My confession Droxine

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Thankyou so much for your reply, and it all resonated

with me, as a child I often thought just as you

stated, what if I just killed myself?

 

I was always in trouble at school from a young age,

they just didn't know what to do with me, I wouldn't

listen to fear based conditioning or religious

hypocrisy (I went to a very disciplinarian christian

school and was seen as evil). I would often imagine

killing myself to get out of school. I remember at age

7 thinking I could just throw myself under this car

and never have to worry about school again.

 

I had a death wish for sure, I felt out of place and

unworthy , I was bullied continuously as a child and

never really fit in anywhere, not even at home.

 

So, all this lead to self destruct. And you are so

right, I never wanted to drag anyone else into it but

it just happened.

I know that me and hubby have lived many times

together and work as a team very well. Old friends

meeting again to help out.

 

you are very astute and ituitive with your

observations and I valued your input.

 

I have found it so hard to forgive myself but I feel

today as though I really have, what is there to judge?

I learnt so much and became a stronger , better person

who has seen forgiveness and love in such depth I feel

eternally grateful

How amazing is my husband?

Mind blowing.

 

This was my divine path and so I walked it the best I

could and now I'm at shakti's doorstep knock knock

knocking.

 

I love to free myself of these old out dated memories

and emotions, it's so refreshing. I am not ashamed of

who I am, or of who anyone is.

 

I have had the saying " He who has not sinned throw the

first stone " going around my mind today.....funny.

 

Thankyou all

Love Elektra x x x

 

 

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