[SPAM] A last word before I take a break

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I literally got drained reading your comments Betsy. I sure hope you

find peace and love,

as I read only resentment and anger in this reply. Blessings to you

Betsy and I hope only

the best for you.

Lisa

 

betsy wrote:

>

> Chrism: Well Betsy you have answered your own question

> Betsy: You might tell me more clear:

> You see what you want to see.

>

> Chrism: but

> Betsy: 'But' is a very interesting word...

>

> Chrism: the way I see it

> Betsy: Aha, something i wrote you disagree with so

> you feel the need to express what it is...

>

> Chrism: is as a series of stages or phases that all the bodys

> go through. Physical, mental, emotional, ego, spiritual, to name

> some of them. They all get transformed imho.

>

> Betsy: This is so strange, why does this kind of statement come up?

> It has nothing to do with what I posted or wrote about.

> Nothing I wrote made any claim about awakening = k.

> transformation being only about a physical step. Did anybody

> ask me about my past history? No, there were no questions.

> The following article summarizes the steps I've taken:

> http://phoenixtools.org/articles/khistory.htm

> <http://phoenixtools.org/articles/khistory.htm>

>

> I ask myself why does this kind of response come to me?

> Is it because the physical symtpoms I'm experiencing are just

> so strange to people that they can't accept them? I wonder

> how come from my last post there is not one single question

> about what I wrote about my personal experience. It is like

> what I write is invisible.

>

> Chrism: This takes time.

> Betsy: yes, it takes time. I've meditated approx. 13,000 hours in

> the last 15 years and in the last 18 months I've used ~5,000

> hours of time for the physical part of this process. So this works out

> to approximately two years (24/24). Two years of my life for this, not

> so much.

>

> Chrism: Sometimes longer sometimes shorter depends on the person,

> Betsy: hmmm, where did i hear that before?

>

> Chrism: and the doors that are opened because of this tranformsation

> I also consider part of the process.

>

> Betsy: when you take a step in your awareness, then all that you

> perceive changes. When you change all changes. Each step of

> your awareness you take (and there are quite a few of them),

> then you see things you didn't know were there before. People

> can't see beyond the step of awareness that they've completed.

> So you might have heard things like only a master can

> detect a master, etc. This refers to that idea.

>

> Chrism: You seem to have a solid idea

> Betsy: solid like a brick?

>

> Chrism: and opinion about what is occurring

> Betsy: Opinions matter little.

>

> chrism: with you and so I congratulate you for that.

> Betsy: you are congratulating me for my pig-headed-ness?

>

> chrism: It is hard work I understand that

> Betsy: I'm sure you don't have any inkling about what

> has been my experience. From what I see so far, we

> don't overlap much. If one doesn't have the same

> experience it's impossible to compare and relate to them.

> Please... no arguments about this isn't what I meant, I

> was only being understanding, etc...

>

> Chrism: but

> Betsy: Uh Oh, another but coming

>

> Chrism: as you have got it, it also has you as well and

> Betsy: It doesn't have me as well. Ask a question

> and understand what I'm going through before you

> start making your interpretations. Please.

>

> Chrism: when you begin to have some balance

> inside of your process it gets

> easier. From my experience anyway.

>

> Betsy: Balance inside of your process?

> Oh My. This is too much! I have no idea

> what to say to this, except I'm not interested

> in these kinds of exchanges. They take too

> much energy always having to clear everything

> up. The energy picks up quite strong in the last

> few days, so I end this exchange for now and

> turn off the pc until the energy settles again.

>

> Bye for now,

> Betsy

>

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