shaktipat.....

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Hi,

 

I wanted to describe what is happening in my life since the shaktipat.

 

First, I could not sleep at all the night the scatterfields were

removed, but felt fine the next 12 hour workday.

 

And I now have 4 foster children and my job and all is going

smoothly. I usually can only deal with 1 or 2 of these high

maintenence kids and was wishing to be able to hold more in my

consciousness at the same time and now seem to be able to.

 

I worked with a Shaman from Peru several time doing all night rituals

years ago and learned and experienced many things but also " saw " and

knew his ability to hold the group of us in his awareness (60 people)

as well as each of us individually was a skill also passed to me,

somehow, if only I could figure it out. I have been asking to be

able to do this with more situations for some time, try occasionally

and have only been able to do my life, my job and 2 kids. (The last

time I tried it did not go so well and a child started a very

damaging fire in my home. It seemed that was my faliure, not the

girls. I could not hold the healing space for her all the time)

 

It is like seeing and feeling each situation energetically maybe like

each is a movie in a bubble in my mind and being able to react and

adjust teach persons energy pattern 24/7.

 

I have 2 developmentally disabled gentlemen and my 4 kids right now.

Much of this is done without the individual being in my presence, the

same as long distance healing.

 

I am very happy to be able to work with more at a time without losing

someone. Before it was sort of like the one with the most needs

would go to the top of the list and there would be less energy and

attention for the others but now everything is equal and no one is

left with less energy. I am not tired from holding and adjusting the

space and can feel them at all times.

 

These are all very disturbed individuals with some who have very

complicated energy patterns to adjust and patterns I am not familure

with. My youngest girl was 5150'ed and is in a psych ward at the

moment and on different meds so she feels different. I have been on

the ward to see her and, I felt the pain and distress of each person

there.

 

But was able able to be there and not get derailed or distressed by

other peoples energies this time which is also new. (I have

been in several psych wards and crisis centers recently and maintain

quite well)

 

The way I got this last child involved many minor impossible

situations that resulted in the very improbable placing of him in my

home. I prayed often and fervently and abandoned logic....simply

would not deal with it. Even the social workers say it must have

been fated.

 

I used everything I know to get him here and have left many sort of

dazed and confused offical people scratching their heads wondering

just how this happened. That gently amuses me, lol.

 

He was acting out so badly, mostly due to circumstances he did not

create that he was in psych wards, juvinile halls and group homes and

soon would be so labled that he would never get back to being in a

foster home. He is 16 so there is not a lot of time left. Any

healing and love any of you wish to send to him or to any of us here

in my home would be greatly appreciated.

 

I am very grateful to be able to do this, will keep 2 childern for

the long term (the other 2 will emancipate from my home soon) and

look forward to what is next.

 

 

In love,

 

Sherri