. I told her she misunderstood. I said " Look deep within yourself...deep

within your heart and soul..and deep within your thoughts. What are you willing

to give up?..your hatred, your resentment, your jealousy, your anger, your

malice..what? "

She looked frightened, and just stared at me as if she didn't believe she could

ever separate herself from these things. She had grown to be one with them, and

they had become fused to her. She did not know life without them. My boss (past

life mother) and a couple of co-workers happened to be standing there in

amazement. When I get into a trance state, I am not self conscious and am not

seeing anything else in the room. It feels like I can almost not see through my

eyes because they are open so wide, and lifted up..and it feels like it is not

totally me in there...like my higher self, or a lighted being is seeing and

speaking through me. I am (and was in this instance) somehow able to know

everything that is going on around me, and in the room, simultaneously (in back

of me as well, although ones eyes do not see in back of them..I for some reason

do see in back and above and below me,..when I'm in a trance state such as this)

and I was aware of each person and what they

were thinking and feeling. I was hearing their thoughts in my head. She was

noticing them listening and standing around watching and she became enraged and

came over and out her hands on me in an angry way..on my upper arms by my

shoulders..as if she wanted to shake me or something. Instead of shouting at her

or becoming angry or afraid..I was completely at peace. I looked at her with

caring eyes and I reminded her to be aware -that she creates her own karama and

that she may want to take more care. She snapped out of it, and became like a

broken little child..pliable..all resistance exhausted. Suddenly, I became very

serious..and I was shouting, and my emotions were spilling out. I guess 'I' was

coming back through me..and slipping out of my trance. So my emotions were

spilling out and I felt like yelling and crying at the same time. I didn't want

her to take this lightly. I didn't want her, as mean as she'd been to me, to be

consumed by her hatred. The trance state

allowed me to see her hatred exhausting her and eating her alive..burning her

out until there was nothing left, and in the end- she was only killing herself.

She agreed that she wanted a change..that she didn't want to live like that

anymore..hurting people and always wanting what others have and wishing them

sickness when they have 'better things' or more friends, and always feeling the

need to punish others. I took her outside and sprinkled her with sea salt and

rosewater and I prayed with her.That was the end.

 

I don't know if this means I'm supposed to look for opportunities to help her

change her ways..or if it was played out this way just to illustrate to my

humble mind, exactly what surrender means, or if it was meant to be posted here

in case it would help anyone here..since we all have different views of what

surrender means.

Anyway, I just thought I'd share that with all of you.

Love,

Tara

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

That is one crazy vision Tara, I could see it all so

clearly as you explained it.

Would have been funny if it had really happened in the

middle of your shop , LOL.

 

My friend works in a department store on the make up

counters so imagining that happening in real time was

quite fun for me.

 

Sometimes I think it would be great if a big booming

voice from the sky would give people announcements and

wake up calls, they'd be so shocked they'd probably

faint or something.

 

I can see it now, someone sneeking around, planning

something mean, when BOOM a big voice says " What do

you think you are doing? Thats mean, thats bad karma

for you you know " , I think they may be shocked into

thinking again. haa haa.

 

Love Elektra x x x

 

 

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LOL, Elektra!!!

Well you know, I am known for being an instrument of sorts in public.

One time in the midst of a pretty normal day at the counter, one of the girls

had a hard time finding an eyeliner in the drawers at another counter.

The counter manager had gone to lunch, and she didn't have a part-time beauty

consultant working for her that day, so we were all kind of taking turns helping

her customers.One of the girls was helping a lady who needed this phantom

eyeliner, and the girl came up to me and asked me in a straight forward and

direct voice (which can onset my trance mode, in which I receive answers from

beyond), she asked " Do we have any more green eyeliners? " I slipped into my

trance state and suddenly just knew that we did, although I too have to search

for products at that counter, and I don't know their stock either. She

apparently

had been asking someone else, because she seemed startled when I answered

" Yes, there are three. " in my dream-like 'trance voice'. Someone else came up

who knows the counter a little better and who had been searching all day long

for things that customers wanted, and felt sure she knew what was what- replied

" We do not have any. I have looked in every drawer all day long for products

products whose whereabouts I am not familiar, and I just searched again for

these eyeliners and THERE ARE NONE. " I had a peaceful, confident feeling as I

assured her there were three. She said " Well would you mind finding them? "

Then she laughed to herself. She felt that because I am younger, I am also

pretty dumb. Well I may be dumb sometimes, but it's not because of age. LOL:)

I inhaled and used my hands as guides for locating the energy field surrounding

the eyeliner box which I was seeing in my mind. Then I walked around the counter

with my hands out. She thought I'd lost my mind. She kept saying " Tara, the

eyeliners are not up there, they have never been on the shelves. You are not

even close, they would be in a drawer. I already looked in every one. "

She didn't know about the energy thing, She wouldn't have understood. I passed

my double doors in the middle of the counter, when I felt an energy pull. It

kind of felt like a magnetic field pulling something within me. I allowed myself

to be pulled backward, and I dropped to the floor and opened the cabinet door.

When I reached in..there it was- a bundle of three eyeliners rubber banded

together.

She was amazed, and she kept exclaiming " You're a clairvoyant! " At the time, I

didn't know what a clairvoyant was. LOL

Love,

Tara

 

 

 

>That is one crazy vision Tara, I could see it all so

>clearly as you explained it.

>Would have been funny if it had really happened in the

>middle of your shop , LOL.

....

>I can see it now, someone sneeking around, planning

>something mean, when BOOM a big voice says " What do

>you think you are doing? Thats mean, thats bad karma

>for you you know " , I think they may be shocked into

>thinking again. haa haa.

 

 

 

 

 

Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote:

That is one crazy vision Tara, I could see it all so

clearly as you explained it.

Would have been funny if it had really happened in the

middle of your shop , LOL.

 

My friend works in a department store on the make up

counters so imagining that happening in real time was

quite fun for me.

 

Sometimes I think it would be great if a big booming

voice from the sky would give people announcements and

wake up calls, they'd be so shocked they'd probably

faint or something.

 

I can see it now, someone sneeking around, planning

something mean, when BOOM a big voice says " What do

you think you are doing? Thats mean, thats bad karma

for you you know " , I think they may be shocked into

thinking again. haa haa.

 

Love Elektra x x x

 

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