Guest guest Posted July 17, 2007 Report Share Posted July 17, 2007 For the past couple of months...late May onward, I have been feeling far less physical K symptoms and more mental, if you will. I have only been awakened for 9 months, and I was wondering what kind of fluctuations are common. I have a hard time believing that my physical K symtoms are 'done' and overwith, considering the short period of time I have been awakened for. I feel like they should still be there, but I am also aware that there is no 'should.' My mental symptoms I can only describe as a great, dense fog in the mind, like I can hardly remember my past/things I used to know, and from day to day my depth of thought has lessened *significantly* - except for random lucid, flowing moments of emotion, sometimes happy, but sometimes frustrated. It is almost like I am skating on a mental pond that has been frozen over for a long time...and when it thaws I will not even recognise it... Anyone know about this? Lots of love to all, Kerry Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 17, 2007 Report Share Posted July 17, 2007 Surrender as best you can to your process Kerry. It knows what is needed and you may just be on a plateau in regards to the physical changes. It isnt always a back to back action upon action scenario. It is for some but not everyone. Your process is going along just fine. Your not in pain and your lucid and not under any kind of pressure to infuse. Enjoy skating on the pond for now, then when it melts go swimming! - surrender is the key. - my take - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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