on singing and surrenduring

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Hi List,

 

I wanted to write and share some of my healing experiences with chrism over

the last few days. He generously offered to meet with me in person and work

with my " entity " problem. I have to say that my experience of

interferance/invasion by these beings really was a 24/7 survival struggle

for many months. From the moment I got in the car with him to the moment I

stepped back into my house, for a day and a half, I got to experience very

little invasion (such a relief). Beyond that, I got to experience a kind of

refuge or protection from them, as well as having a tremendous ally who

understands what it is like to experience entities...and this support has

taken root more deeply within me.

 

We worked strongly with reconnecting to the wilderness, experiencing the

polarity of the elements through going into places with strong earth/nature

energy, and surrenduring. This is still with me, almost like seeds of

natural energy that are sprouting and drawing me back.

 

I got to observe seals sunbathing and then being tossed by the powerful cold

ocean waves...then like the seals, I lay faced down on the beach sand and

let the ocean water wash over my body...this was really INTENSE (mixing the

ice cold and power of the Pacific ocean, with the heat of the sun...the

salt of the sea with the dense sand, the water, earth and air).

 

I feel very cleansed...but beyond that, I feel so much more in touch with

and in love with the healing power of nature...as well as the surrender that

comes naturally when you face the dangers of the wilderness (predator/prey

was a strong theme I am still chewing on). I think the strength of the wild

earth really helped me focus in this world no matter what I was hearing and

feeling from the entities...helped me experience being made from the

earth/belonging to the earth/and no matter what is happening on the astral

level, I can't become astral since i am the earth - i.e. THEY CAN'T TAKE

ME!!! the earth has a much stronger gravitational pull, and my roots are

laid.

 

Returning from my time with chrism was an entity rollercoaster...they still

don't know their way out/away from me, and they are still getting the

message that they need to leave. They are listening while I type this

instead of leaving.

 

After being with chrism, I am working strongly with surrenduring and finding

my tools/practices to step away from being victimized/disabled from this and

back into my power. Today I learned that if I play loud music my MP3

player, and sing at the same time, I can almost completely drown them out.

I can also AUM. If I do this at the beach, no one can hear me and I can

sing from my whole body and feel the earth at the same time.

 

I was able to do this for much of the day, and found so much relief from

them (more than any day so far on my own).

 

From singing with my MP3 player, my personal essence really started to come

back, and alot of familiar senses of myself that have been lost/unavailable

to me from being in a constant tug of war for myself with the entities - I

carved out alot of space for myself by myself...WHICH IS HUGE!!!

 

They are not gone (yet), so I may have to do alot of things with my MP3

player for a while - but that is really an awesome way to heal and push them

out...I have wanted to learn how to sing for many years anyway, so I feel

that this is kind of a blessing in disguise to have to do it to give my mind

and body space and a break from the entities.

 

Well, I am greatful to be here, and really greatful to chrism for his

willingness, presence, generosity and his support. I may still have an

entity battle for a while, but I have more tools to empower me, more ground

beneath my feet, and am feeling more allied.

 

I surrendur my entities, lol. I am working on surrenduring to where I am in

the now, and also inviting change.

 

Peace

Laura

 

 

 

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Cool to read...strength to you again.

Igor.

 

 

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spacegypsie: Mon, 2 Jul 2007 21:20:18 -0800Subject:

on singing and surrenduring

 

 

 

 

Hi List,I wanted to write and share some of my healing experiences with chrism

overthe last few days. He generously offered to meet with me in person and

workwith my " entity " problem. I have to say that my experience

ofinterferance/invasion by these beings really was a 24/7 survival strugglefor

many months. From the moment I got in the car with him to the moment Istepped

back into my house, for a day and a half, I got to experience verylittle

invasion (such a relief). Beyond that, I got to experience a kind ofrefuge or

protection from them, as well as having a tremendous ally whounderstands what it

is like to experience entities...and this support hastaken root more deeply

within me.We worked strongly with reconnecting to the wilderness, experiencing

thepolarity of the elements through going into places with strong

earth/natureenergy, and surrenduring. This is still with me, almost like seeds

ofnatural energy that are sprouting and drawing me back.I got to observe seals

sunbathing and then being tossed by the powerful coldocean waves...then like the

seals, I lay faced down on the beach sand andlet the ocean water wash over my

body...this was really INTENSE (mixing theice cold and power of the Pacific

ocean, with the heat of the sun...thesalt of the sea with the dense sand, the

water, earth and air).I feel very cleansed...but beyond that, I feel so much

more in touch withand in love with the healing power of nature...as well as the

surrender thatcomes naturally when you face the dangers of the wilderness

(predator/preywas a strong theme I am still chewing on). I think the strength of

the wildearth really helped me focus in this world no matter what I was hearing

andfeeling from the entities...helped me experience being made from

theearth/belonging to the earth/and no matter what is happening on the

astrallevel, I can't become astral since i am the earth - i.e. THEY CAN'T

TAKEME!!! the earth has a much stronger gravitational pull, and my roots

arelaid.Returning from my time with chrism was an entity rollercoaster...they

stilldon't know their way out/away from me, and they are still getting

themessage that they need to leave. They are listening while I type thisinstead

of leaving.After being with chrism, I am working strongly with surrenduring and

findingmy tools/practices to step away from being victimized/disabled from this

andback into my power. Today I learned that if I play loud music my MP3player,

and sing at the same time, I can almost completely drown them out.I can also

AUM. If I do this at the beach, no one can hear me and I cansing from my whole

body and feel the earth at the same time.I was able to do this for much of the

day, and found so much relief fromthem (more than any day so far on my own).From

singing with my MP3 player, my personal essence really started to comeback, and

alot of familiar senses of myself that have been lost/unavailableto me from

being in a constant tug of war for myself with the entities - Icarved out alot

of space for myself by myself...WHICH IS HUGE!!!They are not gone (yet), so I

may have to do alot of things with my MP3player for a while - but that is really

an awesome way to heal and push themout...I have wanted to learn how to sing for

many years anyway, so I feelthat this is kind of a blessing in disguise to have

to do it to give my mindand body space and a break from the entities.Well, I am

greatful to be here, and really greatful to chrism for hiswillingness, presence,

generosity and his support. I may still have anentity battle for a while, but I

have more tools to empower me, more groundbeneath my feet, and am feeling more

allied.I surrendur my entities, lol. I am working on surrenduring to where I am

inthe now, and also inviting change.PeaceLaura[Non-text portions of this message

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Oh, Laura, that is such AWESOME news! is

reaching Hero status and being granted special

surprises in the future! lol! I am truly so happy for

you. I'm doing better, too! Tender hug and big smiles!

Love, dhyana

 

 

 

 

 

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Laura,

This is great to hear!

And thanks so much, again, Chrism!

U

 

 

On 7/3/07, L K <spacegypsie wrote:

>

> Hi List,

>

> I wanted to write and share some of my healing experiences with chrism

> over

> the last few days. He generously offered to meet with me in person and

> work

> with my " entity " problem. I have to say that my experience of

> interferance/invasion by these beings really was a 24/7 survival struggle

> for many months. From the moment I got in the car with him to the moment I

> stepped back into my house, for a day and a half, I got to experience very

> little invasion (such a relief). Beyond that, I got to experience a kind

> of

> refuge or protection from them, as well as having a tremendous ally who

> understands what it is like to experience entities...and this support has

> taken root more deeply within me.

>

> We worked strongly with reconnecting to the wilderness, experiencing the

> polarity of the elements through going into places with strong

> earth/nature

> energy, and surrenduring. This is still with me, almost like seeds of

> natural energy that are sprouting and drawing me back.

>

> I got to observe seals sunbathing and then being tossed by the powerful

> cold

> ocean waves...then like the seals, I lay faced down on the beach sand and

> let the ocean water wash over my body...this was really INTENSE (mixing

> the

> ice cold and power of the Pacific ocean, with the heat of the sun...the

> salt of the sea with the dense sand, the water, earth and air).

>

> I feel very cleansed...but beyond that, I feel so much more in touch with

> and in love with the healing power of nature...as well as the surrender

> that

> comes naturally when you face the dangers of the wilderness (predator/prey

> was a strong theme I am still chewing on). I think the strength of the

> wild

> earth really helped me focus in this world no matter what I was hearing

> and

> feeling from the entities...helped me experience being made from the

> earth/belonging to the earth/and no matter what is happening on the astral

> level, I can't become astral since i am the earth - i.e. THEY CAN'T TAKE

> ME!!! the earth has a much stronger gravitational pull, and my roots are

> laid.

>

> Returning from my time with chrism was an entity rollercoaster...they

> still

> don't know their way out/away from me, and they are still getting the

> message that they need to leave. They are listening while I type this

> instead of leaving.

>

> After being with chrism, I am working strongly with surrenduring and

> finding

> my tools/practices to step away from being victimized/disabled from this

> and

> back into my power. Today I learned that if I play loud music my MP3

> player, and sing at the same time, I can almost completely drown them out.

> I can also AUM. If I do this at the beach, no one can hear me and I can

> sing from my whole body and feel the earth at the same time.

>

> I was able to do this for much of the day, and found so much relief from

> them (more than any day so far on my own).

>

> From singing with my MP3 player, my personal essence really started to

> come

> back, and alot of familiar senses of myself that have been

> lost/unavailable

> to me from being in a constant tug of war for myself with the entities - I

> carved out alot of space for myself by myself...WHICH IS HUGE!!!

>

> They are not gone (yet), so I may have to do alot of things with my MP3

> player for a while - but that is really an awesome way to heal and push

> them

> out...I have wanted to learn how to sing for many years anyway, so I feel

> that this is kind of a blessing in disguise to have to do it to give my

> mind

> and body space and a break from the entities.

>

> Well, I am greatful to be here, and really greatful to chrism for his

> willingness, presence, generosity and his support. I may still have an

> entity battle for a while, but I have more tools to empower me, more

> ground

> beneath my feet, and am feeling more allied.

>

> I surrendur my entities, lol. I am working on surrenduring to where I am

> in

> the now, and also inviting change.

>

> Peace

> Laura

>

>