depression?..extreme sensitivity?

[Guest guest]

I've been coming home from work absolutely drained of energy, hungry..cranky.

Today, I found myself in a panic, and Magda gave me some clonapin. I haven't

needed it for at least a half a year. I came home drained again, threw myself on

my bed and cried for almost two hours! What in the world?

I have been burning out. Someone in my department is not owning up to her

responsibilities, and it's weighing down on me. She in constantly missing in

action, which leaves me watching her counter along with at least two others.

Plus, I'm helping Magda a lot, as she is still getting her feet wet, so to

speak. I know I'm burning out, but I'm just surprised that I'm reacting like

this. I feel irrational..like a woman feels when she has p.m.s.- I really truly

feel as though I've just been abandoned in the middle of no where. It's because

this girl has been spoken to so many times, but nothing sinks in, and the

managers don't know what else to do. In the mean time, I've been missing my

lunch breaks because I can't find her. It's nothing I haven't dealt with before.

I feel as though I am very much over reacting. I was in a rage over it

yesterday, and today I was in tears.

I'm guessing this is caused by the fact that I am suppressing my feelings, and

they have to come out somehow. Any in site, guys and gals?

Thanks a million!

Love,

Tara

 

 

 

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