Guest guest Posted July 27, 2007 Report Share Posted July 27, 2007 I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing up on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't know how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided to dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read this. *looking at my computer in fascination* Sarita , " selena230 " <selena230 wrote: > > Hello All, > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought I'd > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear from > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long time ago > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as trendy > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on Hindu > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same way. > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I know is > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my meditation, > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for entities. For > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my room > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, with all > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about in > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, but I > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I was > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing out of > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all that I > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest in me. > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my meditation > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. Things > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and anxious, > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, when I > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done to > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were most of > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow through me > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, too. I > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar warmth in > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started healing > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three days > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged out of > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. The > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me vertically, > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the pillar > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my muladhara > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the way I > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed and > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took me a > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me completely > by surprise. > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was immediate > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping pills, no > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. And, > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had never > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most exciting > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and energy > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, locks, > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a bulb. I > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my hands > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring has been > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was just six > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > transformation. > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > Sel > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2007 Report Share Posted July 27, 2007 How interesting Sarita! Maybe because there isn't as much action as usual? Rather bizarre, yet pretty cool! Hee, hee! There is definitely someone trying to tell someone something. Love, Katherine Sarita <sarita1969 Friday, July 27, 2007 12:51:50 PM I think someone needs to read this message I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing up on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't know how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided to dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read this. *looking at my computer in fascination* Sarita Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " selena230 " <selena230@. ..> wrote: > > Hello All, > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought I'd > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear from > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long time ago > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as trendy > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on Hindu > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same way. > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I know is > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my meditation, > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for entities. For > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my room > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, with all > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about in > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, but I > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I was > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing out of > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all that I > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest in me. > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my meditation > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. Things > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and anxious, > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, when I > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done to > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were most of > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow through me > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, too. I > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar warmth in > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started healing > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three days > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged out of > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. The > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me vertically, > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the pillar > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my muladhara > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the way I > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed and > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took me a > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me completely > by surprise. > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was immediate > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping pills, no > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. And, > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had never > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most exciting > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and energy > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, locks, > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a bulb. I > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my hands > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring has been > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was just six > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > transformation. > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > Sel > ______________________________\ ____ Take the Internet to Go: Go puts the Internet in your pocket: mail, news, photos & more. http://mobile./go?refer=1GNXIC Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2007 Report Share Posted July 27, 2007 Wow! This is weird, I have just recently read this and thought she had just recently posted that. But when the forum was slow I did go to some older thread and read there, so maybe that is where I read it. I can't remember, but I have recently read this, about a couple of weeks ago. Love, Linda , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing up > on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I > think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing > anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't know > how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided to > dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read this. > *looking at my computer in fascination* > > Sarita > > , " selena230 " > <selena230@> wrote: > > > > Hello All, > > > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought I'd > > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear from > > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long time > ago > > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as > trendy > > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on Hindu > > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same > way. > > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I know is > > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my > meditation, > > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for entities. > For > > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my room > > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, with > all > > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about in > > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, but I > > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I was > > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing out > of > > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all > that I > > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest in > me. > > > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my meditation > > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. Things > > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and anxious, > > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, > when I > > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done to > > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were most > of > > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow through > me > > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, too. I > > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar warmth > in > > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started healing > > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three days > > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged out > of > > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. The > > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me vertically, > > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the pillar > > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my muladhara > > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the way I > > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed and > > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took me a > > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me completely > > by surprise. > > > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was > immediate > > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping pills, no > > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. And, > > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had never > > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most > exciting > > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and energy > > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, > locks, > > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a > bulb. I > > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my hands > > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring has > been > > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was just > six > > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > > transformation. > > > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > > > Sel > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2007 Report Share Posted July 27, 2007 Interesting. I just got an email dated July 26 to attend 2 Saturday classes on Reiki. I wasn't very familiar with this so I searched it and then I read this message. Also my dog is very sick and could use a healing, I think I will sign up. , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing up > on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I > think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing > anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't know > how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided to > dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read this. > *looking at my computer in fascination* > > Sarita > > , " selena230 " > <selena230@> wrote: > > > > Hello All, > > > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought I'd > > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear from > > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long time > ago > > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as > trendy > > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on Hindu > > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same > way. > > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I know is > > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my > meditation, > > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for entities. > For > > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my room > > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, with > all > > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about in > > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, but I > > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I was > > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing out > of > > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all > that I > > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest in > me. > > > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my meditation > > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. Things > > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and anxious, > > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, > when I > > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done to > > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were most > of > > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow through > me > > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, too. I > > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar warmth > in > > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started healing > > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three days > > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged out > of > > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. The > > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me vertically, > > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the pillar > > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my muladhara > > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the way I > > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed and > > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took me a > > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me completely > > by surprise. > > > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was > immediate > > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping pills, no > > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. And, > > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had never > > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most > exciting > > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and energy > > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, > locks, > > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a > bulb. I > > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my hands > > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring has > been > > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was just > six > > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > > transformation. > > > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > > > Sel > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 28, 2007 Report Share Posted July 28, 2007 Well Linda, maybe someone was trying to get your attention and when it didn't work they came to me, LOL! Sarita , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Wow! This is weird, I have just recently read this and thought she > had just recently posted that. But when the forum was slow I did go > to some older thread and read there, so maybe that is where I read > it. I can't remember, but I have recently read this, about a couple > of weeks ago. > Love, > Linda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2007 Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 This is bizarre--I promise I didn't re-send this old, rambling message of mine. In fact, a while ago I even thought I should remove it from the list. Sorry for the long silence. Have been traveling for the last couple of weeks. Sel , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing up > on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I > think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing > anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't know > how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided to > dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read this. > *looking at my computer in fascination* > > Sarita > > , " selena230 " > <selena230@> wrote: > > > > Hello All, > > > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought I'd > > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear from > > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long time > ago > > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as > trendy > > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on Hindu > > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same > way. > > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I know is > > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my > meditation, > > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for entities. > For > > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my room > > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, with > all > > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about in > > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, but I > > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I was > > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing out > of > > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all > that I > > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest in > me. > > > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my meditation > > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. Things > > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and anxious, > > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, > when I > > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done to > > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were most > of > > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow through > me > > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, too. I > > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar warmth > in > > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started healing > > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three days > > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged out > of > > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. The > > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me vertically, > > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the pillar > > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my muladhara > > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the way I > > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed and > > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took me a > > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me completely > > by surprise. > > > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was > immediate > > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping pills, no > > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. And, > > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had never > > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most > exciting > > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and energy > > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, > locks, > > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a > bulb. I > > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my hands > > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring has > been > > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was just > six > > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > > transformation. > > > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > > > Sel > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2007 Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 Hello Sel! Glad you are back among us. I have no idea why your old message showed up on my computer suddenly, but I figured maybe there was someone who needed to see the info in it and felt I should post the message. Sarita , " selena230 " <selena230 wrote: > > This is bizarre--I promise I didn't re-send this old, rambling message > of mine. In fact, a while ago I even thought I should remove it from > the list. > > Sorry for the long silence. Have been traveling for the last couple of > weeks. > > Sel > > , " Sarita " > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing up > > on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I > > think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing > > anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't know > > how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided to > > dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read this. > > *looking at my computer in fascination* > > > > Sarita > > > > , " selena230 " > > <selena230@> wrote: > > > > > > Hello All, > > > > > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought I'd > > > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear from > > > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > > > > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long time > > ago > > > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as > > trendy > > > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > > > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on Hindu > > > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > > > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same > > way. > > > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I know is > > > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my > > meditation, > > > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > > > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for entities. > > For > > > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my room > > > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, with > > all > > > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about in > > > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, but I > > > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > > > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I was > > > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing out > > of > > > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all > > that I > > > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > > > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > > > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest in > > me. > > > > > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my meditation > > > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > > > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > > > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. Things > > > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and anxious, > > > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, > > when I > > > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done to > > > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were most > > of > > > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > > > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow through > > me > > > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, too. I > > > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar warmth > > in > > > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started healing > > > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three days > > > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > > > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > > > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > > > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged out > > of > > > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. The > > > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me vertically, > > > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the pillar > > > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my muladhara > > > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > > > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the way I > > > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed and > > > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took me a > > > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me completely > > > by surprise. > > > > > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was > > immediate > > > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping pills, no > > > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. And, > > > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had never > > > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most > > exciting > > > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and energy > > > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, > > locks, > > > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a > > bulb. I > > > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my hands > > > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring has > > been > > > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > > > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was just > > six > > > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > > > transformation. > > > > > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > > > > > Sel > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2007 Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 Hello Everyone I am new to this group and not quite sure how it works yet, but this posting resonates with me so I wanted to respond. I had an experience 7 years ago that slowly faded from my memory but was recently remembered strongly when I was going through old journals. A man I had been very close to died at that time. He had been studying kundalini meditation and had brought me to meet his teacher but I did not take up the practice at that time. 9 days after his passing, I was meditating by candle light, trying to find some sort of peace. As I sat there meditating and talking to him, I felt the candle light seemed to grow more brilliant and turned into a ray of light that grew away from the candle and pointed directly at me. All around the light were random, psychedelic patterns of light that were moving and changing. It felt like the light was the spirit of my friend. I picked up the candle and moved to face a mirror across the room. The brilliant light surrounded my reflection in the mirror, almost obscuring it. All I could see was my face (it was a full length mirror). As I stared at my face, it seemed to almost morph and then I saw the face of my friend. I said my goodbyes to him, waved with my hand and placed my hand on my heart. At that moment, I felt a surge of energy go through my body like nothing I have ever felt before. It was powerful and went from my head to my toes. It was more exhilarating than anything I have ever felt. I felt intense love at that moment and I knew his spirit was moving through me, saying goodbye and helping me to rid myself of my sadness and be at peace. Words do not do justice to the feeling I felt. After this moment, the CD I had been playing in the room stopped without me touching the CD player, as if on cue. The brilliant white light was gone. I recently met with a man who had been the best friend of this person and told him this story. He told me that he had experienced something similar with a bright white light and a surge of energy going through his body after the passing too. He had never told anyone because he thought people would think he was crazy. I think a part of me has tried to downplay what had happened or believe that maybe I imagined it. When I heard the best friend tell me he had experienced almost the exact same thing, I knew it to have been a real, deep experience. Now, 7 years later, I want to study kundalini. I was not ready at the time my friend introduced me to his teacher, but now I am. I do not even wholey understand what the study entails but I look forward to learning more. That is what has brought me here. It is this older posting that made me feel comfortable sharing my experience with you. Thank you. , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing up > on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I > think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing > anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't know > how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided to > dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read this. > *looking at my computer in fascination* > > Sarita > > , " selena230 " > <selena230@> wrote: > > > > Hello All, > > > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought I'd > > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear from > > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long time > ago > > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as > trendy > > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on Hindu > > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same > way. > > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I know is > > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my > meditation, > > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for entities. > For > > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my room > > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, with > all > > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about in > > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, but I > > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I was > > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing out > of > > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all > that I > > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest in > me. > > > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my meditation > > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. Things > > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and anxious, > > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, > when I > > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done to > > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were most > of > > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow through > me > > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, too. I > > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar warmth > in > > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started healing > > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three days > > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged out > of > > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. The > > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me vertically, > > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the pillar > > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my muladhara > > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the way I > > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed and > > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took me a > > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me completely > > by surprise. > > > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was > immediate > > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping pills, no > > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. And, > > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had never > > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most > exciting > > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and energy > > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, > locks, > > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a > bulb. I > > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my hands > > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring has > been > > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was just > six > > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > > transformation. > > > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > > > Sel > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2007 Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 Welcome chanteuse67, Nice to read you and thank you for allowing us to share in your exciting " beyond words " experience. What a wonderful friend! Yes you have had an experience that is of an initiation quality to this area of expression. Congratulations and if you can please go to http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com And read through the protocols called " the safeties " this will get you started. Please try to make this your new everyday practice and do not be shy about reporting your experiences or asking your questions here on the list. This is why this group exists. Welcome again! - , " chanteuse67 " <chanteuse67 wrote: > > Hello Everyone > I am new to this group and not quite sure how it works yet, but this > posting resonates with me so I wanted to respond. > > I had an experience 7 years ago that slowly faded from my memory but > was recently remembered strongly when I was going through old > journals. A man I had been very close to died at that time. He had > been studying kundalini meditation and had brought me to meet his > teacher but I did not take up the practice at that time. 9 days > after his passing, I was meditating by candle light, trying to find > some sort of peace. As I sat there meditating and talking to him, I > felt the candle light seemed to grow more brilliant and turned into > a ray of light that grew away from the candle and pointed directly > at me. All around the light were random, psychedelic patterns of > light that were moving and changing. It felt like the light was the > spirit of my friend. I picked up the candle and moved to face a > mirror across the room. The brilliant light surrounded my reflection > in the mirror, almost obscuring it. All I could see was my face (it > was a full length mirror). As I stared at my face, it seemed to > almost morph and then I saw the face of my friend. I said my > goodbyes to him, waved with my hand and placed my hand on my heart. > At that moment, I felt a surge of energy go through my body like > nothing I have ever felt before. It was powerful and went from my > head to my toes. It was more exhilarating than anything I have ever > felt. I felt intense love at that moment and I knew his spirit was > moving through me, saying goodbye and helping me to rid myself of my > sadness and be at peace. Words do not do justice to the feeling I > felt. After this moment, the CD I had been playing in the room > stopped without me touching the CD player, as if on cue. The > brilliant white light was gone. > > I recently met with a man who had been the best friend of this > person and told him this story. He told me that he had experienced > something similar with a bright white light and a surge of energy > going through his body after the passing too. He had never told > anyone because he thought people would think he was crazy. I think a > part of me has tried to downplay what had happened or believe that > maybe I imagined it. When I heard the best friend tell me he had > experienced almost the exact same thing, I knew it to have been a > real, deep experience. Now, 7 years later, I want to study > kundalini. I was not ready at the time my friend introduced me to > his teacher, but now I am. I do not even wholey understand what the > study entails but I look forward to learning more. > > That is what has brought me here. It is this older posting that made > me feel comfortable sharing my experience with you. Thank you. > > > > , " Sarita " > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing > up > > on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I > > think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing > > anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't > know > > how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided > to > > dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read > this. > > *looking at my computer in fascination* > > > > Sarita > > > > , " selena230 " > > <selena230@> wrote: > > > > > > Hello All, > > > > > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought > I'd > > > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear > from > > > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > > > > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long > time > > ago > > > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as > > trendy > > > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > > > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on > Hindu > > > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > > > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same > > way. > > > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I > know is > > > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my > > meditation, > > > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > > > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for > entities. > > For > > > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my > room > > > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, > with > > all > > > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about > in > > > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, > but I > > > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > > > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I > was > > > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing > out > > of > > > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all > > that I > > > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > > > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > > > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest > in > > me. > > > > > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my > meditation > > > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > > > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > > > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. > Things > > > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and > anxious, > > > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, > > when I > > > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done > to > > > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were > most > > of > > > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > > > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow > through > > me > > > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, > too. I > > > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar > warmth > > in > > > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started > healing > > > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three > days > > > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > > > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > > > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > > > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged > out > > of > > > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. > The > > > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me > vertically, > > > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the > pillar > > > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my > muladhara > > > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > > > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the > way I > > > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed > and > > > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took > me a > > > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me > completely > > > by surprise. > > > > > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was > > immediate > > > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping > pills, no > > > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. > And, > > > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had > never > > > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most > > exciting > > > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and > energy > > > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, > > locks, > > > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a > > bulb. I > > > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my > hands > > > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring > has > > been > > > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > > > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was > just > > six > > > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > > > transformation. > > > > > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > > > > > Sel > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2007 Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 What an inspirational experience! I'm so glad you shared that with us. It may have taken you a while to reach here, but the seeds were planted way back then. I have been dancing around Kundalini since I was 19 years old and it was not until I was 36 that I finally got here. I'm so glad I posted that message and didn't ignore it! Looking forward to hearing more from you as you begin to experience more of this. Sarita , " chanteuse67 " <chanteuse67 wrote: > > Hello Everyone > I am new to this group and not quite sure how it works yet, but this > posting resonates with me so I wanted to respond. > > I had an experience 7 years ago that slowly faded from my memory but > was recently remembered strongly when I was going through old > journals. A man I had been very close to died at that time. He had > been studying kundalini meditation and had brought me to meet his > teacher but I did not take up the practice at that time. 9 days > after his passing, I was meditating by candle light, trying to find > some sort of peace. As I sat there meditating and talking to him, I > felt the candle light seemed to grow more brilliant and turned into > a ray of light that grew away from the candle and pointed directly > at me. All around the light were random, psychedelic patterns of > light that were moving and changing. It felt like the light was the > spirit of my friend. I picked up the candle and moved to face a > mirror across the room. The brilliant light surrounded my reflection > in the mirror, almost obscuring it. All I could see was my face (it > was a full length mirror). As I stared at my face, it seemed to > almost morph and then I saw the face of my friend. I said my > goodbyes to him, waved with my hand and placed my hand on my heart. > At that moment, I felt a surge of energy go through my body like > nothing I have ever felt before. It was powerful and went from my > head to my toes. It was more exhilarating than anything I have ever > felt. I felt intense love at that moment and I knew his spirit was > moving through me, saying goodbye and helping me to rid myself of my > sadness and be at peace. Words do not do justice to the feeling I > felt. After this moment, the CD I had been playing in the room > stopped without me touching the CD player, as if on cue. The > brilliant white light was gone. > > I recently met with a man who had been the best friend of this > person and told him this story. He told me that he had experienced > something similar with a bright white light and a surge of energy > going through his body after the passing too. He had never told > anyone because he thought people would think he was crazy. I think a > part of me has tried to downplay what had happened or believe that > maybe I imagined it. When I heard the best friend tell me he had > experienced almost the exact same thing, I knew it to have been a > real, deep experience. Now, 7 years later, I want to study > kundalini. I was not ready at the time my friend introduced me to > his teacher, but now I am. I do not even wholey understand what the > study entails but I look forward to learning more. > > That is what has brought me here. It is this older posting that made > me feel comfortable sharing my experience with you. Thank you. > > > > , " Sarita " > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing > up > > on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I > > think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing > > anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't > know > > how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided > to > > dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read > this. > > *looking at my computer in fascination* > > > > Sarita > > > > , " selena230 " > > <selena230@> wrote: > > > > > > Hello All, > > > > > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought > I'd > > > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear > from > > > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > > > > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long > time > > ago > > > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as > > trendy > > > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > > > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on > Hindu > > > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi > > > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same > > way. > > > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I > know is > > > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my > > meditation, > > > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > > > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for > entities. > > For > > > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my > room > > > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, > with > > all > > > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about > in > > > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, > but I > > > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > > > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I > was > > > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing > out > > of > > > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all > > that I > > > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > > > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the > > > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest > in > > me. > > > > > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my > meditation > > > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it > > > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your > > > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. > Things > > > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and > anxious, > > > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, > > when I > > > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done > to > > > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were > most > > of > > > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > > > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow > through > > me > > > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, > too. I > > > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar > warmth > > in > > > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started > healing > > > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three > days > > > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white > > > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > > > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > > > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged > out > > of > > > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. > The > > > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me > vertically, > > > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the > pillar > > > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my > muladhara > > > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > > > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the > way I > > > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed > and > > > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took > me a > > > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me > completely > > > by surprise. > > > > > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was > > immediate > > > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping > pills, no > > > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. > And, > > > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had > never > > > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most > > exciting > > > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and > energy > > > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, > > locks, > > > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a > > bulb. I > > > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my > hands > > > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring > has > > been > > > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and > > > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was > just > > six > > > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this > > > transformation. > > > > > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > > > > > Sel > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2007 Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 Welcome chanteuse67! Thank you for sharing your experience... it sounds very moving, you described it so beautifully. I see those strangely radiating inward and outward, somewhat psychedelic rays of colored light around all bright lights, even the sun. It's as if to remind me of the infinite light we all share... love & light ~Jen~ , " chanteuse67 " <chanteuse67 wrote: > > Hello Everyone > I am new to this group and not quite sure how it works yet, but this > posting resonates with me so I wanted to respond. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 31, 2007 Report Share Posted July 31, 2007 Hello and welcome, Chanteuse67. I am glad that my old message helped you feel comfortable with this group. Hope you will like it here! Sel , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > What an inspirational experience! I'm so glad you shared that with > us. It may have taken you a while to reach here, but the seeds were > planted way back then. I have been dancing around Kundalini since I > was 19 years old and it was not until I was 36 that I finally got > here. > > I'm so glad I posted that message and didn't ignore it! Looking > forward to hearing more from you as you begin to experience more of > this. > > Sarita > > , " chanteuse67 " > <chanteuse67@> wrote: > > > > Hello Everyone > > I am new to this group and not quite sure how it works yet, but > this > > posting resonates with me so I wanted to respond. > > > > I had an experience 7 years ago that slowly faded from my memory > but > > was recently remembered strongly when I was going through old > > journals. A man I had been very close to died at that time. He had > > been studying kundalini meditation and had brought me to meet his > > teacher but I did not take up the practice at that time. 9 days > > after his passing, I was meditating by candle light, trying to find > > some sort of peace. As I sat there meditating and talking to him, I > > felt the candle light seemed to grow more brilliant and turned into > > a ray of light that grew away from the candle and pointed directly > > at me. All around the light were random, psychedelic patterns of > > light that were moving and changing. It felt like the light was the > > spirit of my friend. I picked up the candle and moved to face a > > mirror across the room. The brilliant light surrounded my > reflection > > in the mirror, almost obscuring it. All I could see was my face (it > > was a full length mirror). As I stared at my face, it seemed to > > almost morph and then I saw the face of my friend. I said my > > goodbyes to him, waved with my hand and placed my hand on my heart. > > At that moment, I felt a surge of energy go through my body like > > nothing I have ever felt before. It was powerful and went from my > > head to my toes. It was more exhilarating than anything I have ever > > felt. I felt intense love at that moment and I knew his spirit was > > moving through me, saying goodbye and helping me to rid myself of > my > > sadness and be at peace. Words do not do justice to the feeling I > > felt. After this moment, the CD I had been playing in the room > > stopped without me touching the CD player, as if on cue. The > > brilliant white light was gone. > > > > I recently met with a man who had been the best friend of this > > person and told him this story. He told me that he had experienced > > something similar with a bright white light and a surge of energy > > going through his body after the passing too. He had never told > > anyone because he thought people would think he was crazy. I think > a > > part of me has tried to downplay what had happened or believe that > > maybe I imagined it. When I heard the best friend tell me he had > > experienced almost the exact same thing, I knew it to have been a > > real, deep experience. Now, 7 years later, I want to study > > kundalini. I was not ready at the time my friend introduced me to > > his teacher, but now I am. I do not even wholey understand what the > > study entails but I look forward to learning more. > > > > That is what has brought me here. It is this older posting that > made > > me feel comfortable sharing my experience with you. Thank you. > > > > > > > > , " Sarita " > > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > > > I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely > showing > > up > > > on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes > I > > > think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing > > > anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't > > know > > > how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided > > to > > > dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read > > this. > > > *looking at my computer in fascination* > > > > > > Sarita > > > > > > , " selena230 " > > > <selena230@> wrote: > > > > > > > > Hello All, > > > > > > > > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought > > I'd > > > > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear > > from > > > > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is: > > > > > > > > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long > > time > > > ago > > > > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as > > > trendy > > > > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama > > > > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on > > Hindu > > > > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered > Gopi > > > > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the > same > > > way. > > > > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I > > know is > > > > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my > > > meditation, > > > > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me, > > > > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for > > entities. > > > For > > > > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my > > room > > > > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, > > with > > > all > > > > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating > about > > in > > > > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, > > but I > > > > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just > > > > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I > > was > > > > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing > > out > > > of > > > > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all > > > that I > > > > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my > > > > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually > the > > > > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest > > in > > > me. > > > > > > > > Several years went by without me being able to resume my > > meditation > > > > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation > it > > > > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside > your > > > > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. > > Things > > > > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and > > anxious, > > > > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year, > > > when I > > > > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment > done > > to > > > > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were > > most > > > of > > > > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found > > > > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow > > through > > > me > > > > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, > > too. I > > > > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar > > warmth > > > in > > > > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started > > healing > > > > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three > > days > > > > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of > white > > > > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been > > > > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana > > > > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged > > out > > > of > > > > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. > > The > > > > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me > > vertically, > > > > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the > > pillar > > > > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my > > muladhara > > > > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for > > > > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the > > way I > > > > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed > > and > > > > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took > > me a > > > > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me > > completely > > > > by surprise. > > > > > > > > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was > > > immediate > > > > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping > > pills, no > > > > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. > > And, > > > > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had > > never > > > > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most > > > exciting > > > > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and > > energy > > > > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses, > > > locks, > > > > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a > > > bulb. I > > > > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my > > hands > > > > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring > > has > > > been > > > > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly > and > > > > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was > > just > > > six > > > > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for > this > > > > transformation. > > > > > > > > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories! > > > > > > > > Sel > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 31, 2007 Report Share Posted July 31, 2007 --- chanteuse67 <chanteuse67 wrote: I picked up the candle and moved to > face a > mirror across the room. The brilliant light surrounded my > reflection > in the mirror, almost obscuring it. All I could see was > my face (it > was a full length mirror). As I stared at my face, it > seemed to > almost morph and then I saw the face of my friend. Hi .--- chanteuse67 I have meditated into a mirror, eye to eye by candlelight. I have seen my face morph [change] into dozens and dozens of other faces. At first I thought they were my past lives, and some may have been. With time, I sort of figured that they were life forms of some sort. Many were human and many were not human or so it seemed. In fact, some of the faces looked very alien. Also, when I do eye to eye meditation with human beings, I see their face morph or change into many other faces or beings. Also, they see my face morph or change into many other forms or faces, some of which are not human. Also, sometimes when I am just talking to a person, I see their face morph or changes into another face/being. I suspect this means that there is another entity in that person. Henry B. Ellak ______________________________\ ____ Fussy? Opinionated? Impossible to please? Perfect. Join 's user panel and lay it on us. http://surveylink./gmrs/_panel_invite.asp?a=7 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 5, 2007 Report Share Posted August 5, 2007 Thank you everyone for the warm welcome! , " Henry B. Ellak** " <henrybellak wrote: > > > --- chanteuse67 <chanteuse67 wrote: > > I picked up the candle and moved to > > face a > > mirror across the room. The brilliant light surrounded my > > reflection > > in the mirror, almost obscuring it. All I could see was > > my face (it > > was a full length mirror). As I stared at my face, it > > seemed to > > almost morph and then I saw the face of my friend. > > > Hi .--- chanteuse67 I have meditated into a mirror, eye > to eye by candlelight. I have seen my face morph [change] > into dozens and dozens of other faces. At first I thought > they were my past lives, and some may have been. > With time, I sort of figured that they were life forms of > some sort. Many were human and many were not human or so > it seemed. In fact, some of the faces looked very alien. > > Also, when I do eye to eye meditation with human beings, I > see their face morph or change into many other faces or > beings. Also, they see my face morph or change into many > other forms or faces, some of which are not human. > > Also, sometimes when I am just talking to a person, I see > their face morph or changes into another face/being. > I suspect this means that there is another entity in that > person. > > Henry B. Ellak > > > > > > > > > ___________________ _______________ > Fussy? Opinionated? Impossible to please? Perfect. Join 's user panel and lay it on us. http://surveylink./gmrs/_panel_invite.asp?a=7 > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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